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of a handmaiden and are sons of darkness, whether they be kings or patriarchs, or high priests or priests, or rulers or ruled, or laymen or monks, or ascetics or abbots, or poor or rich, or weak or healthy in body. For all who sit in darkness are sons of darkness and wish to repent. For repentance is a door leading out of darkness and leading into the light. Therefore, he who has not entered into the light has not passed through the door of repentance properly; for if he had passed through, he would be in the light. But he who does not repent sins, because he does not repent; "For to him who knows to do good and does not do it," it says, "to him it is sin". But he who commits sin is a slave of sin and hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. For now, indeed, entering willingly and of our own choice into the light through repentance, we are reproved and judged, but we undergo this mystically and hiddenly in the inner chamber of our souls for the cleansing and remission of our sins, by the mercy and loving-kindness of God, that is, with only God and ourselves—He who understands and sees our affairs—looking on; but then, that is, at the coming of the Lord, for those not willing to come to the light now, but hating it, the light which is now hidden will be revealed and all their hidden things will be made manifest. (361) And such as each of us men are now, hiding ourselves and not wishing to reveal our own things through repentance, then by the light we are and will be made plain and manifest to God and to all.

And behold for me here the magnitude of the shame. For just as in a house, inside with the doors shut, if one of us, being there and thinking he is not seen by anyone outside, sins without restraint, committing adultery forsooth and pederasty or working some other abominable things, and then is suddenly revealed working his evil, he suffers great shame; or again, otherwise, if someone plots against the king and sets out in writing things against him or if he says or counsels any of the things he simply ought not, inside, as has been said, hidden in a house, and then the king with the whole senate and the rest of his usual guard arrives and surrounds the house, and suddenly the whole building is removed, and he himself is revealed and all his plots, he endures great punishment and condemnation, so also then in the same way will it happen to all those in the world; and night will be illumined as day, and every house and cave and heaven itself and earth will be removed, and all who have not put on Christ, that is, who have not received the light, as we said before, and pre-existed in it and are light, will appear naked and will be filled with much shame from every side. And not only this, but also every deed of each one, both good and bad, and every word and every thought and reflection born in us from (362) the very birth of each of us until our last breath, will then appear gathered together there in each of the men. And what then, brothers, can compare to this shame alone then? Or what punishment is greater than that fear and the confusion for those found at that time to be thus, as has been said, dark and without the illuminating Spirit? And what sort of life, what sort of conduct will the man have, who sits in darkness, so that in the sudden flash of the light no stain of a thought or of some deed be found in him? Therefore let us hasten, my brothers, from this point on to enter the narrow gate through repentance and to behold the light within it. Yes, I beseech you, let us not grow weary of knocking and of seeking and of asking before it is opened to us and given and we are heard, and even until we enter and receive light and have it unquenchable in our hearts.

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παιδίσκης καί υἱοί σκότους τυγχάνουσι, κἄν βασιλεῖς κἄν πατριάρχαι, κἄν ἀρχιερεῖς κἄν ἱερεῖς, κἄν ἄρχοντες κἄν ἀρχόμενοι, κἄν λαϊκοί κἄν μονάζοντες, κἄν ἀσκηταί κἄν ἡγούμενοι, κἄν πτωχοί κἄν πλούσιοι, κἄν ἀσθενεῖς κἄν ὑγιεῖς τῷ σώματι πέλωσι. Πάντες γάρ οἱ ἐν σκότει καθήμενοι υἱοί σκότους εἰσι καί μετανοῆσαι βούλονται. Ἡ γάρ μετάνοια θύρα ἐστίν ἐξάγουσα ἀπό τοῦ σκότους καί εἰσάγουσα εἰς τό φῶς. Ὁ οὖν πρός τό φῶς μή εἰσελθών οὐ διῆλθε τήν θύραν τῆς μετανοίας καλῶς· εἰ γάρ διῆλθεν, ἐγένετο ἄν ἐν φωτί. Ὁ δέ μή μετανοῶν ἁμαρτάνει, διότι οὐ μετανοεῖ· "Τῷ γάρ εἰδότι καλόν ποιεῖν καί μή ποιοῦντι, φησίν, ἁμαρτία αὐτῷ ἐστιν". Ὁ δέ ποιῶν τήν ἁμαρτίαν δοῦλός ἐστι τῆς ἁμαρτίας καί μισεῖ τό φῶς καί οὐκ ἔρχεται πρός τό φῶς, ἵνα μή φανερωθῇ αὐτοῦ τά ἔργα. Νῦν μέν γάρ ἑκουσίως καί αὐτοπροαιρέτως διά μετανοίας εἰσερχόμενοι πρός τό φῶς, ἐλεγχόμεθα μέν καί κρινόμεθα, ἀλλά μυστικῶς τοῦτο καί ἀποκεκρυμμένως ἐν τῷ ἐνδοτέρῳ ταμείῳ τῶν ψυχῶν ἡμῶν πρός καθαρισμόν μέν καί ἄφεσιν τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων ἡμῶν, ἐλέει καί φιλανθρωπίᾳ Θεοῦ, ὑφιστάμεθα, μόνου δηλαδή Θεοῦ καί ἡμῶν - τά καθ᾿ ἡμᾶς ἐπισταμένου καί βλέποντος· τότε δέ, ἤγουν ἐν τῇ παρουσίᾳ τοῦ Κυρίου, πρός τούς μή θέλοντας νῦν ἐλθεῖν πρός τό φῶς, ἀλλά μισοῦντας αὐτό, τό ἄρτι κρυπτόμενον φῶς ἀποκαλυφθήσεται καί τά κρυπτά τούτουν πάντα φανερά γενησονται. (361) Καί οἷοί ἐσμεν ἕκαστος ἡμῶν νυνί τῶν ἀνθρώπων, ἑαυτούς περικρύπτοντες καί διά μετανοίας φανερῶσαι τά ἑαυτῶν μή βουλόμενοι, τότε ὑπό τοῦ φωτός δῆλοι καί φανεροί Θεῷ καί τοῖς πᾶσι γενώμεθά τε καί γενησόμεθα.

Καί θέα μοι ἐνταῦθα τῆς αἰσχύνης τό μέγεθος. Ὥσπερ γάρ ἐν οἰκίᾳ ἔνδον τάς θύρας ἐχούσῃ συγκεκλεισμένας, ἐάν ἐξ ἡμῶν τις ὑπάρχων καί ὡς παρά τινος τῶν ἔξωθεν μή καθορώμενος, ἀφειδῶς ἁμαρτάνει, μοιχείας δῆθεν ποιῶν καί παιδοφθορίας ἤ ἕτερά τινα μυσαρά ἐργαζόμενος, εἶτα φανερωθείς αἴφνης τό πονηρόν ἐργαζόμενος, μεγάλην τήν αἰσχύνην ὑφίσταται· ἤ καί πάλιν ἄλλως, ἐάν κατά τοῦ βασιλέως τις μελετᾷ καί τά κατ᾿ αὐτοῦ ἐγγράφως ἐκτίθησιν ἤ ἐάν λέγῃ τι καί βουλεύηται τῶν μή δεόντων ἁπλῶς, ἔνδον, ὡς εἴρηται, κεκρυμμένος οἰκίας , εἶτα τοῦ βασιλέως μετά τῆς συγκλήτου ἁπάσης καί τῆς συνήθους ἄλλης δορυφορίας ἐπιστάντος καί τήν οἰκίαν περικυκλώσαντος, αἴφνης τοῦ οἰκήματος ἀρθέντος ὅλου, αὐτός φανερωθῇ καί πάντα αὐτοῦ τά βουλεύματα, μεγάλην τήν τιμωρίαν καί τήν καταδίκην καθυπομένει, οὕτω καί τότε τόν αὐτόν τρόπον εἰς πάντας τούς ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ γενήσεται· καί νύξ μέν ὡς ἡμέρα φωτισθήσεται, οἰκία δέ πᾶσα καί σπήλαιον καί οὐρανός αὐτός καί γῆ ἀρθήσονται, καί πάντες οἱ μή τόν Χριστόν ἐνδεδυμένοι, ἤγουν οἱ μή λαβόντες τό φῶς, ὡς προείπομεν, καί ἐν αὐτῷ προόντες καί φῶς ὄντες, γυμνοί φανήσονται καί πολλῆς τῆς αἰσχύνης πάντοθεν πληρωθήσονται. Οὐ μόνον δέ ἀλλά καί πᾶσα πρᾶξις ἑκάστου, καλή τε καί κακή, καί πᾶς λόγος καί πᾶσα ἔννοια καί ἐνθύμησις, ἡ ἀπ᾿ αὐτῆς (362) δηλαδή τῆς γεννήσεως ἑκάστου ἡμῶν και μέχρις ἐσχάτης ἀναπνοῆς ἐν ἡμῖν γεννηθεῖσα, ἐκεῖ συνηγμένως τότε ἐν ἑκάστῳ τῶν ἀνθρώπων φανήσονται. Καί τίς ἄρα ἔσται ἡ σύγκρισις, ἀδελφοί, ταύτης καί μόνης τῆς αἰσχύνης τότε; Ἤ ποία τιμωρία μείζων τοῦ φόβου ἐκείνου καί τῆς ἐντροπῆς τοῖς τηνικαῦτα οὕτως εὑρισκομένοις, ὡς εἴρηται, σκοτεινοῖς καί δίχα τοῦ φωτίζοντος Πνεύματος; Ὁποῖον δέ τόν βίον, ὁποίαν τήν διαγωγήν ἕξει ὁ ἄνθρωπος, ὁ ἐν τῷ σκότει καθήμενος, ἵνα μή τῇ αἰφνιδίῳ τοῦ φωτός ἐπιλάμψει ῥύπος που διαλογισμοῦ ἤ πράξεώς τινος εὑρεθῇ ἐν αὐτῷ; ∆ιό σπουδάσωμεν, ἀδελφοί μου, ἀπ᾿ ἐντεῦθεν ἤδη διά μετανοίας τήν στενήν πύλην εἰσελθεῖν καί τό ἔνδον ταύτης θεάσασθαι φῶς. Ναί, παρακαλῶ, μή ἐκκακήσωμεν τοῦ κρούειν καί τοῦ ζητεῖν καί τοῦ αἰτεῖσθαι πρό τοῦ ἀνοιγῆναι ἡμῖν καί δοθῆναι καί εἰσακουσθῆναι, ἔτι δέ καί μέχρις ἄν εἰσέλθωμεν καί λάβωμεν φῶς καί ἄσβεστον αὐτό σχῶμεν ἐν ταῖς καρδίαις ἡμῶν.