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to do all things that lead us to humility} but holy humility and its other properties, its charisms and its energies, are a gift of God and not from us, of which no one will ever be deemed worthy, unless he first sows well the seeds that are within his power.

$β'. It is one thing not to be indignant in the midst of dishonor and insults and in temptations and afflictions, and another to be well-pleased in them, and yet another to pray for those who do these things to us} and another to love them from the soul} and beyond these, another to mentally picture the face of each (410) one of them and dispassionately to embrace them as genuine friends with tears of sincere love, with no trace of any aversion at all, of course, being found then in the soul. But greater than these things we have mentioned is when, even at the very time of the temptations, one has an equal and similar, unchangeable disposition toward those who revile him to his face and slander and criticize and condemn and insult and spit on him, and indeed also toward those who outwardly behave with a pretense of friendship, but secretly commit similar acts, and do not escape notice. And again, I consider incomparably greater than these things is for one to be in complete forgetfulness of whatever he might have suffered, and neither when those who afflicted him are absent nor present to remember any of the things that happened, but to receive them also, just like friends, without thinking of the events, both in conversations and at meals together.

$γ'. To remember God is not the same as to love God} nor is to fear him the same as to keep his commandments} for these are one thing and those are another, yet both belong to the perfect and dispassionate.

$δ'. Sinlessness is one thing, and the practice of the commandments is another} for the latter belongs to those who are struggling and living according to the gospel, but the first belongs only to those who have acquired the first dispassion.

$ε'. Not everything that is idleness is also stillness} nor is everything that is stillness, also silence} these are one thing, and that another. For the first belongs to those who do not wish to know what the participation in the good things of God is, nor to accomplish any good} the second, to those who are always at leisure for the knowledge of God and sit beside the word of the innate wisdom of God and search the depths of the Spirit and become initiated into strange mysteries of God. The third belongs to those who are engaged in the (411) noetic work with watchful attention of the mind to their thoughts.

$στ'. Withdrawal, the moving from place to place, is not the same as true and genuine exile, but one is different from the other. For the first belongs to those who are boxing and are carried about by an unstable mind either through negligence or through an excess of fervor of those who still long for better contests. But the second belongs to those who have been crucified to the world and to the things of the world and who long to be always with God alone and the angels, and who do not turn back at all to human affairs.

$ζ'. It is one thing to resist and fight against the enemies and another to completely defeat and subdue and put them to death} for the first belongs to those who are struggling and are valiant in ascetic practice, but the second to the dispassionate and perfect.

$η'. All these are the practices of the saints who walk in the light of dispassion} but let those who perceive themselves to be outside of these not be deceived by anyone nor delude their own souls, but let them see that they are journeying in vain in darkness.

$θ'. Many, indeed, one for one reason and another for another, have hastened to these things} but very few are they who have undertaken their practice with an innate fear and love of God, and they alone, helped by grace from above, quickly achieve the practice of virtue and stretch forward to the things that have been said. But the others are left to wander as 'in a pathless place,' according to what is said, 'and not in a way'}

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πράττειν, ὅσα πρός ταπείνωσιν ἡμᾶς ἄγουσιν} ἡ δέ ἁγία ταπείνωσις καί τά λοιπά αὐτῆς ἰδιώματα, τά χαρίσματα καί αἱ ἐνέργειαι αὐτῆς, δῶρον Θεοῦ καί οὐκ ἐξ ἡμῶν, ὧν καί οὐδείς καταξιωθήσεταί ποτε, ἐάν μή τά ὅσα ἐφ᾿ ἑαυτῷ εἰσι καλῶς προκαταβάλληται σπέρματα.

$β'. Τό μή ἀγανακτεῖν ἐν ἀτιμίαις καί ὕβρεσι καί ἐν πειρασμοῖς καί θλίψεσιν ἄλλο, καί τό ἄλλο τό εὐδοκεῖν ἐν αὐτοῖς, καί τό εὔχεσθαι ὑπέρ τῶν ταῦτα ποιούντων εἰς ἡμᾶς ἕτερον} καί ἄλλο τό ἀπό ψυχῆς αὐτούς ἀγαπᾶν} καί ἕτερον παρά ταῦτα τό νοερῶς ἀνατυποῦν τό πρόσωπον ἑνός (410) ἑκάστου αὐτῶν καί ὡς γνησίους φίλους ἀπαθῶς αὐτούς κατασπάζεσθαι ἐν δάκρυσιν ἀγάπης εἰλικρινοῦς, ἴχνους δηλονότι ἀηδίας καθόλου τινός μή εὑρισκομένου τότε ἐν τῇ ψυχῇ. Μεῖζον δέ τούτων ὧν εἴπομεν, ὅταν καί ἐν αὐτῷ τῷ καιρῷ τῶν πειρασμῶν, τήν ἴσην ἔχῃ τις καί ὁμοίαν ἀναλλοιώτως διάθεσιν πρός τούς κατά πρόσωπον λοιδοροῦντας καί ἐνδιαβάλλοντας καί κατακρίνοντας καί καταδικάζοντας καί ὑβρίζοντας καί ἐμπτύοντας αὐτόν, ἀλλά μήν καί πρός τούς ἐν προσχήματι μέν φιλίας ἔξωθεν διακειμένους, λάθρα δέ τά ὅμοια διαπραττομένους μέν, μή λανθάνοντας δέ. Ἀσυγκρίτως δέ τούτων πάλιν μεῖζον εἶναι ὑπολαμβάνω τό ἐν λήθῃ παντελεῖ γενέσθαι ὧν ἄν πάθοι τις, καί μήτε ἀπόντων τῶν θλιψάντων αὐτόν μήτε παρόντως μενῆσθαί τινος τῶν γεγονότων, ἀλλ᾿ ὁμοίως τοῖς φίλοις καί τούτους ἀνεννοίως τῶν συμβάντων προσαποδέχεσθαι ἔν τε συνομιλίαις ἔν τε συνεστιάσεσιν.

$γ'. Οὐχ οἷον τό μεμνῆσθαι Θεοῦ, τοιοῦτον καί τό ἀγαπᾶν τόν Θεόν} οὐδέ οἷον τό φοβεῖσθαι αὐτόν, τοιοῦτον καί τό τηρεῖν τάς αὐτοῦ ἐντολάς} ἄλλο γάρ ταῦτα καί ἄλλο ἐκεῖνα, τελείων δέ ὅμως καί ἀπαθῶν τά ἀμφότερα.

$δ'. Ἄλλο ἡ ἀναμαρτησία καί ἕτερον ἡ τῶν ἐντολῶν ἐργασία} ἡ μέν γάρ ἀγωνιζομένων καί τῶν κατά τό εὐαγγέλιον ζώντων ἐστίν, ἡ δέ πρώτη μόνων τῶν τήν πρώτην κτησαμένων ἀπάθειάν ἐστιν.

$ε'. Οὐκ εἴ τι πάντως ἀργία, τοῦτο καί ἡσυχία} οὐδέ εἴ τι ἡσυχία, τοῦτο καί σιωπή} ἄλλο δέ ταῦτα καί ἄλλο. Ἡ μέν γάρ μή βουλομένων ἐστίν εἰδέναι τίς ἡ τῶν ἀγαθῶν τοῦ Θεοῦ μέθεξις μηδέ τί τῶν καλῶν κατορθῶσαι} ἡ δέ, τῶν εἰς τήν γνῶσιν τοῦ Θεοῦ ποιουμένων ἀεί τήν σχολήν καί παρακαθημένων τῷ λόγῳ τῆς ἐμφύτου σοφίας Θεοῦ καί τά βάθη τοῦ Πνεύματος ἐρευνώντων καί ξένων μυστηρίων ἐν μυήσει γινομένων Θεοῦ. Ἡ δέ τρίτη, τῶν τήν (411) νοεράν ἐργασίαν ἐργαζομένων ἐστίν ἐν προσοχῇ ἐμμερίμνου διανοίας τῶν λογισμῶν.

$στ'. Οὐ ταὐτόν ἀναχώρτησις, ἡ ἐκ τόπου εἰς τόπον μετάβασις, καί αὐτή ἡ ὄντως ἀληθής ξενιτεία, ἀλλ᾿ ἕτερον καί ἕτερον. Ἡ μέν γάρ, τῶν πυκτευόντων ἐστί καί ἤ διά ὀλιγωρίαν ὑπό ἀστάτου μεταφερομένων νοός ἤ διά ὑπερβολήν θερμότητος τῶν ἐφιεμένων ἔτι τῶν κρειττόνων ἀγώνων. Ἡ δέ τῶν ἐσταυρωμένων ἐστί τῷ κόσμῳ καί τοῖς τοῦ κόσμου πράγμασι καί μετά μόνου Θεοῦ καί τῶν ἀγγέλων εἶναι ἀεί ἐπιποθούντων καί μή ἐπιστρεφομένων ὅλως πρός τά ἀνθρώπινα.

$ζ'. Ἕτερον τό ἀνθίστασθαι καί πολεμεῖν τοῖς ἐχθροῖς καί ἕτερον τό τελείως ἡττῆσαι καί ὑποτάξαι καί θανατῶσαι αὐτούς} τό μέν γάρ πρῶτον, ἀγωνιστῶν καί γενναίων τήν ἄσκησιν, τό δέ δεύτερον, ἀπαθῶν καί τελείων.

$η'. Ταῦτα μέν ἅπαντα πράξεις τῶν ἐν φωτί ἀπαθείας περιπατούτνων ἁγίων εἰσίν} οἱ δέ τούτων ἔξω ἑαυτούς εἶναι καταμανθάνοντες μή πλανηθῶσιν ὑπό τινος μηδέ τάς ἰδίας ἀπατῶσι ψυχάς, ἀλλ᾿ ἰδέτωσαν ὡς ἐν σκότει ματαίως διαπορεύονται.

$θ'. Πολλοί μέν, ἄλλος δι᾿ ἄλλο τι καί δι᾿ ἕτερον ἕτερος, πρός ταῦτα ἠπείχθησαν} ὀλίγοι δέ λίαν οἱ μετά ἐμφύτου φόβου καί ἀγάπης Θεοῦ τῆς πράξεως αὐτῶν ἐπεχείρησαν, οἵ καί μόνοι ὑπό τῆς ἄνωθεν χάριτος βοηθούμενοι συντόμως κατορθοῦσι τήν τῆς ἀρετῆς ἐργασίαν καί πρός τά εἰρημένα προσεπεκτείνονται. Οἱ δ᾿ ἄλλοις ἀφίενται ὡς «ἐν ἀβάτῳ» περιπλανᾶσθαι, κατά τό εἰρημένον «καί οὐχ ὁδῷ»}