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We have not (177) known beforehand by experience rather than by words the working within ourselves of the things that are about to be said; but what we have been deemed worthy to comprehend and learn from those whose mind was illumined by blessed dispassion, and what, speaking as if out of our minds, we have heard mystically from it in our ear, as certain rejected men worthy of nothing, we shall proclaim upon the housetops, according to the grace commanding from above, so that we may not be condemned like the servant who hid the talent. Just as, therefore, you have heard the Master saying: "Many are called, but few are chosen," and "In my Father's house there are many mansions," so I wish you all to know, that many are holy, but few are dispassionate; and in addition to this there is again a great difference in both. And pay close attention to the power and precision of what is said.

Dispassion of the soul is one thing, and dispassion of the body is another; for the one also sanctifies the body, but the other by itself alone benefits the one who possesses it in no way. Stillness of the body's members and of its soul's passions is one thing, and the acquisition of virtues is another; for the one is present by nature, while the other is accustomed to suppress all the natural impulses. Not to desire any of the delightful and pleasant things of the world is one thing, and to long for eternal and heavenly goods is another, because some for one reason and others for another, and the majority of them, have despised the former, but few indeed have cared for the latter. Therefore, not to seek glory from men is one thing, and to depend on the glory of God and to seek this unceasingly is another; for very many, being overcome by other passions, have rejected the former, but very few have been deemed worthy to receive the latter with much toil and labor. To be content with humble clothing (178) and not to desire splendid apparel is one thing, and to be clothed in the light of God is another; for some, being dragged down by countless other desires, have despised the former, but the latter is worn only by those who have been deemed worthy to become sons of light and of the day.

To speak with humility is one thing, and to think with humility is another; and humility is one thing, and the flower of humility another, and its fruit another, and the beauty of this fruit and its sweetness, and its workings are another. Of these things, some are in our power, and some are not in our power; and the things in our power are to understand all things, to be mindful, to reason, to say and to do all that brings us to humility; but holy humility and its other properties and gifts and its workings are a gift of God and are not among the things in our power, so that no one may boast even in this; and of which no one will ever be deemed worthy to attain, if he has not sown well the seeds that are within his own power.

Not to be stung or angered in dishonor and insult and in temptations and tribulations is one thing, and to take pleasure in them is another. To pray for those who do such things to us is one thing, and to forgive them is another, and to love them from the soul as benefactors is another, and another is to form in the mind the faces of each one of them and to embrace them dispassionately as genuine friends with tears of sincere love, with no trace of any aversion, clearly, lurking in the soul. But greater than these things we have mentioned is when, even at the very time of the temptations, one possesses an equal and similar disposition unchangeably both toward those who revile and slander him to his face, and toward all others (179) who either criticize him or insult him or condemn him or spit in his face, and indeed also toward those who outwardly affect a pretense of friendship, but secretly do the same things against him as those mentioned, though not unobserved. But again, incomparably superior to these things I have supposed to be the complete forgetting of whatever things one might have suffered and never to remember, whether those who caused pain or otherwise behaved outrageously are absent or present, but rather equally to those

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οὐκ (177) ἔγνωμεν πείρᾳ μᾶλλον ἤ λόγοις εἰς ἡμᾶς αὐτούς τήν ἐνέργειαν τῶν μελλόντων ῥηθήσεσθαι πρότερον· ἅ δέ καταλαβεῖν ἠξιώθημεν καί μαθεῖν παρά τῶν ἐλλαμφθέντων ὑπό τῆς μακαρίας ἀπαθείας τόν νοῦν καί ἅ παρ᾿ αὐτῆς, παραφρονοῦντες λαλοῦμεν, μυστικῶς ἀκηκόαμεν εἰς τό οὖς, ὡς ἀπερριμμένοι τινές καί τοῦ μηδενός ἄξιοι, κατά τήν ἄνωθεν κελεύουσαν χάριν ἐπί τῶν δωμάτων κηρύξομεν, ἵνα μή ὡς ὁ τό τάλαντον κατακρύψας δοῦλος κατακριθῶμεν. Καθάπερ οὖν ἠκούσατε λέγοντος τοῦ ∆εσπότου· "Πολλοί μέν κλητοί, ὀλίγοι δέ ἐκλεκτοί" καί "Ἐν τῇ οἰκίᾳ τοῦ πατρός μου μοναί πολλαί εἰσιν", οὕτως εἰδέναι βούλομαι πάντας ὑμᾶς, ὅτι πολλοί μέν ἅγιοι, ὀλίγοι δέ ἀπαθεῖς· καί πρός τούτοις πολλή πάλιν ἐν ἀμφοτέροις ὑπάρχει διαφορά. Καί πρόσεχε ἀκριβῶς τῇ τῶν λεγομένων δυνάμει καί ἀκριβείᾳ.

Ἄλλο ὑπάρχει ἀπάθεια ψυχῆς καί ἕτερον ἀπάθεια σώματος· ἡ μέν γάρ καί τό σῶμα καθαγιάζει, ἡ δέ αὐτή μόνη καθ᾿ ἑαυτήν οὐδέν τόν κεκτημένον ὀνίσησιν. Ἄλλο ἀκινησία τῶν τοῦ σώματος μελῶν καί τῶν παθῶν αὐτῶν τῆς ψυχῆς καί ἕτερον κτῆσις ἀρετῶν· ἡ μέν γάρ ἐκ φύσεως πρόσεστιν, ἡ δέ καί τάς φυσικάς ἁπάσας κινήσεις εἴωθε καταστέλλειν. Ἄλλο τό μή ἐπιθυμεῖν τινος τῶν τοῦ κόσμου τερπνῶν καί ἡδέων καί ἕτερον τό ἐφίεσθαι τῶν αἰωνίων καί οὐρανίων ἀγαθῶν, ἐπειδή τῶν μέν προτέρων ἄλλοι δι᾿ ἄλλο τι καί πλείονες αὐτῶν κατεφρόνησαν, τῶν δέ δευτέρων ὀλίγοι παντελῶς ἐφρόντισαν. Ἕτερον μέν οὖν μή ζητεῖν ἐξ ἀνθρώπων δόξαν καί ἕτερον τό τῆς δόξης ἐκκρέμασθαι τοῦ Θεοῦ καί ταύτην ἀενάως ἐπιζητεῖν· τήν μέν γάρ καί ὑπό παθῶν ἄλλων πλεῖστοι κυριευθέντες ἀπώσαντο, τήν δέ ὀλίγοι λίαν κόπῳ καί πόνῳ πολλῷ λαβεῖν ἠξιώθησαν. Ἄλλο τό εὐτελεῖ ἐσθῆτι ἀρκεῖσθαι (178) καί στολῆς λαμπρᾶς μή ἐπιθυμεῖν καί ἕτερον τό ἐνδεδῦσθαι τό φῶς τοῦ Θεοῦ· τῆς μέν γάρ ὑπό ἑτέρων μυρίων ἐπιθυμιῶν καθελκόμενοί τινες κατεφρόνησαν, τό δέ μόνοι περιβέβληνται οἱ τοῦ φωτός υἱοί καί τῆς ἡμέρας καταξιωθέντες γενέσθαι.

Ἄλλο τό ταπεινολογεῖν καί ἕτερον ταπεινοφρονεῖν· καί ἄλλο ταπείνωσις καί ἕτερον τό τῆς ταπεινώσεως ἄνθος καί ἕτερον ὁ ταύτης καρπός καί τό τοῦ καρποῦ ταύτης κάλλος καί ἡ ἡδύτης αὐτοῦ καί ἕτερον αἱ ἐκ τούτου ἐνέργειαι. Τούτων δέ τά μέν ἐφ᾿ ἡμῖν, τά δέ οὐκ ἐφ᾿ ἡμῖν εἰσι· καί τά μέν ἐφ᾿ ἡμῖν τό πάντα νοεῖν, τό φρονεῖν, τό λογίζεσθαι, τό λέγειν καί πράττειν ὅσα πρός ταπείνωσιν ἡμᾶς φέρουσιν· ἡ δέ ἁγία ταπείνωσις καί τά λοιπά ταύτης ἰδιώματα καί χαρίσματα καί αἱ ταύτης ἐνέργειαι δῶρόν εἰσι Θεοῦ καί οὐ τῶν ἐφ᾿ ἡμῖν εἰσιν, ἵνα μηδέ ἐν τούτῳ τις καυχήσηται· ὧν καί οὐδείς ποτε τυχεῖν καταξιωθήσεται, εἰ μή καλῶς τά ὅσα ἐφ᾿ ἑαυτόν εἰσι σπέρματα καταβάληται.

Ἄλλο τό μή δάκνεσθαι μηδέ ὀργίζεσθαι ἐν ἀτιμίαις καί ὕβρεσι καί ἐν πειρασμοῖς καί θλίψεσι, καί ἕτερον τό εὐδοκεῖν ἐν αὐτοῖς. Ἄλλο τό εὔχεσθαι ὑπέρ τῶν τά τοιαῦτα ποιούντων εἰς ἡμᾶς καί ἄλλο τό ἀφιέναι αὐτοῖς καί ἕτερον τό ἀγαπᾶν αὐτούς ὡς εὐεργέτας ἀπό ψυχῆς καί ἕτερον τό νοερῶς ἀνατυποῦν τά πρόσωπα ἑνός ἑκάστου αὐτῶν καί ὡς γνησίους φίλους ἀπαθῶς αὐτούς κατασπάζεσθαι ἐν δάκρυσιν ἀγάπης εἰλικρινοῦς, ἴχνους ὅλως ἀηδίας τινός δηλόνοτι μή ἐμφωλεύοντος αὐτοῦ ἐν τῇ ψυχῇ. Μεῖζον δέ τούτων ὧν εἴπομεν, ὅταν καί ἐν αὐτῷ τῷ τῶν πειρασμῶν καιρῷ τήν ἴσην κέκτηταί τις καί ὁμοίαν ἀναλλοιώτως διάθεσιν καί πρός αὐτούς τούς κατά πρόσωπον λοιδοροῦντας αὐτόν καί ἐνδιαβάλλοντας καί πρός πάντας ἄλλους (179) τούς ἤ κατακρίνοντας αὐτόν ἤ ὑβρίζοντας ἤ καταδικάζοντας ἤ ἐμπτύοντας εἰς τό πρόσωπον, ἀλλά μήν καί πρός αὐτούς τούς ἐν προσχήματι μέν φιλίας ἔξωθεν διακειμένους, λαθραίως δέ τά αὐτά τοῖς εἰρημένοις διαπραττομένους μέν κατ᾿ αὐτοῦ, μή λανθάνοντας δέ. Τούτων δέ πάλιν ὑπέρτερον ἀσυγκρίτως εἶναι ὑπείληφα τό ἐν λήθῃ παντελεῖ τῶν ὧνπερ ἄν πάθοι τις γίνεσθαι καί μήτε ἀπόντων μήτε παρόντων τῶν λυπησάντων ἤ ἄλλως ἐμπαροινησάντων μεμνῆσθαί ποτε, ἐπίσης δέ μᾶλλον τοῖς