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But those who have recognized your divinity in faith are held fast by great fear and are beside themselves with trembling and have nothing to say; for you are beyond understanding; all incomprehensible, all unattainable are your works and your glory and your knowledge. That you are one, we know, and we see your light; but what sort and of what kind, we all do not know. Yet we have hope and we hold to faith and we know the love that you bestowed on us, infinite, ineffable, contained nowhere, being light, unapproachable light, light that works all things. This is called your hand and is named your eye and your all-holy mouth and power and glory, and is known as a face beautiful beyond all things. This is a sun that never sets for those who are exalted in divine things, this is an ever-shining star for those who cannot contain more; this opposes grief, this drives out envy and utterly destroys satanic jealousy. This at first melts and refines, cleansing, (125) it drives away thoughts and restrains movements. This, when it is hidden, teaches one to be humble and does not allow one to be dissipated, nor to wander at all. This, appearing again, separates one from the world and creates forgetfulness of all the painful things of life. This also nourishes many things and cures thirst and grants power to those who labor well. This extinguishes anger and the boiling of the heart and does not allow one to be angry or disturbed at all. This, when it flees, is pursued by the wounded and is sought from the heart with great love, but having turned and appeared and shone lovingly, it causes those who pursue it to draw back, to be constrained, and what was much sought after to be sent away in fear, as not being worthy of the beautiful, which is beyond all creation. O gift, O divine and inexpressible grace! For what does it not accomplish, and what is it not? This is delight and joy, gentleness and peace, innumerable mercy, an abyss of compassion, seen unseen, contained uncontainably, intangible, untouched, held fast in my mind. Having this, I do not see it, but contemplating it, I quickly rush to grasp it, and it all flies away. I am at a loss and I am inflamed and I learn to ask and to seek with weeping in great humility and not to think that things beyond nature are possible through my own strength and human zeal, but through the compassion of God and his infinite mercy. This appears for a short time and withdraws, and it casts out one, one of the passions from the heart.

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οἱ δέ τήν σήν θεότητα ἐπιγνόντες ἐν πίστει φόβῳ πολλῷ συνέχονται καί ἐξίστανται τρόμῳ καί τί λέγειν οὐκ ἔχουσιν˙ὑπέρ νοῦν γάρ ὑπάρχεις˙ πάντα ἀκατανόητα, ἀκατάληπτα πάντα τά ἔργα καί ἡ δόξα σου καί ἡ ἐπίγνωσίς σου. Ὅτι μέν εἶς, γινώσκομεν καί τό φῶς σου ὁρῶμεν˙ ὁποῖος δέ καί ποταπός, ἅπαντες ἀγνοοῦμεν. Πλήν τήν ἐλπίδα ἔχομεν καί τήν πίστιν κρατοῦμεν καί τήν ἀγάπην οἴδαμεν, ἥν ἡμῖν ἐδωρήσω, ἄπειρον, ἀνεκλάλητον, μηδαμοῦ χωρουμένην, φῶς οὖσαν, φῶς ἀπρόσιτον, φῶς ἐνεργοῦν τά πάντα. Τοῦτο καί χείρ σου λέγεται καί ὀφθαλμός καλεῖται καί στόμα τό πανάγιον καί δύναμις καί δόξα καί πρόσωπον γνωρίζεται ὡραῖον ὑπέρ πάντα. Τοῦτο ἥλιος ἄδυτος τοῖς ὑψηλοῖς τά θεῖα, τοῦτο ἀστήρ ἀειλαμπής τοῖς μή πλέον χωροῦσι˙ τοῦτο λύπῃ ἀντίκειται, τοῦτο φθόνον διώκει καί ζῆλον τόν σατανικόν παντελῶς ἀφανίζει. Τοῦτο ἐκτήκει ἐν ἀρχῇ καί λεπτύνει καθαῖρον, (125) ἀποδιώκει λογισμούς καί κινήσεις συστέλλει. Τοῦτο ἀποκρυπτόμενον παιδεύει ταπεινοῦσθαι καί διαχεῖσθαι οὐκ ἐᾷ, οὐδέ ῥέμβεσθαι ὅλως. Τοῦτο πάλιν φαινόμενον κόσμον ἀποχωρίζει καί λήθην πάντων ἐμποιεῖ ἀνιαρῶν τοῦ βίου. Τοῦτο καί τρέφει τά πολλά καί τήν δίψαν ἰᾶται καί δύναμιν χαρίζεται τοῖς καλῶς κοπιῶσι. Τοῦτο σβέννυσι τόν θυμόν καί ζέσιν τῆς καρδίας καί οὐκ ἐᾷ ὀργίζεσθαι ἤ ταράσσεσθαι ὅλως. Τοῦτο φεῦγον διώκεται παρά τῶν τετρωμένων καί τῇ ἀγάπῃ τῇ πολλῇ ἐκ καρδίας ζητεῖται, ἐπιστραφέν δέ καί φανέν καί λάμψαν φιλανθρώπως ἐκκλίνειν τοῖς διώκουσιν, συστέλλεσθαι ποιέ δέ, καί τό πολλά ἐκζητηθέν ἀποπέμπεσθαι φόβῳ, ὡς οὐκ ἀξίως τοῦ καλοῦ, τοῦ ὑπέρ πᾶσαν κτίσιν. Ὤ δώρου, ὤ χαρίσματος θείου καί ἀνεκφράστου! Τί γάρ καί οὐκ ἐργάζεται, τί δέ καί οὐχ ὑπάρχει; Τοῦτο τερπνότης καί χαρά, πρᾳότης καί εἰρήνη, ἔλεος ἀναρίθμητον, ἄβυσσος εὐσπλαγχνίας, ἀόρατον βλεπόμενον, χωρητόν ἀχωρήτως, ἀναφές ἀψηλάφητον, κρατητόν ἐν νοΐ μου. Τοῦτο ἔχων οὐ καθορῶ, θεωρῶν δέ ἀφιέν τάχος ὁρμῶ τοῦ δράξασθαι, καί ἀφίπταται ἅπαν. Ἐξαπορῶ καί φλέγομαι καί μανθάνω αἰτεῖσθαι καί ἐκζητεῖν μετά κλαυθμοῦ ἐν πολλῇ ταπεινώσει καί μή δοκεῖν ὡς δυνατά τά ὑπέρ φύσιν εἶναι καί τῆς ἰσχύος τῆς ἐμῆς καί σπουδῆς ἀνθρωπίνης, ἀλλ᾿ εὐσπλαγχνίας τοῦ Θεοῦ καί ἐλέους ἀπείρου. Τοῦτο χρόνον ὀλίγον φαίνεται καί συστέλλεται, ἕν, ἕν δέ τῶν παθῶν ἐκβάλλει τῆς καρδίας.