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He does not bear to behold the work of His hands in such necessity and unbearable pain, and He will perform with that man, who has done all the aforementioned things without omission, (306) and with those who hear in faith and are about to imitate this true image and account of repentance which first action fulfilled and then word delivered to writing, His great and ineffable mercy, and He pours out His goodness also upon him and will change his pain into joy and will transform the bitterness of his heart into sweet new wine and He will cause him to vomit out the venom of the dragon that devours his inwards; and from then on he will not remember his former pains, nor all those evils which he suffered, nor indeed will he, turning back, seek money or possessions or wealth, which he left behind at the time of the blow of his repentance, or desire anything else. For the most high God will give him health, which will be above all the treasures of the earth, and health will produce an unspeakable joy in his heart, and the joy in his heart will be tenfold more than his former affliction, and this joy in turn will drive away every external pain that occurs in his body, and that man will know that the wounds of his body do not from then on reach his heart, and external affliction will not touch the joy that is in his heart, and this knowledge will be an increase of the joy in his heart.

And his neighbors, who formerly saw his external afflictions, but are ignorant of the secret joy that came to be in him afterwards, (307) will groan over him and say: "Behold a man who has known no gladness in his life, and his life is full of affliction and pain, and his days are no different from those who are scourged and punished for their sins"; but he alone knowing that the time of his life is full of delight and exultation and the joy of his heart mocks death and Hades has no dominion over it, because it knows no end, that man rejoices in these things ten thousand times more than all the kings who rule the earth, and more than all those who have health and beauty of body, and more than all those who have wealth and purple and fine linen garments, and more than all who are called blessed upon the earth by mouths that do not speak rightly. For that man knows that poverty with such joy is better than the whole world and the things in it, since heaven will cover all things concerning his body and his whole life, and Hades will devour them and death will rule over them, but the joy, which was acquired for his soul from health, cannot be held by any of these things, because it is not of this world. For this has not come to him from glory, nor from much wealth, nor from the health of his body, nor from the praise of men, nor from any other thing under the heavens, but has been prepared from the pain and bitterness of his soul and from an encounter with the Spirit of God, who is above the heavens. For having been filtered through it and pressed out, his heart has brought forth a joy that is pure and unmixed with affliction. (308) And for this reason death will not have dominion over it, because no blemish will be found in it, but it will be like filtered wine before the sun, shining forth more and growing brighter and showing its color more purely, gladdening and flashing exceedingly on the face of him who drinks it opposite the sun.

But in these matters one thing is hard for me to understand; for I do not know which gladdens me more, the sight and the delight of the purity of the sun's rays or rather the drinking and the taste of the wine in my mouth. For I wish to speak of this, and that draws me and seems sweeter; and when I look to that, by the sweetness of the taste

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οὐ φέρει ἐν ἀνάγκῃ τοιαύτῃ καί ἀφορήτῳ ὀδύνῃ τό τῶν χειρῶν αὐτοῦ ποίημα καθορᾶν, καί ποιήσει μετά τοῦ ἀνθρώπου ἐκείνου, τοῦ τά προειρημένα ἅπαντα ἀπαραλείπτως ποιήσαντος, (306) καί μετά τῶν ἐν πίστει ἀκουόντων καί μιμεῖσθαι μελλόντων τήν ἀληθῆ ταύτην τῆς μετανοίας εἰκόνα καί ἱστορίαν ἥν πρῶτον ἐξεπλήρωσε πρᾶξις καί τότε γραφῇ παραδέδωκε λόγος, τό πολύ καί ἄφατον ἔλεος αὐτοῦ, καί ἐκχέει τήν αὐτοῦ καί ἐπ᾿ αὐτόν ἀγαθότητα καί μεταβαλεῖ εἰς χαράν τόν πόνον αὐτοῦ καί τήν πικρίαν τῆς καρδίας αὐτοῦ εἰς γλυκύ γλεῦκος μεταποιήσει καί τόν κατεσθίοντα ἰόν τοῦ δράκοντος τά ἐντόσθια αὐτοῦ ἐξεμέσαι ποιήσει· καί οὐ μνησθήσεται ἔκτοτε τῶν πρώην πόνων αὐτοῦ, οὔτε πάντων ἐκείνων ὧν ὑπέστη κακῶν, ἀλλ᾿ οὐδέ χρήματα ἤ κτήματα ἤ πλοῦτον, ὅν κετέλιπεν ἐν τῷ καιρῷ τῆς πληγῆς τῆς μετανοίας αὐτοῦ, ἐπιστραφείς ζητήσει ἤ τινος ἑτέρου ἐπιθυμήσει. Ὁ γάρ ὕψιστος Θεός δώσει αὐτῷ ὑγείαν, ἥτις ἔσται ὑπέρ πάντας τούς θησαυρούς τῆς γῆς, ἡ δέ ὑγεία χαράν ἐμποιήσει ἄφραστον ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ αὐτοῦ, καί ἔσται ἡ χαρά ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ αὐτοῦ δεκαπλασίως ὑπέρ τήν προτέραν θλῖψιν αὐτοῦ, καί αὕτη πάλιν ἡ χαρά πάντα πόνον τόν ἔξωθεν γινόμενον ἐν τῷ σώματι αὐτοῦ ἀποδιώξει, καί ἔσται γινώσκων ὁ ἄνθρωπος ἐκεῖνος ὅτι τραύματα σώματος αὐτοῦ οὐδέ ἔρχεται ἔκτοτε ἐπί καρδίαν αὐτοῦ, καί θλῖψις ἡ ἔξωθεν οὐ καθάψεται τῆς χαρᾶς τῆς οὔσης ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ αὐτοῦ, καί αὕτη ἡ γνῶσις ἔσται πλεονασμός τῆς χαρᾶς τῆς ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ αὐτοῦ.

Καί ἔσονται οἱ πλησίον αὐτοῦ, οἱ πρώην θεωροῦντες τάς ἔξωθεν θλίψεις αὐτοῦ, ἀγνοοῦντες δέ τήν μετά ταῦτα γεγονυῖαν κρυφίαν χαράν αὐτοῦ, (307) στενάζοντες ἐπ᾿ αὐτῷ καί λέγοντες· "Ἴδε ἄνθρωπος ὅς οὐκ οἶδεν εὐφροσύνην ἐν τῇ ζωῇ αὐτοῦ, καί ὁ βίος αὐτοῦ θλίψεως καί ὀδύνης πλήρης, καί αἱ ἡμέραι αὐτοῦ οὐδέν διαφέρουσι τῶν μαστιζομένων και τιμωρουμένων ἐπί ἁμαρτίαις"· εἰδώς δέ μόνος ἐκεῖνος ὅτι πλήρης θυμηδίας καί ἀγαλλιάσεως ὁ χρόνος αὐτοῦ τῆς ζωῆς καί ἡ χαρά τῆς καρδίας αὐτοῦ θάνατον ἐμπαίζει καί ᾅδης οὐ κυριεύει αὐτῆς, ὅτι τέλος οὐκ οἶδε, χαίρει ὁ ἄνθρωπος ἐκεῖνος ἐπί τούτοις μυριοπλασίως ὑπέρ πάντας τούς βασιλεῖς τούς κρατοῦντας τῆς γῆς, καί ὑπέρ πάντας ἐφ᾿ οὕς ἡ ἡ ὑγεία καί ἡ εὐμορφία τοῦ σώματος, καί ὑπέρ πάντας ἐφ᾿ οὕς ὁ πλοῦτος καί ἡ πορφυρᾶ στολή καί ἡ βυσσίνη, καί ὑπέρ πάντας τούς μακαριζομένους ἐπί τῆς γῆς παρά στομάτων οὐκ ὀρθά λαλούντων. Οἶδε γάρ ὁ ἄνθρωπος ἐκεῖνος ὅτι κρείσσων πενία μετά χαρᾶς τοιαύτης ὑπέρ πάντα τόν κόσμον καί τῶν ἐν αὐτῷ πραγμάτων ἐστίν, ἐπειδή πάντα τά ἐπί τῷ σώματι αὐτοῦ καί τά ἐπί παντί τῷ βίῳ ὁ οὐρανός καλύψει καί ᾅδης φάγεται καί θάνατος κυριεύσει αὐτῶν, ἡ δέ χαρά, ἡ ἐκ τῆς ὑγείας περιποιηθεῖσα τῇ ψυχῇ αὐτοῦ, ὑπ᾿ οὐδενός τούτων δύναται κρατηθῆναι, ὅτι οὐκ ἔστιν ἐκ τοῦ κόσμου τούτου. Οὔτε γάρ ἀπό δόξης αὐτῷ γέγονεν αὕτη, οὐδέ ἀπό πολλοῦ πλούτου, οὔτε ἀπό ὑγείας σώματος αὐτοῦ, οὔτε ἀπό ἐπαίνου ἀνθρώπων, οὔτε ἀπό ἄλλου τινός πράγματος τῶν ὑπό τῶν οὐρανόν, ἀλλά ἀπό πόνου καί πικρίας ψυχῆς αὐτοῦ ἐσκεύασται καί ἀπό συναντήσεως Πνεύματος Θεοῦ, τοῦ ὑπεράνω τῶν οὐρανῶν. ∆ιυλισθεῖσα γάρ δι᾿ αὐτοῦ καί ἐκπιεσθεῖσα ἡ καρδία αὐτοῦ ἄδολον καί ἀμιγῆ θλίψεως χαράν ἀπέτεκε. (308) Καί διά τοῦτο θάνατος οὐ κυριεύσει αὐτῆς, ὅτι μῶμος οὐχ εὑρεθήσεται ἐν αὐτῇ, ἀλλ᾿ ἔσται ὡς διυλισμένος οἶνος ἀπέναντι ἡλίου, ἐκλάμπων μᾶλλον καί λαμπρυνόμενος καί καθαρωτέραν δεικνύων τήν αὐτοῦ χρόαν, εὐφραίνων καί ὑπεραστράπτων τῷ προσώπῳ τοῦ πίνοντος αὐτόν κατέναντι τοῦ ἡλίου.

Ἐπί δέ τούτοις ἕν μοι δυσνόητον· οὐ γάρ οἶδα ποῖον πλέον εὐφραίνει με, ἡ θέα καί ἡ τέρψις τῆς καθαρότητος τῶν τοῦ ἡλίου ἀκτίνων ἤ μᾶλλον ἡ πόσις καί ἡ γεῦσις τοῦ οἴνου τοῦ ἐν τῷ στόματί μου. Θέλω γάρ εἰπεῖν τοῦτο καί ἕλκει με ἐκεῖνο καί γλυκύτερον φαίνεται· καί ὅταν πρός ἐκεῖνο ἀπίδω, ὑπό τῆς γλυκύτητος τῆς γεύσεως