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and instead of receiving the reward for service, you will undergo the condemnation of a thief and a temple-robber. But if you are forced into this by the one in charge, be disposed as one handling a burning fire, and by warding off the assault of the thought through confession (408) and repentance, you will be kept unharmed by the prayer of the one in charge.

πε'. He who has not become dispassionate does not know that dispassion exists, nor can he believe that such a person exists on earth. For how will he who has not first denied himself and eagerly shed his own blood for the sake of this truly blessed life suppose another has done these things to acquire dispassion? So also he who thinks he has the Holy Spirit, while having nothing, never believes, when he hears of His energies occurring in those who have the Holy Spirit, that there is anyone in this generation, equally with the apostles of Christ and the saints of all time, who is energized and moved by the divine Spirit or who becomes knowably and perceptibly in a vision of Him. For each person judges the affairs of his neighbor from his own state as it is, whether one speaks of virtue or of vice.

πστ'. Dispassion of the soul is one thing and dispassion of the body is another; for the former also sanctifies the body with its own brightness and with the outpouring of light from the Spirit, but the latter by itself alone can in no way benefit the one who possesses it.

πζ'. Motionlessness of the soul's and body's members is one thing and possession of virtues is another; for the former is present by nature, while the latter suppresses all natural movements.

πη'. Not desiring any of the world's delightful and pleasant things is not the same as yearning for the eternal and unseen goods; for the latter is one thing and the former is another; for many have despised the first, but few men have cared for the second.

πθ'. It is not the case that to turn away and not seek the glory of men (409) is the same as to depend on the glory of God, but there is a great distance between them both; for many, having been overcome by other passions, have rejected the former, but very few have been deemed worthy to receive the latter with much labor and toil.

$'. To be content with humble clothing and not to desire splendid attire is not one and the same as to be clothed in the light of God; for this is one thing and that is another; for some, being dragged down by countless desires, have easily despised the former, but the latter is put on only by those who unceasingly seek it through every hardship and who become sons of light and of day through the fulfillment of the commandments.

$α'. To speak humbly is one thing and to think humbly is another, and humility is another and the flower of humility is another, and its fruit is another and the beauty of this fruit and the sweetness of the beauty is another, and beyond these, the energies from this fruit are another thing. Of these, some are in our power, and some are not in our power; and what is in our power is to conceive all things, to think all things, to consider and say and do all things that lead us to humility; but holy humility and its other properties, its graces and its energies, are a gift of God and not from us, of which no one will ever be deemed worthy, unless he first sows well the seeds that are in his own power.

$β'. Not to be indignant in dishonors and insults and in temptations and tribulations is one thing, and another is to be well-pleased in them, and to pray for those who do these things to us is another; and another is to love them from the soul; and yet another thing besides these is to spiritually picture the face of each (410) one of them and to embrace them dispassionately as genuine friends with tears of sincere love, no trace of any aversion whatsoever being then found in the soul. But greater than these things we have said is when, even in the very time of the temptations, one has the same and similar

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καί ἀντί τοῦ λήψεσθαι μισθόν διακονίας, κλέπτου καί ἱερόσυλου καταδίκην ὑφέξεις. Εἰ δέ ὑπό τοῦ προεστῶτος πρός τοῦτο ἐκβιασθῇς, ὡς πῦρ μεταχειριζόμενος φλέγον διάκεισο, καί τήν προσβολήν τοῦ λογισμοῦ δι᾿ ἐξαγορεύσεως (408) καί μετανοίας ἀπείργων, ἀβλαβής τῇ τοῦ προεστῶτος εὐχῇ διατηρηθήσῃ.

πε'. Ὁ μή γεγονώς ἀπαθής οὐδ᾿ ὅτι ἐστίν ἀπάθεια οἶδεν, ἀλλ᾿ οὐδέ πιστεύειν εἶναί τινα τοιοῦτον ἐπί τῆς γῆς δύναται. Πῶς γάρ ὁ μή ἑαυτόν ἀπαρνησάμενος πρῶτον καί τό αἷμα προθύμως κενώσας τό ἑαυτοῦ ὑπέρ τῆς μακαρίας ταύτης τῷ ὄντι ζωῆς ἄλλον ὑπονοήσει ταῦτα πεποιηκέναι εἰς τό κτήσασθαι τήν ἀπάθειαν; Οὕτω δέ καί ὁ δοκῶν Πνεῦμα Ἅγιον ἔχειν, μηδέν ἔχων, οὐ πιστεύει ποτέ, τάς ἐνεργείας αὐτοῦ γινομένας ἀκούων ἐν τοῖς τό Πνεῦμα τό Ἅγιον ἔχουσιν, ὅτι ἔστι τις κατά τήν γενεάν ταύτην, ἐπίσης τοῖς ἀποστόλοις Χριστοῦ καί τοῖς ἀπ᾿ αἰῶνος ἁγίοις, θείῳ ἐνεργούμενος καί κινούμενος Πνεύματι ἤ ἐν ὀπτασίᾳ τούτου γνωστῶς καί εὐαισθήτως γινόμενος. Ἕκαστος γάρ ἐκ τῆς οἰκείας καταστάσεως καί τά τοῦ πλησίον κρίνει ὡς ἔχει, εἴτε ἀρετῆς εἰπεῖν εἴτε κακίας.

πστ'. Ἄλλο ἀπάθεια ψυχῆς καί ἄλλο ἀπάθεια σώματος} ἡ μέν γάρ καί τό σῶμα καθαγιάζει τῇ οἰκείᾳ λαμπρότητι καί τῇ φωτοχυσίᾳ τοῦ Πνεύματος, ἡ δέ αὐτή μόνη καθ᾿ ἑαυτήν εἰς οὐδέν τόν κεκτημένον ὠφελεῖν δύναται.

πζ'. Ἕτερον ἀκινησία τῶν ψυχικῶν τε καί σωματικῶν μελῶν καί ἕτερον κτῆσις ἀρετῶν} ἡ μέν γάρ ἐκ φύσεως πρόσεστιν, ἡ δέ καί τάς φυσικάς κινήσεις ἁπάσας καταστέλλει.

πη'. Οὐκ ἔστι τό μή ἐπιθυμεῖν τινος τῶν τοῦ κόσμου τερπνῶν καί ἡδέων ἴσον τοῦ τῶν αἰωνίων καί ἀοράτων ἐφίεσθαι ἀγαθῶν} ἄλλο γάρ τοῦτο καί ἕτερον ἐκεῖνο} τῶν μέν γάρ προτέρων πολλοί κατεφρόνησαν, τῶν δέ δευτέρων ὀλίγοι τῶν ἀνθρώπων ἐφρόντισαν.

πθ'. Οὐκ εἴ τι τό ἀποστρέφεσθαι καί μή ζητεῖν τήν δόξαν τῶν ἀνθρώπων, (409) τοῦτό ἐστι καί τό τῆς δόξης ἐκκρέμασθαι τοῦ Θεοῦ, ἀλλά πολύ τό μέσον ἐν ἀμφοτέροις} τήν μέν γάρ καί ὑπό παθῶν ἄλλων πολλοί κυριευθέντες ἀπώσαντο, τήν δέ ὀλίγοι λίαν κόπῳ καί πόνῳ πολλῷ λαβεῖν ἠξιώθησαν.

$'. Οὐχ ἕν τό εὐτελεῖ ἐσθῆτι ἀρκεῖσθαι καί μή ἐπιθυμεῖν στολῆς λαμπρᾶς καί τό ἐνδεδῦσθαι τό φῶς ἐστι τοῦ Θεοῦ} τοῦτο γάρ ἕτερον κἀκεῖνο ἄλλο} τοῦ μέν γάρ ὑπό μυρίων ἐπιιθυμιῶν καθελκόμενοί τινες εὐκόλως κατεφρόνησαν, τό δέ μόνοι περιβάλλονται ἐκεῖνοι οἱ ἀνενδότως αὐτό ζητοῦντες διά πάσης κακοπαθείας καί υἱοί φωτός καί ἡμέρας διά τῆς τῶν ἐντολῶν γινόμενοι ἐκπληρώσεως.

$α'. Ἄλλο τό ταπεινολογεῖν καί ἕτερον τό ταπεινοφρονεῖν, καί ἄλλο ταπείνωσις καί ἕτερον τό ἄνθος τῆς ταπεινώσεως, καί ὁ ταύτης καρπός ἄλλο καί τό τοῦ καρποῦ τούτου κάλλος καί τό τοῦ κάλλους ἡδύ ἕτερον, καί ἄλλο παρά ταῦτα αἱ ἐκ τοῦ καρποῦ τούτου ἐνέργειαι. Τούτων δέ τά μέν ἐφ᾿ ἡμῖν εἰσι, τά δέ οὐκ ἐφ᾿ ἡμῖν} καί τά μέν ἐφ᾿ ἡμῖν, τό πάντα νοεῖν, τό πάντα φρονεῖν, τό πάντα λογίζεσθαι καί λέγειν καί πράττειν, ὅσα πρός ταπείνωσιν ἡμᾶς ἄγουσιν} ἡ δέ ἁγία ταπείνωσις καί τά λοιπά αὐτῆς ἰδιώματα, τά χαρίσματα καί αἱ ἐνέργειαι αὐτῆς, δῶρον Θεοῦ καί οὐκ ἐξ ἡμῶν, ὧν καί οὐδείς καταξιωθήσεταί ποτε, ἐάν μή τά ὅσα ἐφ᾿ ἑαυτῷ εἰσι καλῶς προκαταβάλληται σπέρματα.

$β'. Τό μή ἀγανακτεῖν ἐν ἀτιμίαις καί ὕβρεσι καί ἐν πειρασμοῖς καί θλίψεσιν ἄλλο, καί τό ἄλλο τό εὐδοκεῖν ἐν αὐτοῖς, καί τό εὔχεσθαι ὑπέρ τῶν ταῦτα ποιούντων εἰς ἡμᾶς ἕτερον} καί ἄλλο τό ἀπό ψυχῆς αὐτούς ἀγαπᾶν} καί ἕτερον παρά ταῦτα τό νοερῶς ἀνατυποῦν τό πρόσωπον ἑνός (410) ἑκάστου αὐτῶν καί ὡς γνησίους φίλους ἀπαθῶς αὐτούς κατασπάζεσθαι ἐν δάκρυσιν ἀγάπης εἰλικρινοῦς, ἴχνους δηλονότι ἀηδίας καθόλου τινός μή εὑρισκομένου τότε ἐν τῇ ψυχῇ. Μεῖζον δέ τούτων ὧν εἴπομεν, ὅταν καί ἐν αὐτῷ τῷ καιρῷ τῶν πειρασμῶν, τήν ἴσην ἔχῃ τις καί ὁμοίαν