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Let us persuade ourselves that we have sinned; let us not say it with the tongue only, but also with the mind; let us not only call ourselves sinners, but let us also consider our sins, recounting each one by kind. I do not say to you, Make a public show of yourself, nor accuse yourself before others, but I advise you to obey the prophet who says: Reveal your way to the Lord. Confess these things before God, confess your sins before the judge, praying, if not with the tongue, then with the memory, and so count yourself worthy to be shown mercy. If you keep your sins continually in your memory, you will never bear a grudge against your neighbor. I do not say this, if you are persuaded that you are a sinner; this cannot humble 63.217 the soul as much as the sins themselves, examined in and of themselves, and according to kind. You will not bear a grudge, having these things always in your memory, you will not be angry, you will not revile, you will not think great things of yourself, you will not fall again into the same things; you will be more zealous for what is good. 4. Do you see how many good things are born from the memory of sins? Let us inscribe them, therefore, in our minds. I know that the soul does not endure so bitter a memory; but let us compel it and force it. It is better for it to be stung by the memory now, than by the punishment at that time. Now, if you are mindful of them, and continually offer them to God, and pray for them, you will quickly blot them out; but if you forget them now, then you will be reminded of them even unwillingly, when they are brought into the midst before the whole world, and made a public show before all, both friends and enemies and angels. For he did not say to David only, What you did in secret, I will make manifest to all, but also to all of us. You feared men, he says, and you were ashamed of God more; and when God was watching you did not care, but you had respect for men; For the eyes of men, he says, this is their fear. For this reason you will pay the penalty before these very ones; for I will convict you, placing your sins under the eyes of all. For that this is true, and that on that day the sins of all of us will be made a public show, if we do not now destroy them by constant remembrance, hear how the cruelty and inhumanity of those who did not show mercy here is made a public show. I was hungry, he says, and you gave me no food. When are these things said? In a corner? In a secret place? By no means, but when? When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and gathers all the nations, when he separates these from those, then in the hearing of all he will say, placing them on his right and on his left: I was hungry, and you gave me no food. See again also the five virgins hearing before all, I do not know you. For the five, and the five, do not signify the number five only, but all the wicked and cruel and inhuman virgins, and those who are not such. So also he who buried the one talent heard before all, both those who brought the five, and those who brought the two: You wicked and lazy servant. Not by words only, but also by deeds he convicts them then; just as the evangelist says, They will look on him whom they have pierced. For the resurrection of all will be at the same time, both of sinners and of the righteous; at the same time he will be present judging 63.218 all. Consider then who will be at that time those in dejection, those in pain, those being dragged to the fire, while others are being crowned. Come, he says, you blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; and again, Depart from me into the fire prepared for the devil and his angels. Let us not simply hear the words, but let us also picture them with our sight, and let us suppose that he is now present, and saying these things, and that we are being led away to that fire. What soul shall we have? What comfort? And what, when we are cut in two? And what, when we are accused of plunder? What excuse shall we have to say? What specious reason? None; but of necessity, bound, with heads bowed, we shall be dragged to the mouths of the furnaces, to the river of fire,

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Πείθωμεν ἑαυτοὺς ὅτι ἡμάρτομεν· μὴ τῇ γλώττῃ λέγωμεν μόνον, ἀλλὰ καὶ τῇ διανοίᾳ· μὴ ἁμαρτωλοὺς καλῶμεν ἑαυτοὺς μόνον, ἀλλὰ καὶ τὰ ἁμαρτήματα ἀναλογιζώμεθα, κατ' εἶδος ἕκαστον ἀναλέγοντες. Οὐ λέγω σοι, Ἐκπόμπευσον σαυτὸν, οὐδὲ παρὰ τοῖς ἄλλοις κατηγόρησον, ἀλλὰ πείθεσθαι συμβουλεύω τῷ προφήτῃ λέγοντι· Ἀποκάλυψον πρὸς Κύριον τὴν ὁδόν σου. Ἐπὶ τοῦ Θεοῦ ταῦτα ὁμολόγησον, ἐπὶ τοῦ δικαστοῦ ὁμολόγει τὰ ἁμαρτήματα, εὐχόμενος, εἰ καὶ μὴ τῇ γλώττῃ, ἀλλὰ τῇ μνήμῃ, καὶ οὕτως ἀξίου ἐλεηθῆναι. Ἂν ἔχῃς τὰ ἁμαρτήματα διηνεκῶς ἐν τῇ μνήμῃ, οὐδέποτε τῷ πλησίον μνησικακήσεις. Οὐ τοῦτο δὲ λέγω, ἐὰν ᾖς πεπεισμένος σαυτὸν ἁμαρτωλὸν εἶναι· οὐχ οὕτω τοῦτο δύναται ταπεινῶσαι 63.217 ψυχὴν, ὡς αὐτὰ ἐφ' ἑαυτῶν τὰ ἁμαρτήματα, καὶ κατ' εἶδος ἐξεταζόμενα. Οὐ μνησικακήσεις, ταῦτα δι' ὅλου ἔχων ἐν τῇ μνήμῃ, οὐκ ὀργισθήσῃ, οὐ λοιδορήσεις, οὐ φρονήσεις μέγα, οὐ περιπεσῇ πάλιν τοῖς αὐτοῖς· σφοδρότερος ἔσῃ πρὸς τὰ ἀγαθά. δʹ. Ὁρᾷς ὅσα ἀπὸ τῆς μνήμης τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων τίκτεται καλά; Ἐγγράφωμεν τοίνυν αὐτὰ εἰς τὰς διανοίας ἡμῶν. Οἶδα ὅτι οὐκ ἀνέχεται ἡ ψυχὴ τῆς μνήμης τῆς οὕτω πικρᾶς· ἀλλὰ ἀναγκάζωμεν αὐτὴν καὶ βιαζώμεθα. Βέλτιον δάκνεσθαι αὐτὴν τῇ μνήμῃ νῦν, ἢ κατ' ἐκεῖνον τὸν καιρὸν τῇ τιμωρίᾳ. Νῦν, ἐὰν ᾖς αὐτῶν μεμνημένος, καὶ συνεχῶς αὐτὰς προσφέρῃς τῷ Θεῷ, καὶ ὑπὲρ αὐτῶν δέῃ, ταχέως ἐξαλείψεις αὐτάς· ἐὰν δὲ νῦν ἐπιλάθη, τότε αὐτῶν ἀναμνησθήσῃ καὶ ἄκων, ἐπὶ τῆς οἰκουμένης ἁπάσης εἰς μέσον φερομένων αὐτῶν, καὶ ἐκπομπευομένων ἐπὶ πάντων, καὶ φίλων καὶ ἐχθρῶν καὶ ἀγγέλων. Οὐ γὰρ δὴ πρὸς ∆αυῒδ ἔλεγε μόνον, Ἃ σὺ ἐν κρυφῇ ἐποίησας, ἐγὼ ποιήσω πᾶσι κατάδηλα, ἀλλὰ καὶ πρὸς πάντας ἡμᾶς. Ἐφοβήθης ἀνθρώπους, φησὶ, καὶ ᾐσχύνθης τοῦ Θεοῦ πλέον· καὶ τοῦ Θεοῦ ὁρῶντος οὐκ ἐφρόντισας, ἀλλὰ τοὺς ἀνθρώπους ᾐδέσθης· Οἱ ὀφθαλμοὶ γὰρ, φησὶ, τῶν ἀνθρώπων, τοῦτο ὁ φόβος αὐτῶν. ∆ιὰ τοῦτο ἐπὶ τούτων αὐτῶν δώσεις δίκην· ἐλέγξω γάρ σε, ὑπὸ τοῖς ἁπάντων ὀφθαλμοῖς τιθείς σου τὰ ἁμαρτήματα. Ὅτι γὰρ τοῦτό ἐστιν ἀληθὲς, καὶ κατ' ἐκείνην τὴν ἡμέραν πάντων ἡμῶν ἐκπομπεύεται τὰ ἁμαρτήματα, ἐὰν μὴ νῦν αὐτὰ τῇ συνεχεῖ μνήμῃ ἀφανίσωμεν, ἄκουσον πῶς ἐκπομπεύεται ἡ ὠμότης καὶ ἡ ἀπανθρωπία τῶν ἐνταῦθα μὴ ἐλεησάντων. Ἐπείνασα, φησὶ, καὶ οὐκ ἐδώκατέ μοι φαγεῖν. Πότε ταῦτα λέγεται; ἆρα ἐν γωνίᾳ· ἆρα ἐν παραβύστῳ; Οὐδαμῶς, ἀλλὰ πότε; Ὅταν ἔλθῃ ὁ Υἱὸς τοῦ ἀνθρώπου ἐν τῇ δόξῃ αὐτοῦ, καὶ πάντα τὰ ἔθνη συναγάγῃ, ὅταν ἀφορίσῃ τούτους κἀκείνους, τότε πάντων ἀκουόντων ἐρεῖ, στήσας ἐκ δεξιῶν καὶ ἐξ εὐωνύμων· Ἐπείνασα, καὶ οὐκ ἐδώκατέ μοι φαγεῖν. Ὅρα πάλιν καὶ τὰς πέντε παρθένους ἐπὶ πάντων ἀκουούσας, Οὐκ οἶδα ὑμᾶς. Αἱ γὰρ πέντε, καὶ πέντε, οὐχὶ τὸν ἀριθμὸν δηλοῦσι τῶν πέντε μόνον, ἀλλὰ πάσας τὰς πονηρὰς καὶ ὠμοὺς καὶ ἀπανθρώπους τῶν παρθένων, καὶ τὰς μὴ τοιαύτας. Οὕτω καὶ ὁ τὸ ἓν τάλαντον κατορύξας, ἤκουσεν ἐπὶ πάντων, καὶ τῶν τὰ πέντε, καὶ τῶν τὰ δύο προσενεγκόντων· Πονηρὲ δοῦλε καὶ ὀκνηρέ. Οὐ διὰ ῥημάτων μόνον, ἀλλὰ καὶ διὰ πραγμάτων τότε ἐλέγχει αὐτούς· καθάπερ καὶ ὁ εὐαγγελιστής φησιν, Ὄψονται εἰς ὃν ἐξεκέντησαν. Ὁμοῦ γὰρ ἡ ἀνάστασις ἔσται πάντων, καὶ ἁμαρτωλῶν καὶ δικαίων· ὁμοῦ παρέσται κρίνων 63.218 ἅπασιν. Ἐννόησον οὖν τίνες ἔσονται τότε οἱ ἐν κατηφείᾳ, οἱ ἐν ὀδύνῃ, οἱ ἑλκόμενοι εἰς τὸ πῦρ, στεφανουμένων ἑτέρων. ∆εῦτε, φησὶν, οἱ εὐλογημένοι τοῦ Πατρός μου, κληρονομήσατε τὴν ἡτοιμασμένην ὑμῖν βασιλείαν ἀπὸ καταβολῆς κόσμου· καὶ πάλιν, Ἀπέλθετε ἀπ' ἐμοῦ εἰς τὸ πῦρ τὸ ἡτοιμασμένον τῷ διαβόλῳ καὶ τοῖς ἀγγέλοις αὐτοῦ. Μὴ ἁπλῶς τῶν ῥημάτων ἀκούωμεν, ἀλλ' ὑπογράψωμεν αὐτὰ καὶ τῇ ὄψει, καὶ νομίσωμεν νῦν παρεῖναι αὐτὸν, καὶ λέγειν ταῦτα, καὶ ἀπάγεσθαι ἡμᾶς εἰς τὸ πῦρ ἐκεῖνο. Τίνα ἕξομεν ψυχήν; ποίαν παραμυθίαν; Τί δὲ, ὅταν διχοτομώμεθα; τί δὲ, ὅταν ὑπὲρ ἁρπαγῆς ἐγκαλώμεθα; ποίαν ἕξομεν εἰπεῖν πρόφασιν; τίνα λόγον εὐπρόσωπον; Οὐδένα· ἀλλ' ἀνάγκη δεσμουμένους, κάτω νεύοντας, σύρεσθαι πρὸς τὰ τῶν καμίνων στόματα, πρὸς τὸν ποταμὸν τοῦ πυρὸς,