4. The movements of Athanasius refute this charge.
This certainly is sufficient for proof, yet suffer me nevertheless to lay before you an account of my travels, which will further lead you to condemn the unfounded calumnies of my opponents. When I left Alexandria16 [a.d. 339.], I did not go to your brother’s head-quarters, or to any other persons, but only to Rome; and having laid my case before the Church (for this was my only concern), I spent my time in the public worship. I did not write to your brother, except when Eusebius and his fellows had written to him to accuse me, and I was compelled while yet at Alexandria to defend myself; and again when I sent to him volumes17 πύκτια, a bound book, vid. Montf. Coll. Nov. infr. Tillemont (t. viii. p. 86.) considers that Athan. alludes in this passage to the Synopsis Scr. Sacr. which is among his works; but Montfaucon, Collect. Nov. t. 2. p. xxviii. contends that a copy of the Gospels is spoken of. [cf. D.C.B. i. 651.] containing the holy Scriptures, which he had ordered me to prepare for him. It behoves me, while I defend my conduct, to tell the truth to your Piety. When however three years had passed away, he wrote to me in the fourth year18 [a.d. 342.], commanding me to meet him (he was then at Milan); and upon enquiring the cause (for I was ignorant of it, the Lord is my witness), I learnt that certain Bishops19 Tillemont supposes that Constans was present at the Council of Milan [345], at which Eudoxius, Martyrius, and Macedonius, sent to the west with the Eusebian Creed, made their appearance to no purpose. [But this was long after the events related in the text, cf. Prolegg. ii. §6, sub. fin.] had gone up and requested him to write to your Piety, desiring that a Council might be called. Believe me, Sire, this is the truth of the matter; I lie not. Accordingly I went down to Milan, and met with great kindness from him; for he condescended to see me, and to say that he had despatched letters to you, requesting that a Council might be called. And while I remained in that city, he sent for me again into Gaul (for the father Hosius was going thither), that we might travel from thence to Sardica. And after the Council, he wrote to me while I continued at Naissus20 [Easter 344, see Fest. Ind. xvi.] Naissus was situated in Upper Dacia, and according to some was the birthplace of Constantine. The Bishop of the place, Gaudentius, whose name occurs among the subscriptions at Sardica, had protected S. Paul of Constantinople and incurred the anathemas of the Easterns at Philippopolis. Hil. Fragm. iii. 27., and I went up, and abode afterwards at Aquileia; where the letters of your Piety found me. And again, being invited thence by your departed brother, I returned into Gaul, and so came at length to your Piety.
4 Ἐξελθὼν ἀπὸ τῆς Ἀλεξανδρείας, οὐκ εἰς τὸ στρατόπεδον τοῦ ἀδελφοῦ σου, οὐδὲ πρὸς ἄλλους τινὰς ἢ μόνον εἰς τὴν Ῥώμην ἀνῆλθον. καὶ τῇ Ἐκκλησίᾳ τὰ κατ' ἐμαυτὸν παραθέμενος (τούτου γὰρ μόνου μοι φροντὶς ἦν), ἐσχόλαζον ταῖς συνάξεσι. Τῷ ἀδελφῷ σου οὐκ ἔγραψα, ἢ μόνον ὅτε οἱ περὶ Εὐσέβιον ἔγραψαν αὐτῷ κατ' ἐμοῦ, καὶ ἀνάγκην ἔσχον ἔτι ὢν ἐν τῇ Ἀλεξανδρείᾳ ἀπολογήσασθαι· καὶ ὅτε, πυκτία τῶν θείων Γραφῶν κελεύσαντος αὐτοῦ μοι κατασκευάσαι, ταῦτα ποιήσας ἀπέστειλα· χρὴ γὰρ ἀπολογούμενόν με ἀληθεύειν τῇ σῇ θεοσεβείᾳ. Τριῶν τοίνυν ἐτῶν παρελθόντων, τῷ ἐνιαυτῷ γράφει κελεύσας ἀπαντῆσαί με πρὸς αὐτόν· ἦν δὲ ἐν τῇ Μεδιολάνῳ. Ἐγὼ δέ, διερωτῶν τὴν αἰτίαν (οὐ γὰρ ἐγίνωσκον, μάρτυς ὁ Κύριος), ἔμαθον ὅτι ἐπίσκοποί τινες, ἀνελθόντες, ἠξίωσαν αὐτὸν γράψαι τῇ σῇ εὐσεβείᾳ ὥστε σύνοδον γενέσθαι. Πίστευε, βασιλεῦ, οὕτω γέγονε, καὶ οὐ ψεύδομαι. Κατελθὼν τοίνυν εἰς τὴν Μεδιόλανον, εἶδον πολλὴν φιλανθρωπίαν· κατηξίωσε γὰρ ἰδεῖν με, καὶ εἰπεῖν ὅτι ἔγραψε καὶ ἀπέστειλε πρὸς σὲ ἀξιῶν σύνοδον γενέσθαι. ∆ιάγοντα δέ με ἐν τῇ προειρημένῃ πόλει, μετεπέμψατο πάλιν εἰς τὰς Γαλλίας, ἐκεῖ γὰρ καὶ ὁ Πατὴρ Ὅσιος ἤρχετο, ἵνα ἐκεῖθεν εἰς τὴν Σαρδικὴν ὁδεύσωμεν. Μετὰ δὲ τὴν σύνοδον, ἐν τῇ Ναϊσσῷ μοι διάγοντι γράφει· καὶ ἀνελθὼν ἐν Ἀκυληΐᾳ λοιπὸν διέτριβον, ἔνθα με τὰ γράμματα τῆς σῆς θεοσεβείας κατέλαβον. Κἀκεῖθεν κληθεὶς πάλιν παρὰ τοῦ μακαρίτου, καὶ ἀνελθὼν εἰς τὰς Γαλλίας, οὕτως ἦλθον παρὰ τὴν σὴν εὐσέβειαν.