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an unchangeable disposition toward those who revile him to his face and slander and judge and condemn and insult and spit upon him, but also toward those who outwardly behave with the pretense of friendship, but secretly do the same things, and are not hidden. And again, I consider it incomparably greater than these things for one to be in complete forgetfulness of what he might suffer, and neither when those who afflicted him are absent nor when they are present, to remember anything of what happened, but similarly to friends to accept them also without thought of what occurred, both in conversations and in meals together.

$γ'. To remember God is not the same as to love God; nor is to fear him the same as to keep his commandments; for the latter are one thing and the former another, yet both belong to the perfect and passionless.

$δ'. Sinlessness is one thing and the working of the commandments is another; for the latter belongs to those who are struggling and living according to the Gospel, but the former belongs only to those who have acquired the first state of passionlessness.

$ε'. Idleness is not necessarily stillness; nor is stillness necessarily silence; these are one thing and another. For the first belongs to those who do not wish to know what the participation in the good things of God is, nor to achieve anything good; the second, to those who always make leisure for the knowledge of God and sit beside the word of the innate wisdom of God and search the depths of the Spirit and are initiated into the strange mysteries of God. The third belongs to those who perform the (411) noetic work with attentiveness of a mind concerned with thoughts.

$στ'. Withdrawal, which is moving from place to place, is not the same thing as true exile itself, but one thing and another. For the first belongs to those who are contending and are moved either through negligence by an unstable mind or through an excess of fervor of those who still desire greater contests. The second belongs to those who have been crucified to the world and the things of the world and who always long to be with God alone and the angels and do not turn back at all to human affairs.

$ζ'. It is one thing to resist and wage war against the enemies and another to completely defeat and subdue and put them to death; for the first belongs to those who are struggling and noble in their ascetic practice, the second, to the passionless and perfect.

$η'. All these are the practices of the saints who walk in the light of passionlessness; but let those who perceive themselves to be outside of these things not be deceived by anyone nor delude their own souls, but let them see that they are journeying in vain in darkness.

$θ'. Many indeed, one for one reason and another for another, have hastened to these things; but very few are those who have undertaken their practice with an innate fear and love of God, and these alone, being helped by grace from above, quickly achieve the working of virtue and press on toward the things that have been mentioned. But the others are left to wander as "in a trackless place," according to the saying, "and not in a way"; according to "I sent them away according to the desires of their hearts, they will go in their own desires."

ρ'. (412) He who has experienced these things through the finest zeal will know the power of what is said. But he who is otherwise disposed might understand the things said in a sensory way, but concerning the things spoken spiritually and noetically, he will have bare theories of the concepts, or rather, he will fashion false images in his own mind, and being greatly deceived, will be far from the truth of what is said.

ρα'. Whenever you rise above the humbling of the body through many toils and sweats, and having stripped off its necessities, you carry it about as light and as if spiritual, so that it feels neither weariness nor hunger nor thirst, then also you see better than in a mirror him who is beyond mind and with unveiled eyes

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ἀναλλοιώτως διάθεσιν πρός τούς κατά πρόσωπον λοιδοροῦντας καί ἐνδιαβάλλοντας καί κατακρίνοντας καί καταδικάζοντας καί ὑβρίζοντας καί ἐμπτύοντας αὐτόν, ἀλλά μήν καί πρός τούς ἐν προσχήματι μέν φιλίας ἔξωθεν διακειμένους, λάθρα δέ τά ὅμοια διαπραττομένους μέν, μή λανθάνοντας δέ. Ἀσυγκρίτως δέ τούτων πάλιν μεῖζον εἶναι ὑπολαμβάνω τό ἐν λήθῃ παντελεῖ γενέσθαι ὧν ἄν πάθοι τις, καί μήτε ἀπόντων τῶν θλιψάντων αὐτόν μήτε παρόντως μενῆσθαί τινος τῶν γεγονότων, ἀλλ᾿ ὁμοίως τοῖς φίλοις καί τούτους ἀνεννοίως τῶν συμβάντων προσαποδέχεσθαι ἔν τε συνομιλίαις ἔν τε συνεστιάσεσιν.

$γ'. Οὐχ οἷον τό μεμνῆσθαι Θεοῦ, τοιοῦτον καί τό ἀγαπᾶν τόν Θεόν} οὐδέ οἷον τό φοβεῖσθαι αὐτόν, τοιοῦτον καί τό τηρεῖν τάς αὐτοῦ ἐντολάς} ἄλλο γάρ ταῦτα καί ἄλλο ἐκεῖνα, τελείων δέ ὅμως καί ἀπαθῶν τά ἀμφότερα.

$δ'. Ἄλλο ἡ ἀναμαρτησία καί ἕτερον ἡ τῶν ἐντολῶν ἐργασία} ἡ μέν γάρ ἀγωνιζομένων καί τῶν κατά τό εὐαγγέλιον ζώντων ἐστίν, ἡ δέ πρώτη μόνων τῶν τήν πρώτην κτησαμένων ἀπάθειάν ἐστιν.

$ε'. Οὐκ εἴ τι πάντως ἀργία, τοῦτο καί ἡσυχία} οὐδέ εἴ τι ἡσυχία, τοῦτο καί σιωπή} ἄλλο δέ ταῦτα καί ἄλλο. Ἡ μέν γάρ μή βουλομένων ἐστίν εἰδέναι τίς ἡ τῶν ἀγαθῶν τοῦ Θεοῦ μέθεξις μηδέ τί τῶν καλῶν κατορθῶσαι} ἡ δέ, τῶν εἰς τήν γνῶσιν τοῦ Θεοῦ ποιουμένων ἀεί τήν σχολήν καί παρακαθημένων τῷ λόγῳ τῆς ἐμφύτου σοφίας Θεοῦ καί τά βάθη τοῦ Πνεύματος ἐρευνώντων καί ξένων μυστηρίων ἐν μυήσει γινομένων Θεοῦ. Ἡ δέ τρίτη, τῶν τήν (411) νοεράν ἐργασίαν ἐργαζομένων ἐστίν ἐν προσοχῇ ἐμμερίμνου διανοίας τῶν λογισμῶν.

$στ'. Οὐ ταὐτόν ἀναχώρτησις, ἡ ἐκ τόπου εἰς τόπον μετάβασις, καί αὐτή ἡ ὄντως ἀληθής ξενιτεία, ἀλλ᾿ ἕτερον καί ἕτερον. Ἡ μέν γάρ, τῶν πυκτευόντων ἐστί καί ἤ διά ὀλιγωρίαν ὑπό ἀστάτου μεταφερομένων νοός ἤ διά ὑπερβολήν θερμότητος τῶν ἐφιεμένων ἔτι τῶν κρειττόνων ἀγώνων. Ἡ δέ τῶν ἐσταυρωμένων ἐστί τῷ κόσμῳ καί τοῖς τοῦ κόσμου πράγμασι καί μετά μόνου Θεοῦ καί τῶν ἀγγέλων εἶναι ἀεί ἐπιποθούντων καί μή ἐπιστρεφομένων ὅλως πρός τά ἀνθρώπινα.

$ζ'. Ἕτερον τό ἀνθίστασθαι καί πολεμεῖν τοῖς ἐχθροῖς καί ἕτερον τό τελείως ἡττῆσαι καί ὑποτάξαι καί θανατῶσαι αὐτούς} τό μέν γάρ πρῶτον, ἀγωνιστῶν καί γενναίων τήν ἄσκησιν, τό δέ δεύτερον, ἀπαθῶν καί τελείων.

$η'. Ταῦτα μέν ἅπαντα πράξεις τῶν ἐν φωτί ἀπαθείας περιπατούτνων ἁγίων εἰσίν} οἱ δέ τούτων ἔξω ἑαυτούς εἶναι καταμανθάνοντες μή πλανηθῶσιν ὑπό τινος μηδέ τάς ἰδίας ἀπατῶσι ψυχάς, ἀλλ᾿ ἰδέτωσαν ὡς ἐν σκότει ματαίως διαπορεύονται.

$θ'. Πολλοί μέν, ἄλλος δι᾿ ἄλλο τι καί δι᾿ ἕτερον ἕτερος, πρός ταῦτα ἠπείχθησαν} ὀλίγοι δέ λίαν οἱ μετά ἐμφύτου φόβου καί ἀγάπης Θεοῦ τῆς πράξεως αὐτῶν ἐπεχείρησαν, οἵ καί μόνοι ὑπό τῆς ἄνωθεν χάριτος βοηθούμενοι συντόμως κατορθοῦσι τήν τῆς ἀρετῆς ἐργασίαν καί πρός τά εἰρημένα προσεπεκτείνονται. Οἱ δ᾿ ἄλλοις ἀφίενται ὡς «ἐν ἀβάτῳ» περιπλανᾶσθαι, κατά τό εἰρημένον «καί οὐχ ὁδῷ»} κατά τό «Ἐξαπέστειλα αὐτούς κατά τά ἐπιτηδεύματα τῶν καρδιῶν αὐτῶν, πορεύσονται ἐν τοῖς ἐπιτηδεύμασιν αὐτῶν».

ρ'. (412) Ὁ τούτων ἐν πείρᾳ γεγονώς διά σπουδῆς τῆς καλλίστης γνώσεται τῶν λεγομένων τήν δύναμιν. Ὁ δέ ἄλλως ἔχων τά μέν αἰσθητῶς λεχθέντα νοήσειε, περί δέ τῶν πνευματικῶς καί νοερῶς εἰρημένων, ψιλάς ἕξει τῶν νοημάτων τάς θεωρίας, μᾶλλον δέ ἀναπλάσει ἀναπλάσματα ψευδῆ ἐν τῇ ἑαυτοῦ διανοίᾳ, τῆς δέ ἀληθείας τῶν λεγομένων μακράν ὡς ψευσθείς ἔσται σφόδρα.

ρα'. Ὁπόταν ὑπεράνω τῆς τοῦ σώματος ταπεινώσεως γένῃ διά πόνων καί ἱδρώτων πολλῶν, καί τῶν αὐτοῦ ἐκδύς ἀναγκῶν, κοῦφον αὐτό καί ὡς πνευματικόν περιφέρῃς, ὡς μήτε κόπου μήτε πείνης μήτε δίψης αἰσθόμενον, καί τηνικαῦτα κρεῖττον ἐσόπτρου βλέπεις τόν ὑπέρ νοῦν καί ἀνακεκαλυμμένοις τοῖς ὀφθαλμοῖς