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Therefore he was the first of the saved sinners; become the second, become the third, become the tenth, become of one soul with thousands, if you wish, and with tens of thousands, and count yourself with Paul; and thus you will honor Paul, as he himself says: (213) "Be imitators of me, as I am of Christ," and again: "I would that all were as I myself am."

If, therefore, you wish to praise Paul or to honor him, imitate him; and as he was, you too become such in faith, and then you will truly honor him and he will receive you and will count you as his own glory and crown of boasting, because, persuaded by his words and following him, you too became an imitator of him and such as he was. But if you say that it is a dishonor for Paul for another to become his equal and for this reason you despise and neglect your own salvation, know that he will rather thrust you away as one who deceives himself, and for this reason he himself will abhor you. Do you wish, then, that I show you that you will honor him all the more, and gladden and glorify him, if you are able to become greater than he and more intimate with God? Hear him demonstrating this and saying: "I could wish that I myself were accursed and cut off from Christ for the sake of my brothers, my kinsmen according to the flesh." He chooses to be completely separated from Christ so that you may be saved, and you say that he will consider it a dishonor if I too should wish and hasten to become as he is? No, brother, there is no envy among the saints of God, there is in them no desire and craving for preeminence or for greater glory. For to them and to the friends and prophets of God who are revealed in every generation, there is one preeminence and seat and preference of station and glory and enjoyment and delight: to see God; and those who see him are freed from all meddling curiosity. For they have not been able to look and turn to anything of this life or to any other of men or to think at all of anything inappropriate, but their mind is freed from becoming attached to anything; for this reason also they remain for ages unchangeable and do not turn back to evil.

(214) But I will ask you, and you answer me with understanding. How do those who have written these things know them, and how does the one writing now understand them? You say, lest I seem to you again to be speaking vaingloriously: whose are these words? Consider it with reason, and you will surely be persuaded and will free me from discussions. Of a man, surely, he says. Woe is me, that vision does not come to you even through your hearing, but you remain hearing and not seeing at all. Do you say that these are the words of a man? If they are of a man, you surely have to say of what sort, since a man is able to know or to express not only the reasonings and dispositions of a man, but not even the impulses or stances or the inward state of the soul of a beast; "For no one knows the things of a man, except the spirit of the man which dwells in him." But if it is difficult for a man to know well the dispositions and impulses of a man and of irrational beasts, the things of God, that is, the alteration and state that comes to the saints from the vision of him, not to mention for the present its operation, whence or how can anyone be able to know? Besides, if the words are of a man, clearly the thoughts are too. But the thoughts in these things ought not to be called thoughts, but a vision of the things that truly are; for from the vision of those things we speak; and what is said ought rather to be called a narrative of things seen, while that is worthy to be called a thought which is a conception born from the mind about a matter without substance or a will, such as to do something good or evil which has not yet been done by us, which is also brought forth from the thought into action, so that the thought is the beginning of a thing that is about to be done by us, according to this: "First he conceives the angelic and heavenly powers, and the conception was a work."

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Πρῶτος οὖν ἐκεῖνος τῶν σῳζομένων ἁμαρτωλῶν· γενοῦ σύ δεύτερος, γενοῦ τρίτος, γενοῦ δέκατος, γενοῦ ταῖς χιλιάσιν, εἰ βούλει, καί μυριάσι σύμψυχος καί τῷ Παύλῳ σεαυτόν συναρίθμησον· καί οὕτω Παῦλον τιμήσεις, καθώς ἐκεῖνός φησι· (213) "Μιμηταί μου γίνεσθε, καθώς κἀγώ Χριστοῦ", καί πάλιν· "Ἤθελον πάντας εἶναι ὡς ἐμαυτόν".

Εἰ τοίνυν ἐπαινέσαι βούλει τόν Παῦλον ἤ τιμῆσαι αὐτόν, μίμησαι τοῦτον· καί οἷος ἐκεῖνος, γενοῦ τοιοῦτος τῇ πίστει καί σύ, καί τότε ἐπ᾿ ἀληθείας τιμήσεις αὐτόν κἀκεῖνος προσδέξεταί σε καί ὡς ἰδίαν δόξαν καί στέφανον καυχήσεως λογίσεταί σε, ὅτι τοῖς ἐκείνου λόγοις πεισθείς καί ἀκολουθήσας αὐτῷ μιμητής ἐκείνου καί οἷος ἐκεῖνος ἐγένου καί σύ. Εἰ δέ λέγεις ἀτιμίαν εἶναι Παύλου τό καί ἄλλον ἴσον γενέσθαι αὐτοῦ καί διά τοῦτο τῆς σῆς σωτηρίας καταφρονῶν ἀμελεῖς, γίνωσκε ὡς παραλογιζόμενον σεαυτόν μᾶλλον ἀπώσεται καί διά τοῦτο αὐτός σε βδελύξεται. Βούλει οὖν σοι δείξω ὅτι μᾶλλον μειζόνως τιμήσεις αὐτόν καί εὐφρανεῖς καί δοξάσεις, εἰ μείζων ἐκείνου δυνηθῇς γενέσθαι καί τῷ Θεῷ οἰκειότερος; Ἄκουσον αὐτοῦ τοῦτο παριστῶντος καί λέγοντος· "Εὐχόμην ἀνάθεμα εἶναι ἀπό Χριστοῦ ὑπέρ τῶν ἀδελφῶν, τῶν συγγενῶν μου κατά σάρκα". Ἐκεῖνος χωρισθῆναι ἀπό Χριστοῦ προαιρεῖται τελείως, ἵνα σύ σωθῇς, καί λέγεις ὅτι ἀτιμίαν ἡγήσεται, ἐάν ὡς ἐκεῖνος θελήσω καί σπεύσω γενέσθαι κἀγώ; Οὐχί, ἀδελφέ, οὐκ ἔστι φθόνος ἐν ἁγίοις Θεοῦ, οὐκ ἔστιν ἐν αὐτοῖς προεδρίας ἤ μείζονος δόξης ἐπιθυμία καί ὄρεξις. Μία γάρ αὐτοῖς καί τοῖς κατά γενεάν καί γενεάν φίλοις καί προφήταις ἀναδεικνυμένοις Θεοῦ προεδρία καί καθέδρας καί προτίμησις στάσεως καί δόξα καί ἀπόλαυσις καί τρυφή, τό ὁρᾶν τόν Θεόν· οἱ δέ ὁρῶντες αὐτόν περιεργίας πάσης ἀπηλλαγμένοι ὑπάρχουσιν. Οὐδέ γάρ πρός τι τοῦ βίου ἤ πρός ἕτερόν τινα τῶν ἀνθρώπων βλέπειν καί ἐπιστρέφεσθαι ἤ ὅλως ἐννοεῖν τι τῶν ἀνοικείων δεδύνηνται, ἀλλά τοῦ πρός τι γενέσθαι τόν νοῦν ἠλευθέρωνται· διά τοῦτο καί μένουσιν εἰς αἰῶνας ἄτρεπτοι καί πρός τό κακόν εἰσιν ἀνεπίστροφοι.

(214) Ἀλλά γάρ ἐρωτήσω σε, σύ δέ μοι συνετῶς ἀποκρίθητι. Ταῦτα πόθεν οἱ γράψαντες ἴσασι, καί νῦν ὁ γράφων πόθεν ἐπίσταται; Εἰπέ σύ, ἵνα μή πάλιν ἐγώ δόξω σοι κενοδόξως λαλεῖν· τίνος ταῦτα τά ῥήματα; Λελογισμένως συλλογίσθητι καί πάντως πεισθήσῃ καί συζητήσεων ἀπαλλάξεις με. Ἀνθρώπου πάντως, φησίν. Οἴμοι ὅτι οὐδέ διά τῆς ἀκοῆς σου ἡ ὅρασις ἐπιγίνεται, ἀλλά μένεις ἀκούων καί μηδόλως ὁρῶν. Ἀνθρώπου λέγεις εἶναι ταῦτα τά ῥήματα; Εἰ ἀνθρώπου εἰσίν, εἰπεῖν ἔχεις πάντως καί ποταποῦ, ἐπειδή ἄνθρωπος οὐ μόνον ἀνθρώπου συλλογισμούς τε καί διαθέσεις, ἀλλ᾿ οὐδέ κτήνους ὁρμάς ἤ στάσεις ἤ ἐνδιάθετον κατάστασιν ψυχῆς δύναται γνῶναι ἤ ἐξειπεῖν· "Οὐδείς γάρ οἶδε τά τοῦ ἀνθρώπου, εἰ μή τό πνεῦμα τοῦ ἀνθρώπου τό ἐνοικοῦν ἐν αὐτῷ". Εἰ δέ ἀνθρώπου καί κτηνῶν ἀλόγων διαθέσεις καί ὁρμάς χαλεπόν ἄνθρωπον εἰδέναι καλῶς, τά τοῦ Θεοῦ, ἤγουν τήν ἐκ τῆς θεωρίας αὐτοῦ ἐγγινομένην τοῖς ἁγίοις ἀλλοίωσιν καί κατάστασιν, ἵνα μή τό γε νῦν ἔχον εἴπω ἐνέργειαν, πόθεν ἤ πῶς εἰδέναι τις δύναται; Ἄλλως τε δέ εἰ ἀνθρώπου τά ῥήματα, δηλονότι καί τά νοήματα. Τά δέ ἐν τούτοις νοήματα οὐ χρή καλεῖσθαι νοήματα, ἀλλά θεωρίαν τῶν ὄντως ὄντων· ἀπό γάρ τῆς ἐκείνων θεωρίας λαλοῦμεν· καί λέγεσθαι μᾶλλον χρή τῶν ὁραθέντων διήγησιν τά λεγόμενα, νόημα δέ ἐκεῖνο λέγεσθαι ἄξιον τό περί ἀνυποστάτου πράγματος ἤ βουλήματος γεννώμενον ἐνθύμημα ἐκ τοῦ νοῦ, οἷον τοῦ ποιῆσαί τι ἀγαθόν ἤ πονηρόν ὅ οὔπω ἐπράχθη παρ᾿ ἡμῶν, ὅ καί ἀπό τοῦ νοήματος εἰς ἔργον ἐξάγεται, ὥστε τό νόημα ἀρχή ἐστι τοῦ μέλλοντος γίνεσθαι πράγματος παρ᾿ ἡμῶν κατά το· "Πρῶτον μέν ἐννοεῖ τάς ἀγγελικάς δυνάμεις καί οὐρανίους καί τό ἐννόημα ἔργον ἦν".

(215) Σκόπει δέ ὅτι οὐ περί ἀνυποστάτων τινῶν καί ἀδήλων πραγμάτων, ἀλλά περί τῶν ἤδη γινομένων καί γενέσθαι μελλόντων, οἱ λόγοι πάντες ἡμῖν καί πᾶσα ἡ