Chapter 14.—Paul First Received Grace that He Might Win the Crown.
Let us return now to the Apostle Paul, who, as we have found, obtained God’s grace, who recompenses good for evil, without any good merits of his own, but rather with many evil merits. Let us see what he says when his final sufferings were approaching, writing to Timothy: “I am now ready to be offered, and the time of my departure is at hand. I have fought a good fight; I have finished my course; I have kept the faith.”119 2 Tim. iv. 6, 7. He enumerates these as, of course, now his good merits; so that, as after his evil merits he obtained grace, so now, after his good merits, he might receive the crown. Observe, therefore, what follows: “There is henceforth laid up for me,” he says, “a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, shall give me at that day.”120 2 Tim. iv. 8. Now, to whom should the righteous Judge award the crown, except to him on whom the merciful Father had bestowed grace? And how could the crown be one “of righteousness,” unless the grace had preceded which “justifieth the ungodly”? How, moreover, could these things now be awarded as of debt, unless the other had been before given as a free gift?
14. Ergo redeamus ad apostolum Paulum, quem certe invenimus sine ullis meritis bonis, imo cum multis meritis malis, Dei gratiam consecutum reddentis bona pro malis: videamus quid dicat sua jam propinquante passione, scribens ad Timotheum. Ego enim jam immolor, inquit, et tempus resolutionis meae instat. Bonum certamen certavi, cursum consummavi, fidem servavi. Ista utique jam merita sua bona commemorat; ut post bona merita consequatur coronam, qui post merita mala consecutus est gratiam. Denique attendite quid sequatur: Superest, inquit, mihi corona justitiae, quam reddet mihi Dominus in illa die justus judex (II Tim. IV, 6-8). Cui redderet coronam justus judex, si non donasset gratiam misericors pater? Et quomodo esset ista corona justitiae, nisi praecessisset gratia quae justificat impium? Quomodo ista debita redderetur, nisi prius illa gratuita donaretur?