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they considered meanness and humility and, like him, showed unhypocritical obedience to their own fathers and guides, and moreover, even to those who gave spiritual commands, if they loved from the soul dishonor and insults and reproaches and revilings and received those who inflicted these things upon them as providers of great goods and prayed for them from the soul with tears, if they despised all the glory in the world and considered its pleasures as refuse. And why do I lengthen my discourse by saying many obvious things? If each of the aforesaid finds that he has accomplished every virtue which they hear being read in the sacred scriptures, and likewise has pursued every good deed, and has recognized on each one of these his progress, his alteration, his stage, and is being lifted to the height of divine glory, then let him know that he has become a partaker of God and His gifts, and he will be known by those who see well or even by those who are dim-sighted. (438) And so such men might say to all with confidence: "We are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were pleading through us: be reconciled to God." For all such men have kept the commandments of God unto death, they have sold their possessions and distributed them to the poor, they have followed Christ through the endurance of temptations, they have lost their souls for the sake of God's love in the world and have found them to eternal life. And having found their souls, they found them in intelligible light, and thus in this light they saw the unapproachable light, God Himself, according to what is written: "in your light we shall see light." How then it is possible for someone to find the soul he has, pay attention! The soul of each person is the drachma which not God lost, but each of us, having plunged himself into the darkness of sin. But Christ, the true light, having come and meeting those who seek him, as He alone knows how, granted them to see Himself. This is to find one's soul: to see God and in His light to become superior to all visible creation and to have God as shepherd and teacher, from whom he will also know how to bind and to loose, if you will, and knowing accurately he will worship the one who has given and will impart to those in need.

16. To such men, child, I know that the authority to bind and to loose is given from God the Father and our Lord Jesus Christ through the Holy Spirit, to those who are by adoption also his holy servants. I myself was a disciple of such a father, one who did not have ordination from men, but who enrolled me as a disciple by the hand of God, or rather by the Spirit, and who commanded me to receive well the ordination from men (439) for the sake of the established custom, having long been moved to this by the Holy Spirit with intense desire.

17. Therefore, let us pray first to become such men, brothers and fathers, and then let us speak to others about deliverance from passions and the undertaking of thoughts, and let us seek such a spiritual father. Rather, let us diligently seek such men, those who are disciples of Christ, and with pain of heart and many tears for a set number of days let us beseech God to reveal the eyes of our hearts so that we may recognize if any such man might be found in this wicked generation, so that finding him we may receive through him the remission of our sins, obeying his orders and commands with our whole soul, just as he, having heard those of Christ, became a partaker of grace and

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ἡγήσαντο τήν εὐτέλειαν καί ταπείνωσιν καί ὡς ἐκεῖνος τήν ὑπακοήν ἀνυποκρίτως εἰς τούς ἑαυτῶν πατέρας καί ὁδηγούς, ἔτι γε μήν καί εἰς τούς πνευματικῶς ἐπιτάττοντας ἐπεδείξαντο, εἰ ἀτιμίας καί ὕβρεις καί ὀνειδισμούς καί λοιδορίας ἀπό ψυχῆς ἠγάπησαν καί τούς ἐπιφέροντας αὐτοῖς ταῦτα ὡς ἀγαθῶν μεγάλων προξένους ἀπεδέξαντο καί ἀπό ψυχῆς μετά δακρύων ὑπέρ αὐτῶν ηὔξαντο, εἰ πᾶσαν δόξαν τήν ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ κατέπτυσαν καί σκύβαλα τά ἐν αὐτῷ τερπνά ἡγήσαντο. Καί τί τά πολλά καί προφανῆ λέγων τόν λόγον μηκύνω; Ἐάν πᾶσαν μέν ἀρετήν, ἥν ἐν ταῖς ἱεραῖς ἀκούωσιν ὑπαναγινωσκομένην γραφαῖς, ταύτην ἑαυτόν ἕκαστος τῶν εἰρημένων εὑρίσκει κατωρθωκότα, πᾶσαν δέ πρᾶξιν τῶν ἀγαθῶν ὡσαύτως μετελθόντα καί ἐπί μιᾷ τούτων ἑκάστῃ τήν προκοπήν, τήν ἀλλοίωσιν, τόν βαθμόν ἐπεγνωκότα καί πρός τό ὕψος τῆς θεϊκῆς δόξης αἰρόμενον, τότε καί ἑαυτόν τις γνώτω μέτοχον Θεοῦ καί τῶν αὐτοῦ χαρισμάτων γεγονότα καί ὑπό τῶν καλῶς ὁρώντων ἤ καί ὑπ᾿ αὐτῶν τῶν ἀμβυωπούντων γνωσθήσεται. (438) Καί οὕτως οἱ τοιοῦτοι εἴποιεν ἄν τοῖς πᾶσιν ἐν παρρησίᾳ˙ «ὑπέρ Χριστοῦ πρεσβεύομεν ὡς τοῦ Θεοῦ παρακαλοῦντος δι᾿ ἡμῶν˙ καταλλάγητε τῷ Θεῷ». Πάντες γάρ οἱ τοιοῦτοι τάς ἐντολάς τοῦ Θεοῦ ἐφύλαξαν μέχρι θανάτου, ἐπώλησαν τά ὑπάρχοντα αὐτῶν καί διένειμαν τοῖς πτωχοῖς, ἠκολούθησαν τῷ Χριστῷ διά τῆς τῶν πειρασμῶν ὑπομονῆς, ἀπώλεσαν τάς ἑαυτῶν ψυχάς ἕνεκεν τῆς ἀγάπης τοῦ Θεοῦ ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ καί εὗρον αὐτάς εἰς ζωήν αἰώνιον. Εὑρόντες δέ τάς ἑαυτῶν ψυχάς, ἐν φωτί νοητῷ εὗρον αὐτάς καί οὕτως ἐν τῷ φωτί τούτῳ εἶδον τό ἀπρόσιτον φῶς, αὐτόν τόν Θεόν, κατά τό γεγραμμένον˙ «ἐν τῷ φωτί σου ὀψόμεθα φῶς». Πῶς οὖν ἔστιν εὑρεῖν τινα ἥν ἔχει ψυχήν, πρόσεχε! Ἡ ἑκάστου ψυχή ἐστίν ἡ δραχμή ἥν ἀπώλεσεν οὐχ ὁ Θεός ἀλλ᾿ ἡμῶν ἕκαστος ἐν τῷ σκόστει τῆς ἁμαρτίας βυθίσας ἑαυτόν. Ὁ δέ Χριστός, τό ὄντως φῶς, ἐλθών καί τούς ζητοῦντας αὐτόν συναντῶν, ὡς οἶδε μόνος αὐτός, ἰδεῖν ἑαυτόν αὐτοῖς ἐχαρίσατο. Τοῦτό ἐστιν εὑρεῖν τήν ψυχήν αὐτοῦ τό ἰδεῖν τόν Θεόν καί ἐν τῷ ἐκείνου φωτί αὐτόν γενέσθαι ἁπάσης κτίσεως τῆς ὁρωμένης ἀνώτερον καί τόν Θεόν σχεῖν ποιμένα καί διδάσκαλον, παρ᾿ οὗ καί τό δεσμεῖν καί λύειν, εἰ βούλει, γνώσεται, καί γνούς ἀκριβῶς προσκυνήσει τόν δεδωκότα καί τοῖς χρῄζουσι μεταδώσει.

16. Τοῖς τοιούτοις οἶδα, τέκνον, δίδοσθαι τοῦ δεσμεῖν καί λύειν τήν ἐξουσίαν ἀπό Θεοῦ Πατρός καί Κυρίου ἡμῶν Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ διά τοῦ Ἁγίου Πνεύματος, τοῖς θέσει οὖσιν καί ἁγίοις δούλοις αὐτοῦ. Τοιούτῳ καί αὐτός ἐγώ ἐμαθήτευσα πατρί χειροτονίαν ἐξ ἀνθρώπων μή ἔχοντι, ἀλλά χειρί με Θεοῦ εἴτ᾿ οὖν πνεύματι εἰς μαθητείαν ἐγκαταλέξαντι κάι τήν ἐξ ἀνθρώπων χειροτονίαν (439) διά τόν παρακολουθήσαντα τύπον καλῶς λαβεῖν με κελεύσαντι, πάλαι ὑπό τοῦ Ἁγίου Πνεύματος ἐπί τοῦτο σφοδρῷ πόθῳ κινούμενον.

17. Τοιγαροῦν γενέσθαι πρῶτον τοιοῦτοι εὐξώμεθα, ἀδελφοί καί πατέρες, καί οὕτως τοῖς ἄλλοις περί παθῶν ἀπαλλαγῆς καί ἀναδοχῆς λογισμῶν ὁμιλήσωμεν καί τοιοῦτον πνευματικόν ζητήσωμεν. Μᾶλλον μέν οὖν τοιούτους ἐμπόνως ζητήσωμεν ἄνδρας, τούς ὄντας μαθητάς τοῦ Χριστοῦ καί μετά πόνου καρδίας καί δακρύων πολλῶν ἐπί ῥητάς ἡμέρας ἱκετεύσωμεν τόν Θεόν, ἵνα ἀποκαλύψῃ τούς ὀφθαλμούς τῶν καρδιῶν ἡμῶν πρός τό ἐπιγνῶναι, εἴ που καί τοιοῦτός τις ἐν τῇ πονηρᾷ ταύτῃ γενεᾷ ὤν εὑρεθήσεται, ὅπως εὑρόντες αὐτόν ἄφεσιν λάβωμεν δι᾿ αὐτοῦ τῶν ἁμαρτιῶν ἡμῶν, τοῖς προστάγμασιν αὐτοῦ καί ταῖς ἐντολαῖς ὅλῃ ψυχῇ ὑπακούοντες, καθάπερ ἐκεῖνος, ἀκούσας τάς τοῦ Χριστοῦ, γέγονε μέτοχος τῆς χάριτος καί