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rulers; but those who keep his commandments with good judgment and with all their strength and through these things show a firm faith in him are called good and are said to be faithful, while those who choose to serve him neglectfully and slothfully are called wicked and lazy, and those who do or say things contrary to his commands are enemies and adversaries, even if they are weak and have no strength at all against him.

We then, having heard the Lord saying, “Whoever wishes to come after me, let him deny himself and take up (249) his cross and follow me,” and the Apostle teaching, “Little children, do not love the world or the things in the world; for the love of the world is enmity toward God,” and that, “Whoever loves the world has become an enemy of God,” having left all things in appearance, we have followed our Savior and God, or rather, seeing the world as an obstacle to virtue for us, we have passed over to the solitary life, as if leaving an enemy land in which we lived as captives, having voluntarily fled, and we have passed over to the country of our master and king Christ, having put on only the habit of the people who serve under him, not, however, enlisted or serving him through the garment, just as those who wear the same uniform as the soldiers are not soldiers of the king, but we say that for the time being we have come under his kingdom, having put on the monastic garment, but we do not say that we are enlisted for him on this account, because our weapons are not of the body but spiritual; “For our struggle is not against blood and flesh, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.” When therefore we put on the armor of light, the shield and the helmet and the rest, which holy Paul enumerated, and we take the sharpened sword of the Spirit in our hands, then we say that we have been enlisted and we prepare ourselves for battle.

Meanwhile, let us who have put on the monastic garment and entered the stadium of repentance and asceticism consider, if you please, what we are doing. Do we weep? For what reason? Surely that we may receive the remission of our sins, (250) and not only that, but also that we may be cleansed of the defilements from them. Do we fast? Surely that we may restrain the movements of the flesh and make the heart softer. Do we keep vigil and sing psalms? That we may not entertain wicked thoughts and be turned aside to distractions. Do we pray with the body? So that we may not be captured by the enemy in our mind and so that we may arrive at thinking good things and praying spiritually, always and unceasingly, in our mind. Do we mourn? Surely that we may enjoy the joy of mourning. Do we wear cheap and ragged clothes, and do many of us sleep on the ground and bind our bodies with iron chains? For what reason? Surely that we may strangle and burden this vigorous body and not allow it, like an untamed colt, without a choking bridle, and having driven it to a precipice, to cast itself and its rider, the mind, down into a pit of destruction and eternal fire. But in doing these things, what favor do we bestow upon those who see them? Surely none. And if not to those who see, much less to him who bestowed both wisdom and power for us to save ourselves.

But do we endure insults and afflictions that come upon us with thanksgiving and without malice? In this, too, we benefit ourselves and not another. And hear the Lord saying this: “If you do not forgive men their trespasses from your hearts, neither will your heavenly Father forgive you your trespasses.” Behold then, whether we suffer insults, or blows, or buffetings, or mockings, or spitting, or anything at all, if we endure with thanksgiving and feel compassion from the soul for those who inflict these things upon us,

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ἄρχοντες· ἀλλ᾿ οἱ μέν εὐγνωμόνως καί ἐν πάσῃ ἰσχύϊ τάς ἐντολάς αὐτοῦ τηροῦντες καί διά τούτων τήν εἰς αὐτόν πίστιν βεβαίαν ἐπιδεικνύμενοι ἀγαθοί καλοῦνται καί πιστοί λέγονται, οἱ δέ ἀμελῶς μέν καί ῥᾳθύμως ὅμως δέ δουλεύειν αὐτῷ προαιρούμενοι πονηροί καλοῦνται καί ὀκνηροί, οἱ δέ καί ἐναντία τῶν ἐκείνου προσταγμάτων ποιοῦντες ἤ λέγοντες ἐχθροί εἰσι καί πολέμιοι, εἰ καί ἀσθενεῖς εἰσι καί οὐδέν ὅλως ἰσχύοντες κατ᾿ αὐτοῦ.

Ἡμεῖς οὖν τοῦ Κυρίου ἀκούσαντες λέγοντος· "Ὅστις θέλει ὀπίσω μου ἐλθεῖν, ἀπαρνησάσθω ἑαυτόν καί ἀράτω τόν (249) τόν σταυρόν αὐτοῦ καί ἀκολουθείτω μοι" καί τοῦ Ἀποστόλου διδάσκοντος· "Τεκνία, μή ἀγαπᾶτε τόν κόσμον μηδέ τά ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ· ἡ γάρ ἀγάπη τοῦ κόσμου ἔχθρα εἰς Θεόν ἐστί" καί ὅτι· "Ὁ ἀγαπῶν τόν κόσμον ἐχθρός τοῦ Θεοῦ καθέστηκεν", πάντα τῷ δοκεῖν ἀφέντες, τῷ Σωτῆρι ἡμῶν καί Θεῷ ἠκολουθήσαμεν, μᾶλλον δέ τόν κόσμον ὡς ἐμπόδιον ἡμῖν πρός ἀρετήν ὄντα, πρός τόν μονήρη βίον μετήλθομεν, οἱονεί τήν πολεμίαν καταλιπόντες γῆν, ἐν ᾗ αἰχμάλωτοι, ἑκουσίως ἀποφυγόντες, διήγομεν, καί πρός τήν χώραν τοῦ ἡμετέρου δεσπότου καί βασιλέως Χριστοῦ μετέβημεν, ἐνδυσάμενοι μόνον τό σχῆμα τοῦ ὑπ᾿ αὐτοῦ τελοῦντος λαοῦ, οὐ μέντοιγε διά τοῦ ἐνδύματος αὐτῷ στρατευθέντες ἤ δουλεύοντες, ὡς οὐδέ οἱ τήν ἴσην τοῖς στρατιώταις φοροῦντες στολήν στρατιῶται τοῦ βασιλέως τυγχάνουσιν, ἀλλ᾿ ὑπό τήν αὐτοῦ τέως γεγονέναι λέγομεν βασιλείαν, τό μοναχικόν ἐνδυσάμενοι ἔνδυμα, στρατευθῆναι δέ αὐτῷ διά τοῦτο οὐ λέγομεν, διότι τά ὅπλα ἡμῶν οὔκ εἰσι σωματικά ἀλλά πνευματικά· "Οὐ γάρ ἐστιν ἡμῖν ἡ πάλη πρός αἷμα καί σάρκα, ἀλλά πρός τάς ἀρχάς, πρός τάς ἐξουσίας, πρός τά πνευματικά τῆς πονηρίας ἐν τοῖς ἐπουρανίοις". Ὅταν οὖν ἐνδυσώμεθα τά ὅπλα τοῦ φωτός, ἀσπίδα καί περικεφαλαίαν καί τά λοιπά, ἅ Παῦλος ὁ ἅγιος ἀπηριθμήσατο, καί τήν μάχαιραν τοῦ Πνεύματος ἠκονημένην λάβωμεν ἐν χερσί, τότε καί στρατευθῆναι λέγομεν καί πρός παράταξιν ἡμᾶς ἑαυτούς εὐτρεπίζομεν.

Τέως δέ, οἱ περιβαλόμενοι τό μοναχικόν ἔνδυμα καί εἰσελθόντες εἰς τό στάδιον τῆς μετανοίας καί τῆς ἀσκήσεως, σκοπήσωμεν, εἰ δοκεῖ, τί ἐργαζόμεθα. Κλαίομεν; ∆ιά τί; Πάντως ἵνα τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων ἡμῶν τήν ἄφεσιν λάβωμεν, (250) οὐ μόνον δέ, ἀλλ᾿ ἐκκαθαρθῶμεν καί τῶν ἐξ αὐτῶν μολυσμῶν. Νηστεύομεν; Πάντως ἵνα τάς τῆς σαρκός κινήσεις συστείλωμεν καί τήν καρδίαν μαλακωτέραν ποιήσωμεν. Ἀγρυπνοῦμεν καί ψάλλομεν; Ἵνα μή πονηρά διαλογιζώμεθα καί πρός μετεωρισμούς ἐκτρεπώμεθα. Εὐχόμεθα σωματικῶς; Ὡς ἄν μή ὑπό τοῦ ἐχθροῦ αἰχμαλωτιζώμεθα νοερῶς καί ὥστε εἰς τό τά χρηστά ἐννοεῖν καί κατά διάνοιαν πνευματικῶς ἀεί καί ἀδιαλείπτως προσεύχεσθαι φθάσωμεν. Πενθοῦμεν; Πάντως ἵνα τῆς χαρᾶς τοῦ πένθους ἐπαπολαύωμεν. Εὐτελῆ φοροῦμεν καί τρύχινα, χαμαικοιτοῦμέν τε καί σιδήροις τό σῶμα σφίγγομεν οἱ πολλοί; ∆ιά τί; Ἵνα πάντως τό σφριγῶν τοῦτο σῶμα κατάγξωμεν καί φορτίσωμεν καί μή ἐάσωμεν αὐτό, ὥσπερ τινά πῶλον ἀδάμαστον, χαλινοῦ δίχα τοῦ αὐτόν ἄγχοντος, καί συνελάσαν εἰς κρημνόν, ἑαυτό καί τόν ἐπιβάτην νοῦν κατακρημνίσῃ εἰς βόθρον ἀπωλείας καί πυρός αἰωνίου. Ταῦτα δέ ποιοῦντες, τί ἄρα τοῖς ὁρῶσιν αὐτοῖς χαριζόμεθα; Πάντως οὐδέν. Εἰ δέ μή τοῖς ὁρῶσι, πολλῷ μᾶλλον τῷ καί σοφίαν καί δύναμιν χαρισαμένῳ εἰς τό ἑαυτούς ἡμᾶς διασώσασθαι.

Ἀλλά λοιδορίας καί θλίψεις ἐπερχομένας μετ᾿ εὐχαριστίας ἀμνησικάκως ὑποφέρομεν; Καί ἐν τούτῳ πάλιν ἡμᾶς αὐτούς καί οὐχ ἕτερον εὐεργετοῦμεν. Καί ἄκουσον τοῦτο λέγοντος τοῦ Κυρίου· "Ἐάν μή ἀφῆτε τοῖς ἀνθρώποις τά παραπτώματα αὐτῶν ἀπό τῶν καρδιῶν ὑμῶν, οὐδέ ὁ πατήρ ὑμῶν ὁ οὐράνιος ἀφήσει ὑμῖν τά παραπτώματα ὑμῶν". Ἰδού οὖν, κἄν λοιδορίας, κἄν ῥαπίσματα, κἄν κολαφίσματα, κἄν ἐμπαιγμούς, κἄν ἐκπτύσματα, κἄν ὁτιοῦν πανθάνωμεν, εἰ μέν εὐχαρίστως ὑποφέρομεν καί τούς ταῦτα ἡμῖν ἐπιφέροντας ἀπό ψυχῆς συμπαθοῦμεν,