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Four months have passed, in which, according to the written records, thirty-five myriads of gold are owed to me, by my calculation. And it is possible to demonstrate this clearly from the records that are made for proof by those who collect the money, by order of the emperor. How then am I doing wrong, if, when so much money is owed to me, I have taken some small amount out of a great deal? Or is it just, that the emperor, while depriving me of so much, should be thought neither to do wrong, nor indeed to break his oath, but that I, if I have taken back some smallest part of what is owed, should be dragged into court and accused of perjury and be driven out and suffer the worst? And yet, if indeed I were being deprived only of what was assigned for my own household, it would not be just, but I would have borne it in silence, both out of respect for the emperor and from believing it is right for a son to bear painful things inflicted by a father, whatever they may be, and neither to complain nor to be troubled, but only to pray for his father to look upon me more gently and kindly and to resolve the terrible griefs. But now, 1.238 since the army has also been deprived of its yearly pay, which is the only means of life they have, I did not consider it tolerable to bear the misfortunes of others magnanimously. And yet consider how they are wronged. For first, they are not permitted by us to engage in commerce or farming or any other occupations, from which they might provide for their needs, for the sake of being always ready for campaigns and not having any hindrances so as to be forced to remain at home. Then, they have been deprived by the emperor of their stipulated pay itself, which he promised not simply, but with oaths, to pay annually. And third, they have been neglected by me for so long a time, for the sake of not seeming troublesome and burdensome to the emperor. And yet it was my duty, regarding my own affairs to appear high-minded and contemptuous of money and in all things following my father's will, but regarding theirs, to be solicitous and unyielding, and both devising and doing everything, so that they might not be deprived of their pay, nor through my consideration for the emperor surround them with the worst evils; for this is not consideration, but cruelty and the worst inhumanity, for one to be magnanimous while others are in danger of perishing from hunger. Nevertheless, I did not neglect to always ask the emperor that the pay be supplied to the army. For many of them were driven to such a state of poverty, that their wives became desperate, when night 1.239 had come on, so that they would not be recognized by their acquaintances, going around the houses of others, meagerly procuring some food for themselves and their husbands by begging. Moved in my soul by their plight, by seizing the money for which I am being accused, I provided some small relief. If, therefore, for this reason I am a perjurer and unjust and a despiser of my father, you be the judge. First then, I have shown myself to have violated the agreements in no way whatsoever, but rather to have been manifestly wronged by the breaking of the treaty; and having with me the proofs that the emperor was the first to break the oaths, as you have seen, I myself remain, embracing peace and for so long a time begging the emperor not to start the war. But if anyone can prove me to have broken the oaths first, let him come forward and prove it. Then also concerning the money, if out of thirty-five myriads owed I do wrong in taking so much, you condemn me.” 49. The young emperor said these things in his defense; but Kokalas, while the emperor was defending himself, before the letters to the protovestiarios were read, was pressing him hard, saying that he was the cause of the war, persuaded by slanderers who were slandering to him both the emperor and the protovestiarios and the others in power as having plotted to start a war. But when the letters were read, and he himself was shown to be no less than the others breaking the peace, he himself, having nothing 1.240 to say in reply, being so clearly refuted, sat in silence. But the emperor, turning to him, “O

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τέτταρσι παρῆλθον μῆνες, ἐν οἷς ἐκ τῶν γεγραμμένων ὀφείλονταί μοι λογιζομένῳ πέντε καὶ τριάκοντα χρυσίου μυριάδες. καὶ τοῦτο ἔξεστιν ἀποδεικνύειν ἐναργῶς ἐκ τῶν γραμματείων τῶν εἰς ἀπόδειξιν γινομένων παρὰ τῶν τὰ χρήματα εἰσκομιζόντων, προστάττοντος βασιλέως. τί τοίνυν ἀδικῶ, εἰ τοσούτων ἐμοὶ χρημάτων ὀφειλομένων, ὀλίγα ἄττα εἴληφα ἐκ πολλῶν; ἤ που δίκαιον, βασιλέα μὲν ἐμὲ τοσούτων ἀποστεροῦντα, μήτ' ἀδικεῖν οἴεσθαι, μήτε μὴν ἐπιορκεῖν, ἐμὲ δὲ εἴ τι τῶν ὀφειλομένων πολλοστὸν ἀπείληφα μέρος, εἰς δικαστήρια ἕλκεσθαι καὶ ἐπιορκίαν ἐγκαλεῖσθαι καὶ ἀπελαύνεσθαι καὶ τὰ ἔσχατα ὑπομένειν; καίτοι, εἴγε τῶν τῆς οἰκίας τῆς ἐμῆς ἕνεκα μόνον ἀποτεταγμένων ἀπεστερούμην, δίκαιον μὲν οὐκ ἂν ἦν, ἐγὼ δὲ ἤνεγκα ἂν σιγῇ, αἰδοῖ τε τῇ πρὸς βασιλέα καὶ τῷ νομίζειν τὰ παρὰ πατρὸς ἐπαγόμενα ἀλγεινὰ, ὁποῖ' ἄττα ἂν ᾖ, δίκαιον εἶναι τὸν παῖδα φέρειν καὶ μήτε ἐγκαλεῖν, μήτε θορυβεῖσθαι, ἀλλὰ δεῖσθαι μόνον ἠπιώτερον ἐμοὶ καὶ ἥμερον ἐπιβλέψαι τὸν πατέρα καὶ τὰ λυποῦντα λῦσαι δεινά. νυνὶ δὲ 1.238 καὶ τῆς στρατιᾶς ἀπεστερημένων τῆς ἐτησίου μισθοφορᾶς, ἣν μόνην ἔχουσι τοῦ βίου ἀφορμὴν, οὐκ ἀνεκτὸν ἡγησάμην μεγαλοψύχως τὰς ἀλλοτρίας φέρειν συμφοράς. καίτοι σκέψασθε ὡς ἀδικοῦνται. πρῶτον μὲν γὰρ οὔτ' ἐμπορίαις οὔτε γεωργίαις οὔθ' ἑτέροις ἐπιτηδεύμασί τισιν, ἐξ ὧν ἂν πορίζοιντο τὰ ἐπιτήδεια, παρ' ἡμῶν συγχωροῦνται χρῆσθαι ἕνεκα τοῦ πρὸς τὰς ἐκστρατείας ἀεὶ ἕτοιμοι εἶναι καὶ μὴ κωλύματά τινα ἔχειν ὥστε ἀναγκάζεσθαι οἴκοι μένειν. ἔπειτα δὲ παρὰ βασιλέως καὶ αὐτοῦ τοῦ τεταγμένου ἀπεστέρηνται μισθοῦ, ὃν οὐχ ἁπλῶς, ἀλλ' ὅρκοις ἐπηγγείλατο ἀποδιδόναι ἐτησίως. καὶ τρίτον, ἠμέληνται παρ' ἐμοῦ ἐπὶ τοσοῦτον χρόνον ἕνεκα τοῦ μὴ βασιλεῖ δοκεῖν φορτικὸς καὶ ἐπαχθής. καίτοι γε ἐχρῆν ἐμὲ πρὸς μὲν τὰ οἰκεῖα φαίνεσθαι μεγαλόφρονα καὶ καταφρονητὴν χρημάτων καὶ πάντα τῇ τοῦ πατρὸς ἐξακολουθοῦντα γνώμῃ, πρὸς δὲ τὰ τούτων κηδεμονικὸν καὶ ἀπαραίτητον, καὶ πάντα καὶ ἐπινοοῦντα καὶ πράττοντα, ὥστε μὴ ἀποστερεῖσθαι τοῦ μισθοῦ αὐτοὺς, μηδὲ εὐγνωμοσύνῃ τῇ πρὸς τὸν βασιλέα κακοῖς τοῖς ἐσχάτοις περιβάλλειν· οὐ γὰρ εὐγνωμοσύνη τοῦτό γε, ἀλλ' ὠμότης καὶ ἀπανθρωπία ἐσχάτη, τὸ, ἑτέρων ὑπὸ τοῦ λιμοῦ κινδυνευόντων ἀπολεῖσθαι, μεγαλοψυχεῖν αὐτόν. οὐ μὴν παρέλιπον τὸ μὴ βασιλέως δεῖσθαι ἀεὶ τῇ στρατιᾷ χορηγεῖσθαι τὸν μισθόν. ἐς τοσοῦτον γὰρ ἀπορίας ἤλασαν πολλοὶ αὐτῶν, ὡς ἀποκαρτερῆσαι τὰς γυναῖκας αὐτῶν, νυκτὸς 1.239 ἐπιγενομένης, ὡς ἂν μὴ κατάδηλοι ὦσι τοῖς γνωρίμοις, τὰς ἑτέρων οἰκίας περιϊούσας ἑαυταῖς καὶ ἀνδράσι τροφῆς τινος αἰτούσας γλίσχρως ἐκπορίζειν. οἷς ἐπικλασθεὶς καὶ αὐτὸς τὴν ψυχὴν, τὰ χρήματα ὑπὲρ ὧν ἐγκαλοῦμαι ἀφελόμενος, μικράν τινα παρέσχον παραψυχήν. εἰ τοίνυν διὰ τοῦτο ἐπίορκος ἐγὼ καὶ ἄδικος καὶ τοῦ πατρὸς καταφρονητὴς, κρίνατε ὑμεῖς. πρῶτον μὲν οὖν ἀπέδειξα ἐμαυτὸν μηδὲν μηδαμῶς παραβεβηκότα τὰς συνθήκας, ἀλλὰ καὶ φανερῶς παρασπονδηθείς· καὶ τὰς ἀποδείξεις τοῦ λελυκέναι βασιλέα πρῶτον τοὺς ὅρκους ἔχων παρ' ἐμαυτῷ, καθάπερ εἴδετε, αὐτὸς μένω τὴν εἰρήνην ἀσπαζόμενος καὶ δεόμενος ἐπὶ τοσοῦτον χρόνον βασιλέως, μὴ τὸν πόλεμον κινεῖν. εἰ δέ τις ἔχει με ἀποδεικνύειν παραβεβηκότα πρότερον τοὺς ὅρκους, παρίτω καὶ δεικνύτω. ἔπειτα καὶ περὶ τῶν χρημάτων, εἰ ἐκ πέντε καὶ τριάκοντα μυριάδων τῶν ὀφειλομένων τοσαῦτα λαβὼν ἀδικῶ, καταψηφίζεσθε ὑμεῖς.» μθʹ. Τοσαῦτα μὲν βασιλεὺς ὁ νέος ἀπολογούμενος εἶπε· Κωκαλᾶς δὲ μεταξὺ βασιλέως ἀπολογουμένου, πρὶν μὲν τὰ πρὸς τὸν πρωτοβεστιάριον γράμματα ἀναγνωσθῆναι, πολὺς ἦν ἐγκείμενος αὐτῷ, αὐτὸν τοῦ πολέμου φάσκων αἴτιον εἶναι, ἀνθρώποις πειθόμενον συκοφάνταις, τόν τε βασιλέα διαβάλλουσι πρὸς αὐτὸν καὶ πρωτοβεστιάριον καὶ τοὺς ἄλλους τοὺς ἐν τέλει ὡς βεβουλευμένους πόλεμον κινεῖν. ἐπεὶ δὲ τά τε γράμματα ἀνεγνώσθη, καὶ ἀπεδείχθη καὶ αὐτὸς τῶν ἄλλων οὐχ ἧττον τὴν εἰρήνην καταλύων, αὐτὸς μὲν οὐδὲν ἔχων ἀν 1.240 τειπεῖν, οὕτως ἐξεληλεγμένος φανερῶς, καθῆστο σιωπῶν. βασιλεὺς δὲ ἐπιστραφεὶς πρὸς αὐτὸν, «ὦ