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the divine knowledge of God, (288) to raise up and build the whole house of the Spirit.

For when the soul is purified through tears in proportion to its repentance and fulfillment of the commandments, first, the man is deemed worthy by grace to know the things concerning himself and his whole self, then after much and persistent purification and deep humility, he begins somehow dimly and little by little to understand also the things concerning God and divine matters, and, insofar as he understands, he is astounded and acquires greater humility, considering himself altogether unworthy of the knowledge and revelation of such mysteries. Therefore, guarded by such humility as by a strong wall, he remains within, invulnerable to thoughts of conceit, growing daily in faith, in hope, and in love for God, and clearly seeing his progress with the addition of knowledge and ascent. And when he attains to the measure of the stature of the fullness of the knowledge of Christ and truly possesses Christ himself and the mind of Christ, then he is disposed as one knowing or having nothing at all, and considers himself an unprofitable and worthless servant; and indeed, the wonderful and supernatural thing—or rather, natural thing—is that he does not consider any man in the whole world to be lesser or more sinful than himself.

But as to how, I cannot say, except this alone was I able to comprehend in this praiseworthy state; and it is something like this: when the soul has been imbued and steeped by the Spirit in the depths of the humility of its mind in Christ our God, becoming from that point ignorant of the whole world and those in the world, but always seeing only itself and only its own things, and having spent time in such meditation and this becoming its habit, it sees (289) only itself as truly despised and most worthless, and is persuaded that no one among all the people of the world is like this. So then, to the extent that one holds himself in the perception of his soul to be more worthless and more humble than all men, to that extent will he also be first of all others, as our Lord and God says: "Whoever wants to be first of all must be last of all and servant of all."

Let us therefore also be diligent, O brethren, to attain to such an order and state, and we will easily recognize the saints who have attained this, and may we obtain the good things both present and to come, by the grace and loving-kindness of our Lord and God and Savior Jesus Christ, to whom be the glory and the power now and forever and unto the ages of ages; amen.

Discourse 10. (290)

Concerning the dreadful day of the Lord and the future judgment, and that it is at work even before death in us who are already being purified here by tears, in whom it may occur in the present life, and does not meet them in the life to come. And what the day of the Lord is and to whom it is suddenly revealed. And that faith in Christ alone cannot save us, unless we also become partakers of the Holy Spirit with knowledge, and that not all who are baptized receive Christ through baptism. And how one can know if he bears Christ within himself and has become a partaker of the Holy Spirit. And an interpretation, as in passing, of "In the beginning was the Word." And a blessing upon those who have received the visitation of the Spirit through struggles.

The discourse on the judgment is long for us, beloved, and difficult to interpret, because it is not about

present and visible things, but about future and invisible things, whence of much

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ἡ γνῶσις ἡ θεία τοῦ Θεοῦ, (288) ἀνεγεῖραι καί ὁλόκληρον τόν οἶκον κατασκευάσαι τοῦ Πνεύματος.

Ἡνίκα γάρ κατά ἀναλογίαν τῆς μετανοίας καί τῆς τῶν ἐντολῶν ἐκπληρώσεως διά δακρύων ἐκκαθαρθῇ ἡ ψυχή, πρῶτον μέν τά κατ᾿ αὐτόν ὁ ἄνθρωπος καί ἑαυτόν ὅλον ὑπό τῆς χάριτος ἐπιγνῶναι καταξιοῦται, εἶτα μετά πολλήν καί ἐπίμονον κάθαρσιν καί βαθεῖαν ταπείνωσιν ἀμυδρῶς πως κατ᾿ ὀλίγον καί τά περί Θεοῦ καί τῶν θείων νοεῖν ἄρχεται καί, καθ᾿ ὅσον νοεῖ, καταπλήττεται καί πλείονα κτᾶται ταπείνωσιν, ἀνάξιον ἑαυτόν παντάπασι τῆς τῶν τοιούτων μυστηρίων γνώσεως καί ἀποκαλύψεως λογιζόμενος. ∆ιόπερ καί ὑπό τῆς τοιαύτης ταπεινώσεως, ὡς ὑπό τείχους ὀχυροῦ φρουρούμενος, ἔνδον μένει, ἀπό οἰήσεως λογισμῶν ἄτρωτος, αὐξάνων τῇ πίστει, τῇ ἐλπίδι καί τῇ εἰς Θεόν ἀγάπῃ τό καθ᾿ ἡμέραν, καί τήν προκοπήν μετά προσθήκης τῆς γνώσεώς τε καί ἀναβάσεως τρανῶς καθορῶν. Ὅταν δέ καί εἰς μέτρον ἡλικίας τοῦ πληρώματος τῆς γνώσεως τοῦ Χριστοῦ καταντήσῃ καί Χριστόν αὐτόν καί νοῦν ἀληθῶς Χριστοῦ κτήσηται, τότε ὡς μηδέν ὅλως εἰδώς ἤ ἔχων διάκειται καί ὡς ἀχρεῖον ἑαυτόν καί εὐτελεῖ δοῦλον ἡγεῖται· τό δέ δή θαυμαστόν καί ὑπέρ φύσιν, μᾶλλον δέ κατά φύσιν ὄν, ἄνθρωπον ἐλαχιστότερον ἑαυτοῦ ἤ ἁμαρτωλότερον ἐν ὅλῳ τῷ κόσμῳ οὐ λογίζεται εἶναι.

Τό δέ πῶς, εἰπεῖν οὐκ ἔχω, εἰ μή τοῦτο μόνον ἐν τῷ ἐπαινετῷ τούτῳ πάθει καταλαβεῖν ἠδυνήθην· ἔστι δέ τι τοιοῦτον· ποιωθείσης τῆς ψυχῆς καί ἐμβαφείσης διά τοῦ Πνεύματος εἰς τά βάθη τῆς ταπεινοφροσύνης ἐν Χριστῷ τῷ Θεῷ τῆς διανοίας αὐτῆς, τόν κόσμον τε ἅπαντα καί τούς ἐν κόσμῳ ἐντεῦθεν ἀγνοησάσης, μόνην δέ ἑαυτήν ἀεί καθορώσης καί μόνα τά ἑαυτῆς, καί χρονισάσης ἐν τῇ τοιαύτῃ μελέτῃ καί ἐν ἕξει γενομένης αὐτῆς, μόνην (289) ἑαυτήν ἀληθῶς ἐξουθενημένην καί εὐτελεστάτην ὁρᾷ, οὐδένα δέ πείθεται τοιοῦτον εἶναι ἐν ἅπασι τοῖς ἀνθρώποις τοῦ κόσμου. Οὕτω τοίνυν καθ᾿ ὅσον ἑαυτόν ἔχει τις πάντων ἀνθρώπων ἐν αἰσθήσει ψυχῆς εὐτελέστερόν τε καί ταπεινότερον, κατά τοσοῦτον καί πρῶτος τῶν ἄλλων ἁπάντων ὑπάρξει, ὥς φησιν ὁ Κύριος ἡμῶν καί Θεός· "Ὁ θέλων εἶναι πάντων πρῶτος ἔστω πάντων ἔσχατος καί πάντων διάκονος".

Σπουδάσωμεν οὖν καί ἡμεῖς, ὦ ἀδελφοί, εἰς τοιαύτην φθάσαι τάξιν τε καί κατάστασιν, καί τούς εἰς τοῦτο πεφθακότας ἁγίους ῥᾳδίως ἐπιγνωσόμεθα καί τῶν παρόντων καί τῶν μελλόντων ἐπιτύχωμεν ἀγαθῶν, χάριτι καί φιλανθρωπίᾳ τοῦ Κυρίου καί Θεοῦ καί Σωτῆρος ἡμῶν Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ, ᾧ ἡ δόξα καί τό κράτος νῦν καί ἀεί καί εἰς τούς αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων· ἀμήν.

ΛΟΓΟΣ Ι ΄. (290)

Περί τῆς φοβερᾶς τοῦ Κυρίου ἡμέρας καί τῆς μελλούσης κρίσεως, ὅτι καί πρό τοῦ θανάτου ἐν ἡμῖν ἔνθεν ἤδη καθαιρομένοις διά δακρύων ἐνεργεῖται ἐν οἷς ἄν ἐγγένηται κατά τήν παροῦσαν ζωήν, κατά τήν μέλλουσαν οὐχ ὑπαντᾶ. Καί τίς ἐστιν ἡ ἡμέρα Κυρίου καί τίσιν αἴφνης ἀποκαλύπτεται. Καί ὅτι ἡ εἰς Χριστόν πίστις οὐ δύναται μόνη σῶσαι ἡμᾶς, εἰ μή καί Πνεύματος Ἁγίου γνωστῶς γενώμεθα μέτοχοι καί ὅτι οὐχί πάντες οἱ βαπτιζόμενοι διά τοῦ βαπτίσματος λαμβάνουσι τόν Χριστόν. Καί πῶς δύναταί τις γνῶναι εἰ περιφέρει ἐν αὐτῷ τόν Χριστόν καί Πνεύματος Ἁγίου γέγονε μέτοχος. Καί ἑρμηνεία ὡς ἐν παραδρομῇ εἰς τό « Ἐν ἀρχῇ ἦν ὁ Λόγος». Καί μακαρισμός εἰς τούς ἐξ ἀγώνων τήν ἐπιφοίτησιν δεξαμένους τοῦ Πνεύματος.

Πολύς ἡμῖν, ἀγαπητοί, ὁ περί τῆς κρίσεως λόγος καί δυσερμήνευτος, ὅτι οὐ περί

ἐνεστώτων καί ὁρωμένων ἐστίν, ἀλλά περί μελλόντων καί ἀοράτων ὅθεν πολλῆς