32.  Such were their common experiences.  But I imagine that some of those who have had an accurate knowledge of his life must have been for a long while wondering why we have dwelt upon these points, as if we thought them his only title to renown, and postponed the mention of the difficulties of his times, against which he conspicuously arrayed himself, as though we were either ignorant of them, or thought them to be of no great consequence.  Come, then, we will proceed to speak upon this topic.  The first, and I think the last, evil of our day, was the Emperor who apostatised from God and from reason, and thought it a small matter to conquer the Persians, but a great one to subject to himself the Christians; and so, together with the demons who led and prevailed upon him, he failed in no form of impiety, but by means of persuasions, threats, and sophistries, strove to draw men to him, and even added to his various artifices the use of force.  His design, however, was exposed, whether he strove to conceal persecution under sophistical devices, or manifestly made use of his authority—namely by one means or the other—either by cozening or by violence, to get us into his power.  Who can be found who more utterly despised or defeated him?  One sign, among many others, of his contempt, is the mission to our sacred buildings of the police and their commissary, with the intention of taking either voluntary or forcible possession of them:  he had attacked many others, and came hither with like intent, demanding the surrender of the temple according to the Imperial decree, but was so far from succeeding in any of his wishes that, had he not speedily given way before my father, either from his own good sense or according to some advice given to him, he would have had to retire with his feet mangled, with such wrath and zeal did the priest boil against him in defence of his shrine.  And who had a manifestly greater share in bringing about his end, both in public, by the prayers and united supplications which he directed against the accursed one, without regard to the [dangers of] the time; and in private, arraying against him his nightly armoury, of sleeping on the ground, by which he wore away his aged and tender frame, and of tears, with whose fountains he watered the ground for almost a whole year, directing these practices to the Searcher of hearts alone, while he tried to escape our notice, in his retiring piety of which I have spoken.  And he would have been utterly unobserved, had I not once suddenly rushed into his room, and noticing the tokens of his lying upon the ground, inquired of his attendants what they meant, and so learned the mystery of the night.

ΛΒʹ. Τὰ μὲν δὴ κοινὰ τοιαῦτα. Πάλαι δὲ οἶμαι θαυμάζειν τινὰς τῶν τὰ ἐκείνου σαφῶς ἐγνωκότων, ὅτι περὶ μὲν τούτων οὕτω καταγεγόναμεν, ὡς μόνα πρὸς εὐφημίαν ἔχοντες: τῆς δὲ τῶν καιρῶν δυσχερείας τὴν μνήμην ἀνεθέμεθα, πρὸς οὓς παραταξάμενος ἐκεῖνος φαίνεται, ὥσπερ ἢ ἀγνοήσαντες ταῦτα, ἢ μὴ μεγάλα νομίζοντες. Φέρε οὖν καὶ ταῦτα προσθῶμεν τοῖς εἰρημένοις: Ἤνεγκεν ὁ καθ' ἡμᾶς καιρὸς πρῶτον κακὸν, οἶμαι δὲ καὶ τελευταῖον, τὸν ἀποστάτην καὶ τοῦ Θεοῦ καὶ τῶν λογισμῶν βασιλέα: ὃς μικρὸν μὲν ἔργον ἡγησάμενος εἶναι Πέρσας χειρώσασθαι, μέγα δὲ τὸ Χριστιανοὺς παραστήσασθαι, καὶ ἅμα τῶν ἀγόντων αὐτὸν δαιμόνων τοῦτο πειθόντων, οὐδὲν εἶδος ἀσεβείας ἐνέλειπε, πείθων, ἀπειλῶν, σοφιζόμενος, ἕλκων πρὸς ἑαυτὸν, οὐ μόνον οἷς ἐτεχνάζετο, ἀλλὰ καὶ οἷς ἐβιάζετο. Οὐ μὴν λαθεῖν οἷός τε ἦν κλέπτων τὸν διωγμὸν σοφιστικαῖς ἐπινοίαις, οὐδὲ μὴν καὶ φανερῶς τῇ δυναστείᾳ χρώμενος: ἵν' ἑνί γε τῷ τρόπῳ πάντως ἁλῶμεν, ἢ κακουργηθέντες, ἢ βιασθέντες. Τοῦτον τίς μᾶλλον ἢ περιφρονήσας, ἢ καταλύσας εὑρίσκεται; Τῆς μὲν οὖν περιφρονήσεως πρὸς πολλοῖς ἄλλοις ἐκεῖνο σημεῖον, οἵ τε τοξόται, καὶ ὁ τούτων στρατηγὸς, οὓς ἐπῆγεν ἐκεῖνος τοῖς ἱεροῖς οἴκοις ἡμῶν, ὡς ἢ παραληψόμενος, ἢ καταστρεψόμενος. Ἐπειδὴ γὰρ πολλοῖς προσβαλὼν ἄλλοις, κἀνταῦθα ἧκεν μετὰ τοῦ ἴσου φρονήματος, καὶ τὸ ἱερὸν ἐζήτει μετὰ τῶν προσταγμάτων, τοσοῦτον ἀποσχέσθαι τοῦ τι καταπράξασθαι ὧν ἐβούλετο, ὥστε, εἰ μὴ θᾶττον ὑπεκλίθη τῷ ἐμῷ πατρὶ, ἢ παρ' ἑαυτοῦ συνεὶς, ἤ τινος συμβουλεύσαντος ἀκούσας, κἂν τοὺς πόδας ξανθεὶς ἀπηλλάγη, ζέσαντος ἐπ' αὐτὸν θυμῷ καὶ ζήλῳ περὶ τοῦ ναοῦ τοῦ ἱερέως. Τὴν κατάλυσιν δὲ πῶς ἄν τις μᾶλλον φανείη πραγματευσάμενος, ἢ δημοσίᾳ μὲν εὐχαῖς καὶ δεήσεσι πανδήμοις βάλλων τὸν ἀλιτήριον, καὶ οὐδὲ τὸν καιρὸν εὐλαβούμενος: ἰδίᾳ δὲ τὴν νυκτερινὴν παράταξιν κατ' αὐτοῦ προβαλλόμενος, χαμευνίᾳ μὲν τὰς γεραιὰς ἐκείνας καὶ δροσερὰς κατατρύχων σάρκας, δάκρυσι δὲ πηγάζων τὸ ἔδαφος, μικροῦ καὶ εἰς ἐνιαυτὸν ὅλον: καὶ τοῦτο τῷ τῶν κρυπτῶν γνώστῃ μόνῳ φιλοσοφῶν, ἡμᾶς δὲ λανθάνειν ἐπιχειρῶν διὰ τὸ ἀνεπίδεικτον, ὥσπερ ἔφην, τῆς εὐλαβείας; Καὶ λαθὼν ἂν ἦν παντάπασιν, εἰ μή ποτε ἀθρόως ἐπεισελθὼν ἐγὼ, καὶ χαμευνίας σύμβολα θεασάμενος, καὶ τῶν περὶ αὐτὸν πυθόμενος, τίνα ταῦτ' ἦν, ἔγνων τῆς νυκτὸς τὸ μυστήριον.