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Having heard these things, therefore, from him, fathers and brothers, I was nearly beside myself and became all trembling, having understood immediately to what a height of contemplation and knowledge he had ascended from only his love and faith toward his spiritual father, and what good things he was deemed worthy from the very beginning to see and enjoy, as if already casting off human weakness and having become an angel from among men.

For this reason, therefore, I beseech you, brothers in Christ, let us cast far from ourselves every attachment and every care for the present life, let us hate the pleasures of the flesh, the comfort of the body, ease and idleness, through which the worse prevails against the better; come, let us take up sincere faith toward God and our fathers and teachers according to God, let us acquire a contrite heart, a humbled disposition of the soul and a pure heart through tears and repentance from every stain and filth of sin, (237) so that we too may be deemed worthy to attain quickly to such measures and to see and enjoy the ineffable good things from here, from the divine light, if not completely, then in part and as much as we are able, according to the measure of our purification. For thus we shall unite ourselves to God and God will be united to us, and to those who draw near we shall be light and salt and a great benefit in Christ Jesus our Lord, to whom be the glory for ever and ever. Amen.

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Concerning contemplation and revelation and illumined prayer. And how he who is seized by the love of God and to a depth of humility

has come, is activated by the Holy Spirit. Brothers and fathers, great is the condescension and love for mankind of God toward

men. Wherefore, being astonished at the ineffable goodness of God, I cry out in amazement thus: "O astonishment of a miracle and power of God's commandments, what sort of men they make of those who do and keep them! "

For having once made a beginning in them, having sobered up a little from the depth of evils and darkness, on the one hand I was held by fear, being constrained by my evils, but on the other, love truly and the desire for the good for the most part turned me toward it.

And the whole accomplishment was a flight from evils, pushing me toward the good things. One thing only existed in the midst of these that displeased me, the habit of prejudices and an evil and pleasure-loving character, which vanishes through the persistent work of prayer and the study of the divine oracles and by making good things a habit. For just as when the sun rises little by little the darkness recedes and vanishes, (239) so also when virtue dawns, evil, like some darkness, is driven away and is shown to be without substance, and then we remain good forever, just as we were formerly wicked. Through a little patience, therefore, and minimal resolve, or rather, by the help of the living God, we are refashioned and renewed, being purified in soul and body and mind, and we become that which we happen to be unaware of, being covered by the passions, and we receive things of which we are not worthy.

From which I also received, I who am the most worthless and useless of all - for it is good to proclaim with gratitude the benefactions of God who loves mankind, by the grace of my Savior Jesus Christ. And I received grace upon grace and benefaction upon benefaction and fire upon fire, and flame upon flame, and ascents were added to my ascent, and at the end of the ascent, light, and to the light, a clearer light. And

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Ταῦτα τοίνυν ἀκηκοώς ἐγώ ἐξ αὐτοῦ, πατέρες καί ἀδελφοί, μικροῦ δεῖν ἐξέστην καί ὅλος σύντρομος ἐγενόμην, ἐννοήσας ἐξαυτῆς εἰς ὅσον εὐθύς ὕψος θεωρίας ἀνῆλθε καί γνώσεως ἐκ μόνης τῆς πρός τόν πνευματικόν πατέρα αὐτοῦ ἀγάπης καί πίστεως καί οἵων ἠξιώθη ἐκ προοιμίων τῶν ἀγαθῶν ἰδεῖν καί ἀπολαῦσαι, ὡς ἤδη τήν ἀνθρωπίνην ἀσθένειαν ἀποβαλλόμενος καί ἄγγελος γεγονώς ἐξ ἀνθρώπων.

∆ιά τοῦτο οὖν παρακαλῶ ὑμᾶς, ἐν Χριστῷ ἀδελφοί, ἀπορρίψωμεν μακράν ἀφ᾿ ἑαυτῶν πᾶσαν σχέσιν καί πᾶσαν μέριμναν τῆς παρούσης ζωῆς, μισήσωμεν τάς ἡδονάς τῆς σαρκός, τήν εὐπάθειαν τοῦ σώματος, τήν ἄνεσιν καί ἀργίαν, δι᾿ ὧν ἰσχύει τό χεῖρον κατά τοῦ κρείττονος· δεῦτε, ἀναλαβώμεθα πίστιν εἰλικρινῆ πρός τόν Θεόν καί τούς κατά Θεόν πατέρας καί διδασκάλους ἡμῶν, κτησώμεθα συντετριμμένην καρδίαν, τεταπεινωμένον τό φρόνημα τῆς ψυχῆς καί καθαράν τήν καρδίαν διά δακρύων καί μετανοίας ἀπό παντός σπίλου καί ῥύπου τῆς ἁμαρτίας, (237) ἵνα καί ἡμεῖς ἀξιωθῶμεν ἐλάσαι ποτέ εἰς μέτρα συντόμως τοιαῦτα καί ἰδεῖν καί ἀπολαῦσαι τῶν ἀπορρήτων ἀγαθῶν ἔνθεν ἤδη τοῦ θείου φωτός, εἰ καί μή τελείως, ἀλλ᾿ ἐκ μέρους καί ὅσον χωροῦμεν κατά τήν ἀναλογίαν τῆς καθάρσεως ἡμῶν. Οὕτω γάρ καί ἑαυτούς ἑνώσομεν τῷ Θεῷ καί ὁ Θεός ἑνωθείη ἡμῖν καί τοῖς ἐγγίζουσιν ἐσόμεθα φῶς καί ἅλας καί εἰς μεγάλην ὠφέλειαν ἐν Χριστῷ Ἰησοῦ τῷ Κυρίῳ ἡμῶν, ᾧ ἡ δόξα εἰς τούς αἰῶνας. Ἀμήν.

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Περί θεωρίας καί ἀποκαλύψεως και πεφωτισμένης εὐχῆς. Καί ὅπως ὁ ὑπό τῆς ἀγάπης κατασχεθείς τοῦ Θεοῦ καί εἰς βάθος ταπεινοφροσύνης

ἐλάσας, ἐνεργεῖται ὑπό τοῦ Πνεύματος τοῦ Ἁγίου. Ἀδελφοί καί πατέρες, πολλή ἡ συγκατάβασις καί ἡ φιλανθρωπία Θεοῦ πρός

ἀνθρώπους. ∆ιό καί ἐκπληττόμενος εἰς τήν τοῦ Θεοῦ ἄφατον ἀγαθότητα, οὕτω πως καταπληκτικόν ἀνακράζω· "Ὤ θαύματος ἔκπληξις καί ἐντολῶν Θεοῦ δύναμις, οἵους ἀπεργάζονται τούς ποιοῦντας καί φυλάσσοντας αὐτάς! "

Ἀρχήν γάρ ποτε βαλών ἐν αὐταῖς, μικρόν ἀνανήψας ἐκ βάθους κακῶν καί σκοτώσεως, φόβῳ μέν συνειχόμην τοῖς κακοῖς μου σφιγγόμενος, ἀγάπη δέ ὡς ἀληθῶς καί τοῦ καλοῦ με ἡ ἔφεσις πρός αὐτό τό πλεῖστον ἐπέστρεφεν.

Ὅλον δέ ἦν τό τελούμενον φυγή κακῶν, πρός τά καλά συνωθοῦσά με. Ἕν μόνον ἐν μέσῳ τούτων ὑπῆρχε τό ἀηδίζον με, τῶν προλήψεων ἡ συνήθεια καί ἦθος κακόν καί φιλήδονον, ὅπερ τῇ ἐπιμόνῳ τῆς εὐχῆς ἐργασίᾳ καί τῇ μελέτῃ τῶν θείων λογίων καί τῷ ἐν ἕξει γενέσθαι τῶν ἀγαθῶν ἀφανίζεται. Ὥσπερ γάρ τοῦ ἡλίου κατά μικρόν ἀνετέλλοντος ὑποχωρεῖ τό σκότος καί ἀφανίζεται, (239) οὕτω καί ἀρετῆς αὐγαζούσης οἵα δή σκότος ἡ κακία ἐλαύνεται καί ἀνυπόστατος δείκνυται, καί τηνικαῦτα μένομεν διαπαντός ἀγαθοί, καθά πρώην ὑπήρχομεν πονηροί. ∆ιά μικρᾶς οὖν ὑπομονῆς καί προαιρέσεως ἐλαχίστου ἤ μᾶλλον εἰπεῖν Θεοῦ βοηθείᾳ τοῦ ζῶντος ἀναπλαττόμεθα καί ἀνανεούμεθα, ψυχήν καί σῶμα καί διάνοιαν καθαιρόμενοι, καί γινόμεθα ἅπερ ἀγνοοῦντες τυγχάνομεν, ὑπό τῶν παθῶν καλυπτόμενοι, καί προσλαμβάνομεν ἅ οὐκ ἐσμέν ἄξιοι.

Ἐξ ὧν ἔλαβον κἀγώ, ὁ πάντων εὐτελέστερος καί ἀχρεῖος - καλόν γάρ ἀνακηρύττειν εὐγνωμόνως τάς εὐεργεσίας τοῦ Θεοῦ τοῦ φιλανθρώπου , τῇ τοῦ ἐμοῦ Σωτῆρος Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ χάριτι. Ἔλαβον δέ τῇ χάριτι χάριν καί τῇ εὐργεσίᾳ εὐεργεσίαν καί τῷ πυρί πῦρ, φλόγα δέ τῇ φλογί καί τῇ ἀναβάσει προσετέθησαν ἀναβάσεις μοι, τῷ δέ τέλει τῆς ἀναβάσεως φῶς καί τῷ φωτί φῶς τρανότερον. Καί