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The most terrible thing of all, is that being in a foreign land, and eating husks, we do not say: Let us return to the Father and say: We have sinned against heaven and against you, and having such a loving Father, who greatly longs for our return; so that if only we depart from wickedness, if only we return to him, he does not even endure to bring charges for our former deeds; let us only depart; for to return is a sufficient defense. What am I saying, he does not endure to bring charges? Not only does he not bring charges himself, but even if another brings charges, he is silenced, even if the one bringing charges is well-esteemed. Therefore let us return; how long shall we stand apart? Let us acquire a sense of our dishonor, let us acquire a sense of our worthlessness; wickedness makes us to be swine, wickedness brings famine to the soul. Let us reclaim and recover ourselves, and let us return to our former nobility, that we may obtain the good things to come, by the grace and loving-kindness of our Lord Jesus Christ, with whom to the Father, together with the Holy Spirit, be glory, dominion, honor, now and ever, and unto the ages of ages. Amen.

HOMILY 12. Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing, forgetting the things which are behind, and stretching forth to the things which are before, I press on toward the mark

for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. a. Nothing so empties and puffs up right actions as the memory of the good things we have done. For it brings forth two evils: it makes men more slothful, and it lifts them up into arrogance. Therefore Paul, since he knew our nature is prone to sloth, and he had praised the Philippians much, see how he represses their pride, both through many other things above, and especially through the present text. Saying what? Brethren, I do not consider myself to have appre 62.270 hended. If Paul has not yet apprehended, nor is confident about the resurrection, nor about the things to come; scarcely then would they have done this, who have not accomplished even the smallest part of his work. What he says is this: I do not yet think I have apprehended all virtue; saying this, as if one were to say of a runner, He has not yet reached the goal. I have not yet accomplished the whole, he says. But if he says elsewhere, I have fought the good fight, and here, I do not yet consider myself to have apprehended, one who has read both will well know the reason for both those and these sayings. For it is not necessary to continually turn over the same things, and for us to teach everything, and that he said these things much earlier, but those things near the end. I do not yet consider myself to have apprehended, 62.271 he says, but I am for one thing only, to stretch forth to the things before. For this is what he says, One thing, forgetting the things which are behind, and stretching forth to the things which are before, I press on toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. See how in saying this, he showed what it was that made him stretch forth to the things before. He, then, who thinks he has already been perfected, and that nothing is lacking to him for the accomplishment of virtue, would have stopped running, as having apprehended the whole; but he who thinks he is still far from the end will never stop running. This, therefore, we must always consider, even if we should accomplish ten thousand good things. For if Paul after countless deaths, after so many dangers, considered this, much more should we. Yet I did not fall back, he says, because after running so far I did not prevail, nor did I despair, but I still run, I still strive; I look to this one thing, how I might press forward. So also must we do, forget our right actions, and leave them behind. For the runner does not reckon how many courses he has finished, but how many are left. And let us not

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τὸ πάντων δεινότερον, ὅτι ἐν ἀλλοτρίᾳ ὄντες, καὶ κεράτια ἐσθίοντες, οὐ λέγομεν· Ἐπιστρέψωμεν πρὸς τὸν Πατέρα καὶ εἴπωμεν· Ἡμάρτομεν εἰς τὸν οὐρανὸν καὶ εἰς σὲ, καὶ Πατέρα οὕτως ἔχοντες φιλόστοργον, σφόδρα ποθοῦντα ἡμῶν τὴν ἐπάνοδον· ὡς ἂν μόνον ἀποστῶμεν τῆς κακίας, ἂν πρὸς αὐτὸν ἐπανέλθωμεν μόνον, οὐδὲ ἐγκαλέσαι λοιπὸν ὑπὲρ τῶν προτέρων ἀνέχεται· μόνον ἀποστῶμεν· ἱκανὴ γὰρ ἀπολογία τὸ ἐπανελθεῖν. Τί λέγω, ἐγκαλέσαι οὐκ ἀνέχεται; οὐ μόνον αὐτὸς οὐκ ἐγκαλεῖ, ἀλλὰ, κἂν ἕτερος ἐγκαλῇ, ἐπιστομίζεται, κἂν εὐδοκιμηκὼς ᾖ ὁ ἐγκαλῶν. Οὐκοῦν ἐπανέλθωμεν· μέχρι τίνος ἀφιστάμεθα; λάβωμεν αἴσθησιν τῆς ἀτιμίας, λάβωμεν αἴσθησιν τῆς εὐτελείας· ἡ κακία χοίρους εἶναι ποιεῖ, ἡ κακία λιμὸν φέρει τῇ ψυχῇ. Ἀνακτησώμεθα ἑαυτοὺς καὶ ἀναλήψωμεν, καὶ ἐπανέλθωμεν ἐπὶ τὴν προτέραν εὐγένειαν, ἵνα τύχωμεν τῶν μελλόντων ἀγαθῶν, χάριτι καὶ φιλανθρωπίᾳ τοῦ Κυρίου ἡμῶν Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ, μεθ' οὗ τῷ Πατρὶ ἅμα τῷ ἁγίῳ Πνεύματι δόξα, κράτος, τιμὴ, νῦν καὶ ἀεὶ, καὶ εἰς τοὺς αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων. Ἀμήν.

ΟΜΙΛΙΑ ΙΒʹ. Ἀδελφοὶ, ἐγὼ ἐμαυτὸν οὐ λογίζομαι κατειληφέναι· ἓν δὲ, τὰ μὲν ὀπίσω ἐπιλανθανόμενος, τοῖς δὲ ἔμπροσθεν ἐπεκτεινόμενος, κατὰ σκοπὸν διώκω

ἐπὶ τὸ βραβεῖον τῆς ἄνω κλήσεως τοῦ Θεοῦ ἐν Χριστῷ Ἰησοῦ. αʹ. Οὐδὲν οὕτω κενοῖ κατορθώματα καὶ ἀποφυσᾷ, ὡς μνήμη τῶν εἰργασμένων ἡμῖν ἀγαθῶν. ∆ύο γὰρ τίκτει κακὰ, ῥᾳθυμοτέρους τε ἐργάζεται, καὶ εἰς ἀπόνοιαν αἴρει. ∆ιόπερ ὁ Παῦλος, ἐπειδὴ οἶδεν ὀξύῤῥοπον οὖσαν τὴν ἡμετέραν φύσιν πρὸς ῥᾳθυμίαν, καὶ πολλὰ δὲ τοὺς Φιλιππησίους ἐπῄνεσεν, ὅρα πῶς αὐτῶν καταστέλλει τὸ φρόνημα, διὰ πολλῶν μὲν καὶ ἑτέρων ἀνωτέρω, μάλιστα δὲ διὰ τοῦ παρόντος. Τί λέγων; Ἀδελφοὶ, ἐγὼ ἐμαυτὸν οὐ λογίζομαι κατει 62.270 ληφέναι. Εἰ δὲ Παῦλος οὐδέπω κατέλαβεν, οὐδὲ θαῤῥεῖ περὶ τῆς ἀναστάσεως, οὐδὲ περὶ τῶν μελλόντων· σχολῇ γοῦν ἐκεῖνοι μηδὲ τὸ πολλοστὸν αὐτοῦ μέρος κατωρθωκότες τοῦτο ἂν ἔπραξαν. Ὃ δὲ λέγει, τοῦτό ἐστιν· Οὐδέπω κατειληφέναι τὴν ἀρετὴν ἅπασαν ἡγοῦμαι· οὕτως εἰπὼν, ὡς ἂν εἰ περὶ δρομέως εἴποι τις, Οὔπω κατέλαβεν. Οὐδέπω τὸ πᾶν ἤνυσα, φησίν. Εἰ δὲ λέγει ἀλλαχοῦ, Τὸν ἀγῶνα τὸν καλὸν ἠγώνισμαι, καὶ ἐνταῦθα, Οὐδέπω λογίζομαι κατειληφέναι, ἀναγνούς τις ἀμφότερα, εἴσεται καλῶς τὴν αἰτίαν καὶ ἐκείνων καὶ τούτων τῶν ῥημάτων. Οὐ γὰρ δεῖ συνεχῶς τὰ αὐτὰ στρέφειν, καὶ ἡμᾶς πάντα διδάσκειν, καὶ ὅτι ταῦτα πολὺ πρότερον ἔλεγεν, ἐκεῖνα δὲ πρὸς τῷ τέλει. Οὔπω λογίζομαι κατειληφέναι, 62.271 φησὶν, ἀλλ' ἑνός εἰμι μόνου, τοῦ τοῖς ἔμπροσθεν ἐπεκτείνεσθαι. Τοῦτο γάρ ἐστιν ὅ φησιν, Ἓν, τὰ μὲν ὀπίσω ἐπιλανθανόμενος, τοῖς δὲ ἔμπροσθεν ἐπεκτεινόμενος, κατὰ σκοπὸν διώκω ἐπὶ τὸ βραβεῖον τῆς ἄνω κλήσεως τοῦ Θεοῦ ἐν Χριστῷ Ἰησοῦ. Ὅρα πῶς εἰπὼν τοῦτο, ἐδήλωσε τί ἦν ὃ ἐποίει αὐτὸν τοῖς ἔμπροσθεν ἐπεκτείνεσθαι. Ὁ μὲν οὖν ἤδη τετελειῶσθαι νομίζων, καὶ μηδὲν αὐτῷ λείπειν πρὸς ἀρετῆς κατόρθωσιν, κἂν ἐπαύσατο τρέχων, ὡς τὸ πᾶν κατειληφώς· ὁ δὲ ἀφεστάναι τοῦ τέρματος ἔτι νομίζων, οὐδέποτε παύσεται τρέχων. Τοῦτο οὖν ἡμᾶς ἀεὶ δεῖ λογίζεσθαι, κἂν μυρία κατορθώσωμεν ἀγαθά. Εἰ γὰρ Παῦλος μετὰ μυρίους θανάτους, μετὰ τοσούτους κινδύνους τοῦτο ἐλογίζετο, πολλῷ μᾶλλον ἡμεῖς. Οὐ μὴν ἀνέπεσον, φησὶν, ἐπειδὴ τοσοῦτον δραμὼν οὐκ ἴσχυσα, οὐδὲ ἀπέγνων, ἀλλ' ἔτι τρέχω, ἔτι ἀγωνίζομαι· τοῦτο μόνον σκοπῶ, ὅπως δὴ προκόπτοιμι. Οὕτω καὶ ἡμᾶς χρὴ ποιεῖν, ἐπιλανθάνεσθαι τῶν κατορθωμάτων, καὶ ἀφιέναι αὐτὰ ὀπίσω. Καὶ γὰρ ὁ δρομεὺς οὐχ ὅσους ἤνυσεν ἀναλογίζεται διαύλους, ἀλλ' ὅσους λείπεται. Καὶ ἡμεῖς μὴ