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running about and zeal to be in possession of something or of a greater office? Where is the contradiction and insubordination and the not wanting to appear second to another? Where is the affection for relatives? Where is the ostentation of the worldly people and rulers who come to us, through whom I, the wretched one, think and seem to become more distinguished than the others? Where is the supposed wisdom of those who are distinguished in the knowledge and wisdom of the world? Where is the conceit and the seeming to be something, when we are nothing? Where then is the versatile tongue and the orations as from a spring? Where then, or rather now, is the wise man, where the scribe, where the debater of this age, that he might come back and we might sit together and take counsel about that dreadful day and hour and, setting in motion every rope - as the saying goes - within ourselves and in the divine Scriptures and searching accurately, we might be taught from there and learn what it is that will have the strength to benefit us then, and that we might choose that with much zeal?

Truly, my beloved brothers, as all Scripture loudly proclaims, great necessity, great fear and (384) trembling will seize in that hour those who are slothful and indolent and lazy like me. But blessed is he, brothers, who now lies beneath all creation, mourning and weeping night and day before God, because he will then be stationed, adorned, at His right hand. Blessed is he who hears these things and not only groans, nor putting it off from day to day runs through the time of his life unprofitably, but who, upon hearing the Lord say, "Repent! ", immediately begins the work. For such a one, as an obedient and grateful servant, will be shown mercy and will not be condemned with the disobedient, and now will be delivered from all the passions, and will become an approved worker of all the virtues, and in the age to come will delight in the ineffable good things of God with all those who from of old have pleased Him, which may we all attain by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.

Discourse 30. (385)

Concerning repentance and the beginning of a praiseworthy life, how a penitent ought to act each day. In which also is concerning tears along with compunction. My beloved brothers, hear the power of my words and, as it is

good counsel for you, receive it gladly and be eager to do it for our common benefit, both mine and yours. For thus, walking little by little through things that seem small, we ascend, making progress toward the more perfect things, and we become perfect men in Christ.

The aim of the discourse is this: when you leave the church, do not begin to be distracted by vain and unprofitable things, lest the devil come and, finding you occupied with these, just as a crow immediately flies away, snatching the grain of wheat from the field before it is covered by the earth, so he too may snatch the memory of these words of the instruction from your heart and you may again remain light and empty of the saving teaching; but if any of you has been entrusted with a handicraft or a service to do and to work, let him go away with his head bowed (386) and attending to himself, and while working and serving let him say within himself:

“Oh, how many days and times of my life have I, wretched one, passed, being distracted and laughing! Oh, how I have been made vain, hearing until now the divine Scriptures and not

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περιδρομή καί σπουδή τοῦ ἐν κατασχέσει γενέσθαι τινός ἤ τῆς μειζοτέρας ἀρχῆς; Ποῦ ἡ ἀντιλογία καί ἀνυποταξία καί τό μή θέλειν τινά τοῦ ἑτέρου φανῆναι δεύτερον; Ποῦ τῶν συγγενῶν ἡ προσπάθεια; Ποῦ τῶν πρός ἡμᾶς παραγενομένων κοσμικῶν καί ἀρχόντων ἡ περιφάνεια, δι᾿ ὧν οἴομαι καί δοκῶ πρῶτος ἐγώ ὁ ταλαίπωρος τῶν ἄλλων περιφανέστερος γίνεσθαι; Ποῦ ἡ δοκοῦσα φρόνησις τῶν περιφανῶν ἐν τῇ γνώσει καί τῇ σοφίᾳ τοῦ κόσμου; Ποῦ ἡ οἴησις καί τό δοκεῖν εἶναί τι, μηδέν ὄντων ἡμῶν; Ποῦ ἡ εὔστροφος τότε γλῶσσα καί τά ὡς ἀπό πηγῆς ῥητορεύματα; Ποῦ τότε, μᾶλλον δέ νῦν, σοφός, ποῦ γραμματεύς, ποῦ συζητητής τοῦ αἰῶνος τούτου, ἵνα ἐπανιών ἔλθῃ καί καθεσθῶμεν ἅμα καί περί τῆς φοβερᾶς ἡμέρας καί ὥρας ἐκείνης συμβουλευσώμεθα καί πάντα κάλων - τό δή λεγόμενον ἐν ἑαυτοῖς ἡμῖν καί ἐν ταῖς θείας Γραφαῖς κινήσαντες καί ἀκριβῶς ἐρευνήσαντες, διδαχθῶμεν ἐκεῖθεν καί μάθωμεν τί ἐστιν, ὅ ἡμᾶς ὠφελῆσαι ἰσχύσει τότε, κἀκεῖνο πολλῇ τῇ σπουδῇ ἐκλεξώμεθα;

Ὄντως, ἀδελφοί μου ἀγαπητοί, ὡς πᾶσα Γραφή διαρρήδην βοᾷ, μεγάλη ἀνάγκη, μέγας φόβος καί (384) τρόμος λήψεται ἐν τῇ ὥρᾳ ἐκείνῃ τούς κατ᾿ ἐμέ ῥᾳθύμους καί χαύνους καί ὀκνηρούς. Μακάριος δέ ἐστιν, ἀδελφοί, ὁ ὑποκάτω πάσης κτίσεως κείμενος νῦν, πενθῶν τε καί κλαίων νύκτα καί ἡμέραν ἐνώπιον τοῦ Θεοῦ, ὅτι ἐκ δεξιῶν αὐτοῦ ἐστολισμένος τότε σταθήσεται. Μακάριος ὁ ταῦτα ἀκούων καί μή μόνον στενάζων, μηδέ ἡμέραν ἐξ ἡμέρας ἀναβαλλόμενος παρατρέχει τόν χρόνον αὐτοῦ τῆς ζωῆς ἀνωφελῶς, ἀλλ᾿ ὁ ἅμα τῷ ἀκοῦσαι τοῦ Κυρίου λέγοντος, "Μετανοεῖτε! ", εὐθύς τοῦ ἔργου ἀρχόμενος. Ὁ τοιοῦτος γάρ ὡς ὑπήκοος καί εὐγνώμων δοῦλος ἐλεηθήσεται καί οὐχί μετά τῶν ἀνηκόων κατακριθήσεται, καί νῦν μέν ἐκ πάντων ἀπαλλαγήσεται τῶν παθῶν, πασῶν δέ τῶν ἀρετῶν ἐργάτης γενήσεται δόκιμος, ἐν δέ τῷ αἰῶνι τῷ μέλλοντι κατατρυφήσει τῶν ἀπορρήτων ἀγαθῶν τοῦ Θεοῦ μετά πάντων τῶν ἀπ᾿ αἰῶνος εὐαρεστησάντων αὐτῷ, ὧν γένοιτο πάντας ἡμᾶς ἐπιτυχεῖν χάριτι τοῦ Κυρίου ἡμῶν Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ, ᾧ ἡ δόξα εἰς τούς αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων. Ἀμήν.

Λόγος Λ΄. (385)

Περί μετανοίας καί ἀρχῆς ἐπαινετοῦ βίου, ὅπως δεῖ τόν μετανοῦντα καθ᾿ ἑκάστην ποιεῖν. Ἐν ᾧ καί περί δακρύων ἅμα καί κατανύξεως. Ἀδελφοί μου ἀγαπητοί, ἀκούσατέ μου τῶν λόγων τήν δύναμιν καί ὡς εἰς

ἀγαθήν οὖσαν ὑμῖν συμβουλήν προσδέξασθε ἀσμένως αὐτήν καί ποιῆσαι προθυμήθητε εἰς κοινήν ἐμοῦ τε καί ὑμῶν ὠφέλειαν. Οὕτω γάρ κατά βραχύ διά τῶν δοκούντων μικρῶν βαδίζοντες, ἐπί τά τελεώτερα προκόπτοντες ἀνερχόμεθα καί ἄνδρες γινόμεθα τέλειοι ἐν Χριστῷ.

Ὁ δέ σκοπός τοῦ λόγου ἐστί τοιοῦτος· ἐξερχόμενοι τῆς ἐκκλησίας μή ἄρξησθε μετεωρίζεσθαι εἰς μάταια καί ἀνωφελῆ, ἵνα μή ἐλθών ὁ διάβολος καί ἐν τούτοις ἐνασχολουμένους εὑρίσκων ὑμᾶς, ὥσπερ τις εὐθύς κορώνη τόν κόκκον τοῦ σίτου ἐκ τοῦ πεδίου πρίν ἤ ὑπό τήν γῆν καλυφθῆναι αἴρουσα πέταται, οὕτω καί αὐτός ἄρῃ τήν μνήμην τῶν λόγων τούτων τῆς κατηχήσεως ἐκ τῆς καρδίας ὑμῶν καί πάλιν διαμείνητε κοῦφοι καί κενοί τῆς σωτηρίου διδασκαλίας· ἀλλά εἰ μέν τις ἐξ ὑμῶν ἐργόχειρον ἤ διακονίαν ἐπετράπη ποιεῖν καί ἐργάζεσθαι, ἀπελθέτω κάτω νεύων (386) καί προσέχων ἑαυτῷ, ἐργαζόμενος δέ καί διακονῶν λεγέτω ἐν ἑαυτῷ·

"Ὤ πόσας ἡμέρας παρῆλθον καί χρόνους τῆς ζωῆς μου μετεωριζόμενος ὁ ἄθλιος καί γελῶν! Ὤ πῶς ἐματαιώθην ἀκούων μέχρι τοῦ νῦν τάς θείας Γραφάς καί μή