Letter CXXXVIII.714    Placed in 373.

To Eusebius, bishop of Samosata.715    The translation of Sec. 1, down to “medical men,” is partly Newman’s.

1.  What was my state of mind, think you, when I received your piety’s letter?  When I thought of the feelings which its language expressed, I was eager to fly straight to Syria; but when I thought of the bodily illness, under which I lay bound, I saw myself unequal, not only to flying, but even to turning on my bed.  This day, on which our beloved and excellent brother and deacon, Elpidius, has arrived, is the fiftieth of my illness.  I am much reduced by the fever.  For lack of what it might feed on, it lingers in this dry flesh as in an expiring wick, and so has brought on a wasting and tedious illness.  Next my old plague, the liver, coming upon it, has kept me from taking nourishment, prevented sleep, and held me on the confines of life and death, granting just life enough to feel its inflictions.  In consequence I have had recourse to the hot springs, and have availed myself of help from medical men.

But for all these the mischief has proved too strong.  Perhaps another man might endure it, but, coming as it did unexpectedly, no one is so stout as to bear it.  Long troubled by it as I have been, I have never been so distressed as now at being prevented by it from meeting you and enjoying your true friendship.  I know of how much pleasure I am deprived, although last year I did touch with the tip of my finger the sweet honey of your Church.

2.  For many urgent reasons I felt bound to meet your reverence, both to discuss many things with you and to learn many things from you.  Here it is not possible even to find genuine affection.  And, could one even find a true friend, none can give counsel to me in the present emergency with anything like the wisdom and experience which you have acquired in your many labours on the Church’s behalf.  The rest I must not write.  I may, however, safely say what follows.  The presbyter Evagrius,716    On Evagrius, known generally as Evagrius of Antioch, to distinguish him from Evagrius the historian, see especially Theodoret, Ecc. Hist. v. 23.  He had travelled to Italy with Eusebius of Vercellæ.  His communication to Basil from the Western bishops must have been disappointing and unsatisfactory.  On his correspondence with Basil, after his return to Antioch, see Letter clvi.  His consecration by the dying Paulinus in 388 inevitably prolonged the disastrous Meletian schism at Antioch. son of Pompeianus of Antioch, who set out some time ago to the West with the blessed Eusebius, has now returned from Rome.  He demands from me a letter couched in the precise terms dictated by the Westerns.  My own he has brought back again to me, and reports that it did not give satisfaction to the more precise authorities there.  He also asks that a commission of men of repute may be promptly sent, that they may have a reasonable pretext for visiting me.  My sympathisers in Sebasteia have stripped the covering from the secret sore of the unorthodoxy of Eustathius, and demand my ecclesiastical care.717    i.e. that Basil, as primate, should either consecrate them an orthodox bishop, or, if this was impossible under Valens, should take them under his own immediate episcopal protection.

Iconium is a city of Pisidia, anciently the first after the greatest,718    i.e. Antioch. and now it is capital of a part, consisting of an union of different portions, and allowed the government of a distinct province.  Iconium too calls me to visit her and to give her a bishop; for Faustinus719    He was succeeded by John I.  cf. Letter clxi. and note. is dead.  Whether I ought to shrink from consecrations over the border; what answer I ought to give to the Sebastenes; what attitude I should show to the propositions of Evagrius; all these are questions to which I was anxious to get answers in a personal interview with you, for here in my present weakness I am cut off from everything.  If, then, you can find any one soon coming this way, be so good as to give me your answer on them all.  If not, pray that what is pleasing to the Lord may come into my mind.  In your synod also bid mention to be made of me, and pray for me yourself, and join your people with you in the prayer that it may be permitted me to continue my service through the remaining days or hours of my sojourning here in a manner pleasing to the Lord.

ΕΥΣΕΒΙῼ ΕΠΙΣΚΟΠῼ ΣΑΜΟΣΑΤΩΝ

[1] Τίνα με οἴει ψυχὴν ἐσχηκέναι, ὅτε τὴν ἐπιστολὴν ἐδεξάμην τῆς θεοσεβείας σου; Εἰ μὲν γὰρ πρὸς τὴν ἐν τῷ γράμματι ἀπεῖδον διάθεσιν, εὐθὺς ὥρμων πέτεσθαι τὴν εὐθὺ Σύρων: εἰ δὲ πρὸς τὴν ἀρρωστίαν τοῦ σώματος, ὑφ' ἧς πεπεδημένος ἐκείμην, ᾐσθανόμην οὐχὶ τοῦ πέτεσθαι μόνον, ἀλλὰ καὶ τοῦ ἐπὶ τῆς κλίνης στρέφεσθαι ἐνδεῶς ἔχων. Πεντηκοστὴν γὰρ ταύτην ἡμέραν ἦγον ἐν τῇ ἀρρωστίᾳ, καθ' ἣν ἐπέστη ἡμῖν ὁ ἀγαπητὸς καὶ σπουδαιότατος ἀδελφὸς ἡμῶν συνδιάκονος Ἐλπίδιος, πολλὰ μὲν τῷ πυρετῷ δαπανηθείς, ὃς ἀπορίᾳ τῆς τρεφούσης αὐτὸν ὕλης τῇ ξηρᾷ ταύτῃ σαρκὶ οἷον θρυαλλίδι κεκαυμένῃ περιειλούμενος μαρασμώδη καὶ χρονίαν ἐπήγαγεν ἀρρωστίαν: τὰ δὲ ἐφεξῆς ἡ ἀρχαία πληγή μου, τὸ ἧπαρ τοῦτο διαδεξάμενον, ἀπέκλεισε μέν με σιτίων, ἀπεδίωξε δὲ τῶν ὀμμάτων τὸν ὕπνον, ἐν μεθορίοις δὲ κατέσχε ζωῆς καὶ θανάτου τοσοῦτον ζῆν ἐπιτρέπον ὅσον τῶν ἀπ' αὐτοῦ δυσχερῶν ἐπαισθάνεσθαι. Ὥστε καὶ ὕδασιν ἐχρησάμην αὐτοφυῶς θερμοῖς καί τινας παρ' ἰατρῶν ἐπιμελείας κατεδεξάμην. Ἅπαντα δὲ ἤλεγξε τὸ νεανικὸν τοῦτο κακὸν ὃ τοῦ μὲν ἔθους παρόντος κἂν ἄλλος ἐνέγκοι, ἀμελετήτως δὲ προσπεσόντος οὐδεὶς οὕτως ἀδαμάντινος ὥστε ἀντισχεῖν. Ὑφ' οὗ πολὺν ὀχληθεὶς χρόνον οὐδέποτε οὕτως ἠνιάθην ὅσον νῦν ἐμποδισθεὶς παρ' αὐτοῦ πρὸς τὴν συντυχίαν τῆς ἀληθινῆς ἀγάπης σου. Οἵας γὰρ ἀπεστερήθην θυμηδίας οἶδα καὶ αὐτός, εἰ καὶ ἄκρῳ δακτύλῳ τοῦ γλυκυτάτου μέλιτος τῆς παρ' ὑμῖν Ἐκκλησίας ἀπεγευσάμεθα πέρυσιν.

[2] Ἐγὼ δὲ καὶ ἄλλων ἀναγκαίων ἕνεκεν πραγμάτων ἐδεόμην εἰς ταὐτὸν γενέσθαι τῇ θεοσεβείᾳ σου καὶ περὶ πολλῶν μὲν ἀνακοινώσασθαι, πολλὰ δὲ μαθεῖν. Καὶ γὰρ οὐδέ ἐστιν ἐνταῦθα οὐδὲ ἀγάπης ἀληθινῆς ἐπιτυχεῖν. Ὅταν δὲ καὶ πάνυ τις ἀγαπῶντα εὕρῃ, οὐκ ἔστιν ὁ δυνάμενος παραπλησίως τῇ τελείᾳ σου φρονήσει καὶ τῇ ἐμπειρίᾳ, ἣν ἐκ πολλῶν τῶν περὶ τὰς Ἐκκλησίας συνελέξω καμάτων, δοῦναι γνώμην ἡμῖν περὶ τῶν προκειμένων. Τὰ μὲν οὖν ἄλλα οὐκ ἐνῆν γράφειν, ἃ δ' οὖν καὶ ἐξενεγκεῖν ἀσφαλὲς ταῦτά ἐστιν. Ὁ πρεσβύτερος Εὐάγριος, ὁ υἱὸς Πομπηϊανοῦ τοῦ Ἀντιοχέως, ὁ συναπάρας ποτὲ ἐπὶ τὴν Δύσιν τῷ μακαρίῳ ἀνδρὶ Εὐσεβίῳ, ἐπανήκει νῦν ἐκ τῆς Ῥώμης ἀπαιτῶν ἡμᾶς ἐπιστολὴν αὐτὰ τὰ παρ' ἐκείνων γεγραμμένα ἔχουσαν αὐτολεξεὶ (ἀνεκόμισε δὲ ἡμῖν εἰς τοὐπίσω τὰ παρ' ἡμῶν, ὡς οὐκ ἀρέσαντα τοῖς ἀκριβεστέροις τῶν ἐκεῖ) καὶ πρεσβείαν τινὰ δι' ἀνδρῶν ἀξιολόγων ἤδη κατεπείγεσθαι, ὑπὲρ τοῦ εὐπρόσωπον ἔχειν ἀφορμὴν τοὺς ἄνδρας τῆς ἐπισκέψεως ἡμῶν. Οἱ κατὰ Σεβάστειαν τὰ ἡμέτερα φρονοῦντες Εὐσταθίου τὸ ὕπουλον τῆς κακοδοξίας ἕλκος ἀπογυμνώσαντες ἀπαιτοῦσί τινα παρ' ἡμῶν ἐκκλησιαστικὴν αὐτῶν ἐπιμέλειαν. Ἰκόνιον πόλις ἐστὶ τῆς Πισιδίας, τὸ μὲν παλαιὸν μετὰ τὴν μεγίστην ἡ πρώτη, νῦν δὲ καὶ αὐτὴ πρώτη προκάθηται μέρους ὃ ἐκ διαφόρων τμημάτων συναχθὲν ἐπαρχίας ἰδίας οἰκονομίαν ἐδέξατο. Αὕτη καλεῖ ἡμᾶς εἰς ἐπίσκεψιν, ὥστε αὐτῇ δοῦναι ἐπίσκοπον. Τετελευτήκει γὰρ ὁ Φαυστῖνος. Εἰ οὖν δεῖ μὴ κατοκνεῖν τὰς ὑπερορίους χειροτονίας καὶ ποίαν τινὰ χρὴ δοῦναι τοῖς Σεβαστηνοῖς ἀπόκρισιν καὶ πῶς πρὸς τὰς τοῦ Εὐαγρίου διατεθῆναι γνώμας, ἐδεόμην διδαχθῆναι αὐτὸς συντυχὼν δι' ἐμαυτοῦ τῇ τιμιότητί σου, ὧν πάντων ἀπεστερήθην διὰ τὴν παροῦσαν ἀσθένειαν. Ἐὰν μὲν οὖν ᾖ τινος ἐπιτυχεῖν ταχέως πρὸς ἡμᾶς ἀφικνουμένου, καταξίωσον περὶ πάντων ἀποστεῖλαί μοι τὰς ἀποκρίσεις: εἰ δὲ μή, εὖξαι ἐλθεῖν ἐπὶ νοῦν μοι ὅπερ εὐάρεστον ᾖ τῷ Κυρίῳ. Ἐν δὲ τῇ συνόδῳ μνήμην ἡμῶν κέλευσον γενέσθαι καὶ αὐτὸς δὲ πρόσευξαι ὑπὲρ ἡμῶν καὶ τὸν λαὸν συμπαράλαβε, ἵνα τὰς λειπομένας ἡμέρας ἢ ὥρας τῆς παροικίας ἡμῶν καταξιωθῶμεν δουλεῦσαι ὡς ἔστιν εὐάρεστον τῷ Κυρίῳ.