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having heard his father's idle talk and foolish entreaty, and knowing the schemes of the crooked serpent, how he had prepared a trap at his right hand for his feet, contriving to bend his godlike soul and to hinder the prize that lay before him, he set the Lord's command before his eyes, which says, I have not come to bring peace, but strife and a sword; for I have come to set a son against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and the rest. and, that He who loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me, and, Whoever denies me before men, I also will deny him before my Father who is in heaven. Considering these things, and having bound his soul with the fear of God, and strengthened by longing and love, he took up that saying of Solomon at a very opportune moment, which states, A time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, 376 and a time for peace. And first, praying in his mind, he said, Have mercy on me, O Lord, O God, have mercy on me, for my soul has trusted in you, and in the shadow of your wings I will hope, until iniquity passes away. I will cry to God most high, to God who has done good to me, and the rest of the psalm. Then he says to the king: "To honor one's father and to obey his commands, to serve him with goodwill and friendship, our common Master teaches us, having sown in us such a natural affection. But when the relationship and love for parents brings danger to the soul and makes it distant from the Creator, we are commanded to cut it off completely, and in no way to yield to those who separate us from God, but to hate and turn away from them, even if it be a father who commands abominable things, or a mother, or a king, or the lord of life itself. For these reasons, to suffer the loss of God for the sake of a paternal relationship is impossible for me. Therefore, cause trouble neither for yourself nor for me; but rather be persuaded, and let us both worship the living and true God; for what you now worship are idols, works of human hands, devoid of breath and deaf, causing nothing at all but only destruction and eternal punishment for those who worship them. But if you do not wish this, do to me what seems good to you; for I am a servant of Christ, and I will not be turned from His love either by flattery or by torments, just as I told you the other day, having placed the name of my Master in the midst and 378 most securely confirmed my word. As for your saying that you neither do evil willingly nor miss the good through ignorance, but that after much and laborious investigation you came to know that this is truly good, to worship idols and be nailed to the pleasures of the passions, I cannot say that you do evil willingly. But that a great mist of ignorance is poured around you, and that walking as in a palpable darkness you see not even a small glimmer of light, wherefore having lost the straight path you have wandered among terrible cliffs and ravines, this I know for certain, and I want you, father, to know it as well. Therefore, holding darkness instead of light and clinging to death as if to life, you think you have deliberated advantageously and considered profitably; but it is not so, it is not. For neither are the things you worship gods, but pillars of demons, holding all their foul energy within them; nor is the life which you call sweet and full of pleasure, and which you think is filled with delight and gladness, of such a nature, but it is abominable, according to the word of truth, and repulsive. For a time it sweetens and soothes the throat, but afterward its exhalations become more bitter than gall, as my teacher said, and sharper than a two-edged sword. And how could I describe its evils to you? I will count them, and they will be more numerous than the sand. For it is the fish-hook of the devil, wrapped with abominable pleasure as bait, by which those

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τοῦ πατρὸς περιττολογίας καὶ ἀνοήτου ἀντιβολῆς ἀκούσας, καὶ γνοὺς τὰς τοῦ σκολιοῦ δράκοντος μηχανάς, ὡς ἐκ τῶν δεξιῶν αὐτοῦ τοῖς ποσὶν ἡτοίμασε παγίδα, κατακάμψαι τὴν θεοειδῆ ψυχὴν τεχναζόμενος καὶ πρὸς τὸ προκείμενον ἐμποδίσαι βραβεῖον, τὸ δεσποτικὸν πρὸ ὀφθαλμῶν ἔθετο πρόσταγμα, Οὐκ ἦλθον βαλεῖν εἰρήνην, εἰπόντος, ἀλλὰ μάχην καὶ μάχαιραν· ἦλθον γὰρ διχάσαι υἱὸν κατὰ τοῦ πατρὸς αὐτοῦ καὶ θυγατέρα κατὰ τῆς μητρὸς αὐτῆς, καὶ τὰ ἑξῆς. καί, ὅτι Ὁ φιλῶν πατέρα ἢ μητέρα ὑπὲρ ἐμέ, οὐκ ἔστι μου ἄξιος, καί, Ὅστις με ἀρνήσεται ἔμπροσθεν τῶν ἀνθρώπων, ἀρνήσομαι αὐτὸν κἀγὼ ἔμπροσθεν τοῦ Πατρός μου τοῦ ἐν οὐρανοῖς. ταῦτα λογισάμενος, καὶ τῷ θείῳ φόβῳ τὴν ψυχὴν πεδήσας, τῷ πόθῳ τε καὶ ἔρωτι ἐνισχύσας, τὸ Σολομόντειον ἐκεῖνο ῥῆμα πάνυ κατὰ καιρὸν ἐξελάβετο, Καιρός, φάσκον, τοῦ φιλῆσαι καὶ καιρὸς τοῦ μισῆσαι, καιρὸς πολέμου 376 καὶ καιρὸς εἰρήνης. καὶ πρῶτα μέν, κατὰ νοῦν εὐξάμενος, Ἐλέησόν με, Κύριε, εἶπεν, ὁ Θεός, ἐλέησόν με, ὅτι ἐπὶ σοὶ πέποιθεν ἡ ψυχή μου, καὶ ἐν τῇ σκιᾷ τῶν πτερύγων σου ἐλπιῶ ἕως οὗ παρέλθῃ ἡ ἀνομία. κεκράξομαι πρὸς τὸν Θεὸν τὸν ὕψιστον, τὸν Θεὸν τὸν εὐεργετήσαντά με, καὶ τὰ ἑξῆς τοῦ ψαλμοῦ. Εἶτά φησι πρὸς τὸν βασιλέα· Τὸ μὲν θεραπεύειν πατέρα καὶ τοῖς αὐτοῦ ὑπείκειν προστάγμασιν, εὐνοίᾳ τε καὶ φιλίᾳ καθυπηρετεῖν, ὁ κοινὸς ἡμᾶς διδάσκει ∆εσπότης, φυσικὴν ἡμῖν τὴν τοιαύτην ἐγκατασπείρας στοργήν. ὅταν δὲ ἡ τῶν γονέων σχέσις καὶ φιλία πρὸς αὐτὸν φέρῃ τὸν κίνδυνον τὴν ψυχὴν καὶ τοῦ ∆ημιουργοῦ πόρρω ποιῇ, ἐκκόπτειν ταύτην παντάπασι προστετάγμεθα, καὶ μηδόλως εἴκειν τοῖς χωρίζουσιν ἡμᾶς τοῦ Θεοῦ, ἀλλὰ μισεῖν τούτους καὶ ἀποστρέφεσθαι, κἂν πατὴρ ὁ τὰ ἀπευκταῖα ἐπιτάττων εἴη, κἂν μήτηρ, κἂν βασιλεύς, κἂν τῆς ζωῆς αὐτῆς κύριος. διὰ ταῦτα τῆς πατρικῆς μὲν σχέσεως ἕνεκα τὸν Θεὸν ζημιωθῆναι τῶν ἀδυνάτων μοί ἐστι. διὸ μήτε σεαυτῷ κόπους πάρεχε, μήτε ἐμοί· ἀλλ' ἢ πείσθητι καὶ τῷ ζῶντι ἄμφω καὶ ἀληθινῷ λατρεύσωμεν Θεῷ· ἃ γὰρ νῦν σέβῃ εἴδωλα εἰσί, χειρῶν ἀνθρωπίνων ἔργα, πνοῆς ἔρημα καὶ κωφά, μηδὲν ὅλως ἢ μόνην ἀπώλειαν καὶ τιμωρίαν αἰώνιον τοῖς αὐτὰ σεβομένοις προξενοῦντα. Εἰ δὲ μὴ τοῦτο βούλοιο, ποίει εἰς ἐμὲ ὅπερ σοι δοκεῖ· δοῦλος γάρ εἰμι τοῦ Χριστοῦ, καὶ οὔτε θωπείαις, οὔτε κολάσεσι τῆς αὐτοῦ ἀποστήσομαι ἀγάπης, καθὰ δὴ καὶ τῇ προτεραίᾳ εἶπόν σοι, μέσον ἐμβαλὼν τὸ τοῦ ∆εσπότου μου ὄνομα καὶ 378 ἀσφαλέστατα τὸν λόγον ἐμπεδωσάμενος. ὅτι δὲ μήτε ἑκὼν ἔφησας κακουργεῖν, μήτε μὴν ἀγνοίᾳ διαμαρτάνειν τοῦ ἀγαθοῦ, ἀλλὰ πολλῇ καὶ ἐμπόνῳ συζητήσει τοῦτο ἔγνως ὄντως εἶναι καλόν, τὸ εἰδώλοις λατρεύειν καὶ ταῖς ἡδοναῖς τῶν παθῶν προσηλοῦσθαι, κακουργεῖν μέν σε ἐθελοντὶ οὐκ ἔχω λέγειν. ὅτι δὲ πολλή σοι περικέχυται ἀγνωσίας ἀχλὺς καὶ ὡς ἐν σκότει ψηλαφητῷ πορευόμενος οὐδόλως ὁρᾷς φωτὸς κἂν μικράν τινα μαρμαρυγήν, ὅθεν τὴν εὐθεῖαν ἀπολέσας κρημνοῖς καὶ φάραγξι δεινοῖς περιπεπλάνησαι, τοῦτο κἀγὼ βεβαίως ἐπίσταμαι καὶ σέ, πάτερ, γινώσκειν βούλομαι. διὸ σκότος ἀντὶ φωτὸς κατέχων καὶ θανάτου ὥσπερ ζωῆς ἀντεχόμενος, οἴει συμφερόντως βεβουλεῦσθαι καὶ λυσιτελῶς ἐντεθυμῆσθαι· ἀλλ' οὐκ ἔστι ταῦτα, οὐκ ἔστιν. οὔτε γὰρ ἅπερ σέβῃ θεοί εἰσιν, ἀλλὰ στῆλαι δαιμόνων, πᾶσαν αὐτῶν τὴν μυσαρὰν ἐνέργειαν ἔνδον ἔχουσαι· οὔτε ἥνπερ γλυκεῖαν ἀποκαλεῖς καὶ ἐνήδονον βιοτήν, τερπνότητός τε καὶ θυμηδίας δοκεῖς πεπληρῶσθαι, τῆς τοιαύτης ἔχει φύσεως, ἀλλὰ βδελυκτή ἐστιν αὕτη, κατά γε τὸν τῆς ἀληθείας λόγον, καὶ ἀποτρόπαιος. πρὸς καιρὸν γὰρ γλυκαίνει καὶ λεαίνει τὸν φάρυγγα, ὕστερον δὲ πικροτέρας χολῆς ποιεῖται τὰς ἀναδόσεις, ὡς ὁ ἐμὸς ἔφη διδάσκαλος, καὶ ἠκονημένη μᾶλλον μαχαίρας διστόμου. Καὶ πῶς ἄν σοι τὰ ταύτης κακὰ διηγησαίμην; ἐξαριθμήσομαι αὐτά, καὶ ὑπὲρ ἄμμον πληθυνθήσονται. ἄγκιστρον γάρ ἐστι τοῦ διαβόλου, ὡς δέλεαρ τὴν βδελυρὰν περικειμένη ἡδονήν, δι' οὗ τοὺς