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Let him become, if he wishes, also as the harlot, mentally holding and kissing the feet of the Lord and wetting them with tears, looking to no one else but to the one who is able to forgive his sins. Let him become also as the maidservant, whose eyes are on the hands of her mistress, himself also gazing steadfastly on the hands of his Lord and God. Let him become also as a bride, lying down in union with the bridegroom Christ and rising with him to eternal life, or rather, always remaining in him and carrying him who remains in him. Let him become, if he is able, also as one of the rulers standing by the earthly king inside his bedchamber, conversing with him in a friendly and mystical way, speaking face to face with his Master. Let the one who is still become as those who went up with Jesus on Mount Tabor and beheld the flashing radiance and the change of his garments and the light of his face, who, having seen the bright cloud and heard the paternal voice saying, “This is my beloved Son,” being amazed, fell prostrate on their face, so that he too might be able to say as Peter, “Lord, it is good for us to be here. Let us make three tabernacles, for you and for your Father and for your Holy Spirit, for the one kingdom, for an eternal dwelling for soul and body and mind, making these new by purification (377) and by the variety of virtues building them up on high.” Or, as those then sitting in the upper room in Jerusalem, let him also await the power from on high, or even receive the Paraclete who has come, as they did, and be thought by carnal men to be full of new wine, and be considered by them as one who boasts and is lifted up beyond his nature, because he brings forth new things and interprets old teachings and speaks in tongues and refutes the words of those opposed to the teaching of the Spirit. Let him become also as Moses on the top of the mountain, having gone up alone and himself entering into the cloud and being hidden from the eyes of the others; who, if he becomes such, will see not only the back parts, but God will be manifested knowingly to his face, and, seeing God alone and being seen by him and hearing his voice, he will first be initiated into the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven and then he will legislate for others; he will be enlightened, and he will enlighten others with the light of knowledge; he will receive mercy, then he will show mercy. This man asks and receives, and having received, he imparts to those who ask him; he is loosed from the bond of evils and looses others, and then himself thus. Let the one who is rightly still become as those within, the doors having been shut for fear of the Jews, sitting, and having beheld Jesus entering, or rather, as being everywhere and co-existing within him, let him, having asked, receive him who gives peace, but let him also receive him who breathes the Holy Spirit with fear and trembling. Let him look (378) carefully and handle well with the spiritual hands of the mind and with the senses of the soul, if it is he himself who is God over all. For he will not be indignant at being curiously examined by him, but, accepting his praiseworthy timidity, may say some such things to him: “Why are you troubled, and why do thoughts arise in your heart? Peace to you; it is I, do not be afraid. Behold the glory of my divinity; touch and know that it is I myself. Taste and see that the one who is darkness and transforms himself into an angel of light in fantasy and not in truth possesses neither kindness and sweetness and joy and freedom and a calm state and spiritual perception and illumination of the soul, nor will he produce them in you, as you behold me who am both and who am working them in you.”

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Γενέσθω, εἰ βούληται, καί ὡς πόρνη, τούς πόδας τοῦ Κυρίου νοερῶς κρατῶν καί φιλῶν καί βρέχων τοῖς δάκρυσι, πρός μηδένα ἄλλον ἀποβλέπων εἰ μή πρός τόν τάς ἁμαρτίας αὐτοῦ ἀφιέναι δυνάμενον. Γενέσθω καί ὡς ἡ παιδίσκη, ἧς οἱ ὀφθαλμοί εἰς χεῖρας τῆς κυρίας αὐτῆς, ἀσκαρδαμυκτί καί αὐτός ἀτενίζων εἰς χεῖρας τοῦ Κυρίου καί Θεοῦ αὐτοῦ. Γενέσθω καί ὡς νύμφη, τῷ νυμφίῳ Χριστῷ τῇ ἑνώσει συγκοιταζόμενος καί συνανιστάμενος τῇ αἰωνίῳ ζωῇ, μᾶλλον δέ ἀεί ἐν αὐτῷ μένων καί αὐτόν μένοντα ἐν αὐτῷ περιφέρων. Γενέσθω, εἰ δύναται, καί ὡς εἷς τῶν παρισταμένων ἀρχόντων τῷ ἐπιγείῳ βασιλεῖ ἔνδον ἐν τῷ κοιτῶνι αὐτοῦ, φιλικῶς αὐτῷ καί μυστικῶς προσομιλῶν, προσώπῳ πρός πρόσωπον συλλαλῶν τῷ ∆εσπότῃ αὐτοῦ. Γενέσθω ὁ ἡσυχάζων ὡς οἱ ἐπί τοῦ ὄρους Θαβώρ συνανελθόντες τῷ Ἰησοῦ καί τήν ἀστράψασαν αἴγλην καί τήν ἐναλλαγήν τῶν ἱματίων αὐτοῦ καί τό φῶς τοῦ προσώπου αὐτοῦ θεασάμενοι, οἵ τήν νεφέλην ἰδόντες τήν φωτεινήν καί τήν φωνήν ἀκηκοότες τήν πατρικήν λέγουσαν «Οὗτός ἐστιν ὁ Υἱός μου ὁ ἀγαπητός», ἐκπλαγέντες πρηνεῖς ἐπί πρόσωπον ἔπεσον, ἵνα καί αὐτός εἰπεῖν δυνηθῇ ὡς ὁ Πέτρος «Κύριε, καλόν ἐστιν ἡμᾶς ὧδε εἶναι. Ποιήσωμεν τρεῖς σκηνάς, σοί καί τῷ Πατρί σου καί τῷ Ἁγίῳ σου Πνεύματι, τῇ μιᾷ βασιλείᾳ, εἰς κατοικίαν αἰώνιον ψυχήν καί σῶμα καί νοῦν, καινοποιοῦντες ταῦτα τῇ καθάρσει (377) καί τῇ τῶν ἀρετῶν ποικιλία ἐποικοδομοῦντες εἰς ὕψος». Ἤ, ὡς οἱ ἐν Ἱερουσαλήμ ἐν τῷ ὑπερῴῳ τότε καθήμενοι, καί αὐτός τήν ἐξ ὕψους δύναμιν ἐκδεχόμενος, ἤ καί ἐπελθόντα τόν Παράκλητον ὡς ἐκεῖνοι δεξάμενος καί ὡς μεμεστωμένος γλεύκους τοῖς σαρκικοῖς νομιζόμενος καί ὡς κομπάζων καί ὑπέρ τήν ἑαυτοῦ φύσιν κατεπαιρόμενος αὐτοῖς λογιζόμενος, διά τό καινά ἐκφέρειν καί δειρμηνεύειν διδάγματα παλαιά καί λαλεῖν γλώσσαις καί ἀνατρέπειν τούς λόγους τῶν ἀντιδιατιθεμένων τῇ διδασκαλίᾳ τοῦ Πνεύματος. Γενέσθω καί ὡς Μωϋσῆς ἐπί τῆς κορυφῆς τοῦ ὄρους, μόνος ἄνω γενόμενος καί εἴσω τῆς νεφέλης καί αὐτός εἰσερχόμενος καί ἀπό τῶν ὀφθαλμῶν τῶν ἄλλων ἀποκρυπτόμενος ὅς, εἰ τοιοῦτος γένηται, οὐ τά ὀπίσθια μόνον ἴδῃ, ἀλλά τῷ προσώπῳ γνωστῶς ἐμφανισθήσεται τοῦ Θεοῦ καί, αὐτόν τόν Θεόν μόνος ὁρῶν καί παρ᾿ ἐκείνου ὁρώμενος καί τῆς ἐκείνου ἀκούων φωνῆς, μυσταγωγηθήσεται πρῶτον τά μυστήρια τῆς βασιλείας τῶν οὐρανῶν καί εἶθ᾿ οὕτως ἄλλοις νομοθετήσει φωτισθήσεται, καί ἄλλους τῷ φωτί φωτίσει τῆς γνώσεως ἐλεηθήσεται, ἔπειτα ἐλεήσει. Οὗτος αἰτεῖ καί λαμβάνει καί λαβών μεταδίδωσι τοῖς αἰτοῦσιν αὐτόν λύεται τοῦ δεσμοῦ τῶν κακῶν καί λύει ἄλλους εἶθ᾿ οὕτως αὐτός. Γενέσθω ὁ καλῶς ἡσυχάζων ὡς οἱ ἔνδον, κεκλεισμένων τῶν θυρῶν διά τόν φόβον τῶν Ἰουδαίων, καθήμενοι καί τόν Ἰησοῦν εἰσελθόντα, μᾶλλον δέ ὡς πανταχοῦ ὄντα καί συνυπάρχοντα ἔνδον αὐτῷ, θεασάμενος, τήν εἰρήνην διδόντα αἰτησάμενος λαβέτω, ἀλλά καί Πνεῦμα Ἅγιον ἐμφυσῶντα ὑποδεχέσθω μετά φόβου καί τρόμου. Βλεπέτω (378) δέ ἀκριβῶς καί ψηλαφισάτω καλῶς ταῖς νοεραῖς χερσί τοῦ νοός καί ταῖς αἰσθήσεσει τῆς ψυχῆς, εἰ αὐτό ἐκεῖνός ἐστιν ὁ ἐπί πάντων Θεός. Οὐ γάρ ἀγανακτήσει παρ᾿ αὐτοῦ πολυπραγμονούμενος, ἀλλά, ἀποδεξάμενος αὐτοῦ τήν ἐπαινουμένην δειλίαν, τοιαῦτά τινα εἴπῃ πρός αὐτόν «Τί τεταραγμένος εἶ καί διά τί διαλογισμοί ἀναβαίνουσιν ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ σου; Εἰρήνη σοι ἐγώ εἰμι, μή φοβοῦ. Ἰδέ μου τήν τῆς θεότητος δόξαν ψηλάφησον καί γνῶθι ὅτι αὐτός ἐγώ εἰμί γεῦσαι καί ἰδέ ὅτι ὁ σκότος ὤν καί εἰς ἄγγελον φωτός ἐν φαντασίᾳ καί οὐκ ἀληθείᾳ μετασχηματιζόμενος χρηστότητα καί γλυκύτητα καί χαράν καί ἐλευθερίαν καί γαληνιαῖαν κατάστασιν καί αἴσθησιν νοεράν καί φωτισμόν ψυχῆς οὔτε ἔχει, οὔτε μήν ἐμποιήσει σοι, καθώς ἐμέ θεωρεῖς τά ἀμφότερα ὄντα καί ἐν σοί αὐτά ἐργαζόμενον».