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him, as the prophet you received within you, (374) if as leaping and speaking water you drank the Master's blood, if you have experienced none of these things at all in vision and participation, how do you think you have become a partaker of life? And how do you think you can touch the unapproachable fire, or how do you suppose you can partake wholly of the eternal light? This has by no means happened to you, who are insensitive to such things, but the light shines upon you while you are blind, the fire warms you, but has not touched you, life has overshadowed you, but has not been united to you, the living water has passed through your soul as through a channel, because it did not find a reception worthy of itself. Thus, therefore, receiving and thus touching the untouchable and seeming to eat, you remain not receiving, not eating, having absolutely nothing within yourself. For the unapproachable Word, the bread that comes down from heaven, is not comprehended by the senses, but rather he himself comprehends and touches and is united without confusion to those who are worthy and well-prepared for his reception. If you celebrate thus, and thus partake of the divine mysteries, your whole life will be one festival, and not a festival, but an occasion for a festival and one Pascha, the passage and departure from visible things to intelligible things, where every shadow and every type and the present symbols cease and we, being pure, will purely enjoy the most pure sacrifice eternally, in God the Father and the consubstantial Spirit, always seeing Christ and being seen by him, being with Christ, reigning with Christ, than whom there is nothing greater in the kingdom of heaven, to whom is due all glory, honor, and worship, with the Father and his all-holy and life-giving Spirit, now and ever and unto the endless ages of ages, amen.

DISCOURSE XV (375)

On stillness and what sort of work one who manfully perseveres in it ought to practice. Being eager to say a few things concerning the most perfect of virtues, I beseech you, open your ears to me, you who love the measure of this virtue and are preparing to ascend to its height through progress and the step-by-step ascent of the other virtues, that is, by applying your mind with attention to what is said, so that, having been taught its work by this discourse, you may hasten, desiring its worthiness and its wealth, to present yourselves as worthy for its reception and practice. I shall begin from here and I shall make the beginning of the discourse in brief as follows for the lover of this virtue. Therefore, let the one who practices stillness and sits alone in a cell be like the protomartyr Thekla. For she, sitting at the window and paying attention to the teaching of Paul, that is, having departed from worldly affairs and bodily needs (for she did not move away, it says, but like a spider stuck to the window she did not get up either to eat or to drink, but was listening to Paul), she pursued him when he departed, resorting to flight alone and leaving parents and fiancé and all things, she sought him and, longing for him, ran after him, not enduring to think of anyone else at all (376) except Paul. For so much did the desire for Paul take hold of her, that, rolling about on the place where Paul sat teaching, she would kiss the ground on which his feet stood. Let none of these things seem to you to have been said idly; but if you have not found it, seek and you will find.

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αὐτόν, ὡς ὁ προφήτης ἐδέξω ἐντός σου, (374) εἰ ὡς ὕδωρ ἁλλόμενον καί λαλοῦν τό δεσποτικόν ἔπιες αἷμα, εἰ οὐδέν οὐδαμῶς τούτων ἐν θεωρίᾳ καί μεθέξει ἐγένου, πῶς οἴει τῆς ζωῆς κοινωνός γεγονέναι; Πῶς δέ νομίζεις ἅψασθαι τοῦ ἀπροσίτου πυρός, ἤ πῶς ὅλος μεταλαβεῖν ὑπολαμβάνεις τοῦ ἀϊδίου φωτός; Οὔμενουν οὐδαμῶς τοῦτό σοι γέγονε, τῷ περί τά τοιαῦτα ἀνεπαισθήτως ἔχοντι ἀλλά τό φῶς σε καταλάμπει ὄντα τυφλόν, θερμαίνει δέ σε τό πῦρ, οὐχ ἥψατο δέ, ἡ ζωή ἐπεσκίασεν, οὐχ ἡνώθη σοι δέ, τό ζῶν ὕδωρ διῆλθεν ὡς διά ῥύακος τῆς σῆς ψυχῆς, ἐπειδή ἀξίαν ἑαυτοῦ οὐχ εὗρεν ὑποδοχήν. Οὕτως οὖν λαμβάνων καί οὕτως ἁπτόμενος τῶν ἀψαύστων καί δοκῶν ἐσθίειν, μένεις μή λαμβάνων, μή ἐσθίων, μηδέν ὅλως ἔχων ἐν σεαυτῷ. Ὁ γάρ ἀπρόσιτος Λόγος, ὁ ἄρτος ὁ ἐκ τοῦ οὐρανοῦ καταβαίνων, οὐ περιλαμβάνεται αἰσθητῶς, ἀλλά συμπεριλαμβάνει μᾶλλον αὐτός καί ἅπτεται καί ἀσυγχύτως ἑνοῦται τοῖς ἀξίοις καί καλῶς εὐτρεπισμένοις πρός ὑποδοχήν τήν αὐτοῦ. Ἐάν οὕτω μέν ἑορτάζῃς, οὕτω δέ καί τῶν θείων μυστηρίων μεταλαμβάνῃς, ἔσται σοι ἅπας ὁ βίος ἑορτή μία, καί οὐδέ ἑορτή, ἀλλά ἑορτῆς ἀφορμή καί Πάσχα ἕν, ἡ ἐκ τῶν ὁρωμένων πρός τά νοούμενα μετάβασις καί ἐκχώρησις, ἔνθα πᾶσα σκιά καί ἅπας τύπος καί τά νῦν σύμβολα καταπαύουσι καί καθαροί καθαρῶς τοῦ καθαρωτάτου θύματος αἰωνίως ἐπαπολαύσομεν, ἐν Πατρί Θεῷ καί ὁμοουσίῳ τῷ Πνεύματι, Χριστόν ἀεί βλέποντες καί βλεπόμενοι πρός αὐτοῦ, Χριστῷ συνόντες, Χριστῷ συμβασιλεύοντες, οὗ μεῖζον οὐδέν ἐν τῇ βασιλείᾳ τῶν οὐρανῶν, ᾧ πρέπει πᾶσα δόξα, τιμή καί προσκύνησις σύν τῷ Πατρί καί τῷ παναγίῳ καί ζωοποιῷ αὐτοῦ Πνεύματι νῦν καί ἀεί καί εἰς τούς ἀτελευτήτους αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων ἀμήν.

ΛΟΓΟΣ ΙΕ΄ (375)

Περί ἡσυχίας καί ὁποίας ἐργασίας ὀφείλει ἔχεσθαι ὁ ἐν ταύτῃ ἀνδρείως προσκαρτερῶν. Περί τῆς τελεωτέρας τῶν ἀρετῶν ὀλίγα τινά προθυμούμενος εἰπεῖν, δέομαι ὑμῶν, ἀνοίξατέ μοι τά ὦτα, οἱ τοῦ μέτρου ταύτης ἐρῶντες καί εἰς τό ὕψος αὐτῆς διά τῆς προκοπῆς καί τῆς τῶν λοιπῶν ἀρετῶν καθ᾿ ὁδόν ἀναβάσεως ἀνελθεῖν προετοιμαζόμενοι, τόν νοῦν δηλαδή ἐφιστῶντες τῇ προσοχῇ τῶν λεγομένων, ἵνα, τό ἔργον αὐτῆς διδαχθέντες ὑπό τοῦ λόγου, σπεύσητε, τῆς ἀξίας ἐφιέμενοι αὐτῆς καί τοῦ πλούτου, ἀξίους ἑαυτούς παραστῆσαι εἰς τήν ὑποδοχήν καί τήν ἐργασίαν αὐτῆς. Ἄρξομαι δέ ἐντεῦθεν καί τοῦ λόγου τήν ἀρχήν τοιαύτην τῷ ταύτης ἐραστῇ ἐν ἐπιτόμῳ ποιήσομαι. Γενέσθω τοιγαροῦν ὁ ἡσυχάζων καί ἐν κελλίῳ μόνος καθήμενος ὡς ἡ πρωτομάρτυς Θέκλα αὕτη γάρ ἐπί τῆς θυρίδος καθημένη καί τῇ διδασκαλίᾳ τοῦ Παύλου προσέχουσα, τῶν κοσμικῶν δηλονότι ἐκστᾶσα πραγμάτων καί τῶν σωματικῶν ἀναγκῶν (οὐ γάρ ἀφίστατο, φησίν, ἀλλά δίκην ἀράχνης προσκολληθεῖσα τῇ θυρίδι οὔτε πρός τό φαγεῖν οὔτε πρός τό πιεῖν ἐξανίστατο, ἀλλ᾿ ἦν ἐπακροωμένη τοῦ Παύλου), ὑποχωρήσαντα αὐτόν κατεδίωκεν, μόνη φυγῇ χρησαμένη καί γονεῖς καί μνηστῆρα καί ἅπαντα λιποῦσα, ἐκεῖνον ἐζήτει καί ποθοῦσα κατέτρεχε, μή ἀνεχομένη ἑτέρου τινός ἐπιμνησθῆναι καθόλου (376) πλήν Παύλου. Τοσοῦτον γάρ αὐτῆς ὁ τοῦ Παύλου πόθος ἐκράτησεν, ὥστε, κυλινδουμένη ἐπί τοῦ τόπου οὗ ὁ Παῦλος διδάσκων ἐκάθητο, κατεφίλει τό ἔδαφος ἐν ᾧ ἵσταντο οἱ πόδες αὐτοῦ. Μηδέν σοι τούτων παρέργως εἰρῆσθαι δόξῃ ἀλλ᾿ εἰ μή εὗρες, ζήτησον καί εὑρήσεις.