S. AURELII AUGUSTINI HIPPONENSIS EPISCOPI CONFESSIONUM LIBRI TREDECIM .
CAPUT PRIMUM. Deum vult laudare ab ipso excitatus.
CAPUT II. Deum quem invocat in ipso esse, ipsumque in Deo.
CAPUT III. Deus sic ubique totus, ut res nulla ipsum totum capiat.
CAPUT IV. Dei majestas et perfectiones inexplicabiles.
CAPUT V. Petit amorem Dei, et delictorum veniam.
CAPUT VI. Infantiam suam describit, laudat Dei providentiam et aeternitatem.
CAPUT VII. Infantia quoque peccatis obnoxia.
CAPUT VIII. Unde puer loqui didicerit.
CAPUT IX. Odium litterarum, amor lusus, et vapulandi timor in pueris.
CAPUT X. Amore lusus et spectaculorum avocatur a litterarum studio.
CAPUT XI. Morbo pressus Baptismum flagitat, quem mater certo consilio differt.
CAPUT XII. Ad litteras cogebatur, quo tamen Deus utebatur bene.
CAPUT XIII. Quibus studiis potissimum sit delectatus.
CAPUT XIV. Litteras graecas oderat.
CAPUT XVI. Improbat modum juventutis erudiendae.
CAPUT XVII. Prosequitur contra modum exercendae juventutis in re litteraria.
CAPUT XVIII. Quod homines curant servare leges grammaticorum, et non divinorum praeceptorum.
CAPUT XIX. Pueritiae vitia quae in majores aetates transeunt.
CAPUT XX. Pro bonis sibi in pueritia collatis Deo gratias agit.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Adolescentiae aetatem et vitia recolit.
CAPUT II. Annum aetatis suae decimum sextum in ardore libidinoso consumptum.
CAPUT III. De peregrinatione studiorum causa, et de parentum proposito.
CAPUT IV. Furtum cum sodalibus perpetratum.
CAPUT V. Neminem peccare sine causa.
CAPUT VI. Omnia quae boni specie ad vitia invitant, in solo Deo esse vera et perfecta.
CAPUT VII. Gratias agit Deo pro remissione peccatorum, quodque a multis servatus sit.
CAPUT VIII. Amavit in furto consortium simul peccantium.
CAPUT IX. Contagiosa res sodales mali.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Amore quem venabatur capitur.
CAPUT II. Amavit spectacula tragica.
CAPUT III. In schola rhetoris ab Eversorum factis abhorrebat.
CAPUT IV. Hortensius Ciceronis excitavit illum ad ardorem philosophiae.
CAPUT V. Fastidiit sacras Litteras propter simplicitatem stili.
CAPUT VI. A Manichaeis quomodo captus.
CAPUT VII. Doctrina Manichaeorum absurda cui suffragabatur.
CAPUT VIII. Contra Manichaeos dicit quae flagitia semper detestanda, quae facinora.
CAPUT IX. Discrimen inter peccata, et inter Dei judicium et hominum.
CAPUT X. Nugae Manichaeorum de terrae fructibus.
CAPUT XI. Planctus et somnium matris de filio.
CAPUT XII. Quale responsum mater Augustini accepit a quodam episcopo de ipsius conversione.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Quamdiu et quomodo alios seduxerit.
CAPUT II. Rhetoricam docet, concubinam fovet, et aruspicem qui victoriam promittebat, contemnit.
CAPUT III. Ab astrologia, cui deditus erat, per senem medicinae et rerum peritum revocatur.
CAPUT V. Cur fletus dulcis miseris.
CAPUT VI. Quantus ex amici morte dolor.
CAPUT VII. Impatientia doloris mutat locum.
CAPUT VIII. Tempus et amicorum colloquia dolori medentur.
CAPUT IX. De humana amicitia. Beatus qui amat in Deo.
CAPUT X. Labiles creaturae, nec in eis potest anima requiescere.
CAPUT XI. Omnia creata sunt instabilia. Solus Deus stabilis.
CAPUT XII. Amor non improbatur, modo in his quae placent, amemus-Deum.
CAPUT XIII. Amor unde proveniat.
CAPUT XIV. Libri de Apto et Pulchro Hierio nuncupati. Unde hunc amaverat.
CAPUT XV. Quod corporalibus imaginibus contenebratus, non potuit capere spiritualia.
CAPUT XVI. Categorias Aristotelis et liberalium artium libros per se intellexit.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Excitat mentem ad Deum laudandum.
CAPUT II. Dei praesentiam iniquos non effugere: itaque ad eum debere converti.
CAPUT IV. Sola Dei cognitio beat.
CAPUT V. Manichaei de astris imperitia indignum eum fide in caeteris faciebat.
CAPUT VI. Faustus eloquens, sed liberalium disciplinarum expers.
CAPUT VII. Alienatur a secta Manichaeorum.
CAPUT VIII. Proficiscitur Romam contra matris voluntatem.
CAPUT IX. Febri correptus periculose laborat.
CAPUT X. Errores ante susceptam Evangelii doctrinam.
CAPUT XI. Qualiter Augustinus contulerit cum catholicis.
CAPUT XII. Fraus discipulorum Romae in praeceptores.
CAPUT XIII. Docturus rhetoricam mittitur Mediolanum ab Ambrosio suscipitur.
CAPUT XIV. Audito Ambrosio paulatim ab erroribus resipiscit.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Augustinus nec manichaeus nec catholicus.
CAPUT II. Epulae et synaxis apud sepulcra martyrum.
CAPUT III. Occupationes et studia Ambrosii.
CAPUT IV. Doctrinam Ecclesiae Ambrosio concionante intelligit.
CAPUT V. De sacrorum Librorum auctoritate et necessario usu.
CAPUT VI. De miseria ambitiosorum, adducto exemplo mendici laetantis.
CAPUT VII. Alypium a Circensium insania convertit.
CAPUT VIII. Alypius capitur insania ludorum gladiatoriorum, a quibus antea abhorruerat.
CAPUT IX. Alypius ut fur apprehenditur.
CAPUT X. De integritate Alypii et adventu Nebridii.
CAPUT XI. Anxius Augustinus de instituenda vita deliberat.
CAPUT XII. Contentio inter Alypium et Augustinum de matrimonio et caelibatu.
CAPUT XIII. Uxor quaeritur Augustino.
CAPUT XIV. De vita communi agenda cum amicis deliberat.
CAPUT XV. In locum discedentis concubinae alia succedit.
CAPUT XVI. Mortis et judicii metum nunquam deposuit.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Deum cogitat tanquam aliquid corporeum per infinita spatia diffusum.
CAPUT II. Momentum quo Nebridius confutarat Manichaeos.
CAPUT III. Liberum arbitrium causa peccati.
CAPUT IV. Deum incorruptibilem esse oportet.
CAPUT V. Quaerit iterum unde malum, et quae radix ejus.
CAPUT VI. Mathematicorum divinationes rejicit.
CAPUT VII. Misere torquetur inquirens unde sit malum.
CAPUT VIII. Quomodo divina misericordia subvenerit Augustino.
CAPUT IX. In Platonicorum libris Verbi aeterni divinitatem, non incarnati humilitatem invenit.
CAPUT X. Clarius innotescunt jam Augustino divina.
CAPUT XI. Quomodo creaturae sunt et non sunt.
CAPUT XII. Omnia bona, quaecumque sunt.
CAPUT XIII. Omnia condita laudant Deum.
CAPUT XIV. Sanae mentis homini nihil displicet inter creaturas Dei.
CAPUT XV. Quomodo veritas et falsitas in creaturis.
CAPUT XVI. Omnia bona, licet quibusdam non apta.
CAPUT XVII. Quae retardent a cognitione divinorum.
CAPUT XVIII. Solus Christus via ad salutem.
CAPUT XIX. Quid senserit de Christi incarnatione.
CAPUT XX. Ex Platonicis libris peritior, sed inflatior evaserat.
CAPUT XXI. Quid in sacris Libris invenerit, non inventum in Platonicis.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Studio vitae melius instituendae ad Simplicianum ire statuit.
CAPUT II. De Victorino rhetore ad fidem converso.
CAPUT III. Quod Deus et Angeli magis gaudent in peccatorum conversione.
CAPUT IV. Quare plus laetandum sit in conversione nobilium.
CAPUT V. Quae remorabantur eum a conversione.
CAPUT VI. Pontitianus narrat Antonii vitam.
CAPUT VII. Rodebatur intus audito Pontitiano.
CAPUT VIII. In hortum secedit, quid ibi egerit.
CAPUT IX. Unde fit ut animus imperet sibi et resistatur.
CAPUT XI. Lucta spiritus et carnis in Augustino.
CAPUT XII. Vocis admonitu quomodo totus conversus.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Laudat Dei bonitatem, agnoscens suam miseriam.
CAPUT II. Deserere rhetorices professionem differt usque ad vindemiales ferias.
CAPUT III. Verecundus concedit illi rus suum.
CAPUT V Ambrosium consulit quid legendum.
CAPUT VI. Mediolani baptizatur cum Alypio et Adeodato.
CAPUT VII. Ecclesiastici cantus institutio Mediolani. Inventio corporum SS. Protasii et Gervasii.
CAPUT VIII. Evodii conversio. Matris obitus, ejusque a teneris educatio.
CAPUT IX. Laudabiles matris suae mores prosequitur.
CAPUT X. Colloquium cum matre de regno coelorum.
CAPUT XI. De ecstasi et morte matris.
CAPUT XII. Quomodo luxerit mortem matris. Sacrificium pro defunctis.
CAPUT XIII. Orat pro matre defuncta.
CAPUT PRIMUM. In Deo solo spes et gaudium.
CAPUT II. Cum Deo nota sint arcana, quid est confiteri illi.
CAPUT III. Quo fructu confitebitur deinceps quis sit, non quis fuerit.
CAPUT IV. Quod magni sint fructus hujusmodi confessionis.
CAPUT V. Homo sese totum non novit.
CAPUT VI. Quid amat, cum Deum amat: et quomodo ex creaturis Deus cognoscitur.
CAPUT VII. Corporea aut sensitiva virtute Deus non invenitur.
CAPUT IX. Memoria disciplinarum.
CAPUT X. Disciplinae in memoriam non introducuntur per sensus, sed ex ejus abditiore sinu eruuntur.
CAPUT XII. Rerum Mathematicarum memoria.
CAPUT XIII. Memoria meminisse nos meminimus.
CAPUT XIV. Quomodo memoria continet affectus animi. Laeta non laeti quomodo recordamur.
CAPUT XV. Etiam quae absunt meminimus.
CAPUT XVI. Et oblivionis memoria est.
CAPUT XVII. Magna memoriae vis, sed ultra progrediendum ut attingatur Deus.
CAPUT XVIII. Non inveniretur ea res quae excidit, nisi memoria teneretur.
CAPUT XIX. Quid sit reminisci.
CAPUT XX. Ut beatitudinem omnes appetant, oportet eam noverint.
CAPUT XXI. Quomodo memoria beatam vitam continet.
CAPUT XXII. Beata vita quae, et ubi.
CAPUT XXIII. Item prosequitur quae sit beata vita, et ubi.
CAPUT XXIV. Gratulatur quod sua in memoria Deus locum habeat.
CAPUT XXV. In quo memoriae gradu reperiatur Deus.
CAPUT XXVI. Ubi invenitur Deus.
CAPUT XXVII. Quomodo hominem rapiat Dei pulchritudo.
CAPUT XXVIII. Miseriae hujus vitae.
CAPUT XXX. Confitetur ut se habet ad tentationes carnalis libidinis.
CAPUT XXXI. Ut se gerit ad tentationes gulae.
CAPUT XXXII. Ut se gerit ad odorum illecebras.
CAPUT XXXIII. Ut se gerit ad voluptates aurium.
CAPUT XXXIV. Ut se gerit ad oculorum illecebras.
CAPUT XXXV. Ut se habet ad secundum tentationis genus, quod est curiositatis.
CAPUT XXXVI. Ut se habet ad tertium tentationis genus, quod est superbiae.
CAPUT XXXVII. Ut movetur laudibus humanis.
CAPUT XXXVIII. Et virtuti periculum a vana gloria.
CAPUT XXXIX. Amoris proprii vis et natura.
CAPUT XL. Quod in se et caeteris rebus Deum investigavit.
CAPUT XLII. Nonnulli ad daemones tanquam redeundi ad Deum mediatores infeliciter recurrerunt.
CAPUT XLIII. Christus verus mediator.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Cur confitemur Deo scienti.
CAPUT II. Petit a Deo Scripturarum sanctarum intelligentiam.
CAPUT IV. Creatura clamat creatorem Deum.
CAPUT V. Ex nihilo conditus mundus.
CAPUT VI. Quomodo Deus dixit, ut fieret mundus.
CAPUT VII. Verbum Dei coaeternum Deo.
CAPUT VIII. Verbum Dei ipsum est principium quo docemur omnem veritatem.
CAPUT IX. Quomodo Verbum Dei loquatur cordi.
CAPUT X. Obtrectantes quid faceret Deus antequam coelum et terram conderet.
CAPUT XI. Objectioni respondet quod aeternitas Dei nescit tempora.
CAPUT XII. Quid Deus fecerit ante mundi creationem.
CAPUT XIII. Quod ante tempora a Deo creata nullum tempus fuerit.
CAPUT XIV. Temporis differentiae tres.
CAPUT XV. Mensura temporis in quo.
CAPUT XVI. Quale tempus metiri liceat, et quale non.
CAPUT XVII. Ubi tempus praeteritum et futurum.
CAPUT XVIII. Quomodo praeterita et futura tempora sint praesentia.
CAPUT XIX. Non capit modum, quo Deus docet futura.
CAPUT XX. Differentiae temporis quomodo nominandae.
CAPUT XXI. Quomodo tempus liceat metiri.
CAPUT XXII. Petit aenigmatis istius solutionem a Deo.
CAPUT XXIV. Tempus est quo metimur motum corporis.
CAPUT XXV. Rursus Deum interpellat.
CAPUT XXVI. Quomodo tempus metimur.
CAPUT XXVII. Quomodo metimur tempus permanens in animo.
CAPUT XXVIII. Animo metimur tempora.
CAPUT XXIX. Se in temporalia distentum cupit in Deum colligi.
CAPUT XXX. Coarguit rursum obtrectantes, quid fecerit Deus ante mundi creationem.
CAPUT XXXI. Quomodo cognoscit Deus, quomodo creatura.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Difficilis inquisitio veri.
CAPUT II. De duplici coelo et terra.
CAPUT III. Quid tenebrae super faciem abyssi.
CAPUT IV. Quid terra invisibilis et incomposita.
CAPUT V. Cur sic appellata videtur materia informis.
CAPUT VI. Quid olim cum Manichaeis senserit de materia informi, quid modo.
CAPUT VII. Deus fecit de nihilo coelum, id est Angelos et terram, id est informem materiam.
CAPUT VIII. Materia informis ex nihilo: ex hac omnia visibilia.
CAPUT IX. Cur absque dierum mentione scriptum est Deum fecisse in principio coelum et terram.
CAPUT XI. Quid a Deo didicerit.
CAPUT XII. Creatura duplex carens tempore.
CAPUT XIV. Scripturae profunditas.
CAPUT XVI. Rem habere non vult cum iis, qui contradicunt veritati divinae.
CAPUT XVII. Ut coeli et terrae nominibus aliud et aliud intelligi potest.
CAPUT XVIII. Quis error innoxius in Scripturis.
CAPUT XX. In principio creavit, etc., varie intellectum.
CAPUT XXI. Terra erat invisibilis, etc., varie intellectum.
CAPUT XXII. Aliquid esse a Deo conditum, de quo sileat liber Genesis, nihil repugnat.
CAPUT XXIII. Duo dissensionum genera in Scripturis interpretandis.
CAPUT XXIV. Ex multis veris non debet fidenter asseri hoc aut illud sensisse Moysen.
CAPUT XXV. Adversus eos qui aliorum interpretandi rationem temere rejiciunt.
CAPUT XXVI. Qui sermo deceat Scripturam.
CAPUT XXVII. Scripturam decet humile simplexque verborum genus.
CAPUT XXVIII. Ut varie intelligitur ab eruditis Scriptura.
CAPUT XXIX. Quot modis dicitur aliquid prius.
CAPUT XXXI. Sensisse putandus est Moyses quidquid veri potest in ipsius verbis inveniri.
CAPUT XXXII. Veri Scripturae sensus a Spiritu sancto revelantur.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Invocat Deum, cujus bonitate se praeventum agnoscit.
CAPUT II. Creaturae ex Dei bonitate subsistunt et perficiuntur.
CAPUT III. Ex Dei gratia omnia.
CAPUT IV. Deus non eget rebus conditis.
CAPUT V. Trinitas qui Deus est ex primis verbis Geneseos intelligitur.
CAPUT VI. Cur dictus est Spiritus superferri super aquas.
CAPUT VII. Effectus Spiritus sancti.
CAPUT VIII. Intellectuali creaturae ad beatam requiem non sufficit quidquid Deo minus est.
CAPUT IX. Cur solus Spiritus sanctus superferebatur super aquas.
CAPUT XI. Symbola Trinitatis in homine.
CAPUT XII. Mundi creatio formationem Ecclesiae praefigurat.
CAPUT XIII. Renovatio hominis dum hic vivit nondum perfecta.
CAPUT XIV. Fide et spe corroboramur.
CAPUT XV. Fiat firmamentum, etc., Gen. 1, 6. Quid firmamentum, quid superiores aquae.
CAPUT XVI. Solus Deus se scit omnino sicuti est.
CAPUT XVIII. Fiant luminaria, etc. Gen. 1, 14. Quae luminaria dividentia inter diem et noctem.
CAPUT XIX. Tractat eumdem versiculum, Fiant luminaria, etc.
CAPUT XX. Producant aquae, etc., Gen. 1, 20. Quae reptilia, quae volatilia.
CAPUT XXI. Producat terra animam vivam, etc., Gen. 1, 24.
CAPUT XXII. Faciamus hominem ad imaginem, etc., Gen. 1, 26. Renovatio mentis.
CAPUT XXIII. Et praesit piscibus maris, etc., Gen. 1, 26. De quibus christianus judicet.
CAPUT XXIV. Et benedixit eos Deus dicens, Crescite, etc., Gen. 81, 2.
CAPUT XXV. Ecce dedi vobis omnem herbam . . . . in escam, etc., Gen. 1, 29.
CAPUT XXVI. Voluptas et utilitas ex beneficio in proximum collato.
CAPUT XXVII. Quid per pisces et cetos significetur.
CAPUT XXVIII. Et vidit Deus omnia quae fecit, et ecce bona valde, etc., Gen. 1, 31.
CAPUT XXIX. Quomodo intelligendum quod Deus octies vidit bona esse opera sua.
CAPUT XXX. Manichaeorum deliria.
CAPUT XXXI. Piis idem probatur quod Deo placuit.
CAPUT XXXII. Compendio enarrat opera Dei.
CAPUT XXXIII. Omnia de nihilo sive de concreata materia.
CAPUT XXXIV. Totius creationis mundi allegorica expositio.
CAPUT XXXVI. Diem septimum vespera quare non sequatur.
Chapter XVII.—Above His Changeable Mind, He Discovers the Unchangeable Author of Truth.
23. And I marvelled that I now loved Thee, and no phantasm instead of Thee. And yet I did not merit to enjoy my God, but was transported to Thee by Thy beauty, and presently torn away from Thee by mine own weight, sinking with grief into these inferior things. This weight was carnal custom. Yet was there a remembrance of Thee with me; nor did I any way doubt that there was one to whom I might cleave, but that I was not yet one who could cleave unto Thee; for that the body which is corrupted presseth down the soul, and the earthly dwelling weigheth down the mind which thinketh upon many things.425 Wisd. ix. 15. And most certain I was that Thy “invisible things from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even Thy eternal power and Godhead.”426 Rom. i. 20. For, inquiring whence it was that I admired the beauty of bodies whether celestial or terrestrial, and what supported me in judging correctly on things mutable, and pronouncing, “This should be thus, this not,”—inquiring, then, whence I so judged, seeing I did so judge, I had found the unchangeable and true eternity of Truth, above my changeable mind. And thus, by degrees, I passed from bodies to the soul, which makes use of the senses of the body to perceive; and thence to its inward427 See above, sec. 10. faculty, to which the bodily senses represent outward things, and up to which reach the capabilities of beasts; and thence, again, I passed on to the reasoning faculty,428 Here, and more explicitly in sec. 25, we have before us what has been called the “trichotomy” of man. This doctrine Augustin does not deny in theory, but appears to consider (De Anima, iv. 32) it prudent to overlook in practice. The biblical view of psychology may well be considered here not only on its own account, but as enabling us clearly to apprehend this passage and that which follows it. It is difficult to understand how any one can doubt that St. Paul, when speaking in 1 Thess. v. 23, of our “spirit, soul, and body being preserved unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ,” implies a belief in a kind of trinity in man. And it is very necessary to the understanding of other Scriptures that we should realize what special attributes pertain to the soul and the spirit respectively. It may be said, generally, that the soul (ψυχή) is that passionate and affectionate nature which is common to us and the inferior creatures, while the spirit (πνεῦμα) is the higher intellectual nature which is peculiar to man. Hence our Lord in His agony in the garden says (Matt. xxvi. 38), “My Soul is exceeding sorrowful”—the soul being liable to emotions of pleasure and pain. In the same passage (ver 41) he says to the apostles who had slept during His great agony, “The Spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak,” so that the spirit is the seat of the will. And that the spirit is also the seat of consciousness we gather from St. Paul’s words (1 Cor. ii. 11), “What man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God.” And it is on the spirit of man that the Spirit of God operates; whence we read (Rom. viii. 16), “The Spirit beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God.” It is important to note that the word “flesh” (σαρξ) has its special significance, as distinct from body. The word comes to us from the Hebrew through the Hellenistic Greek of the LXX., and in biblical language (see Bishop Pearson’s Præfatio Parænetica to his edition of the LXX.) stands for our human nature with it worldly surroundings and liability to temptation; so that when it is said, “The Word was made flesh,” we have what is equivalent to, “The Word put on human nature.” It is, therefore, the flesh and the spirit that are ever represented in conflict one with the other when men are in the throes of temptation. So it must be while life lasts; for it is characteristic of our position in the world that we possess soulish bodies (to employ the barbarous but expressive word of Dr. Candlish in his Life in a Risen Saviour, p. 182), and only on the morning of the resurrection will the body be spiritual and suited to the new sphere of its existence: “It is sown a natural [ψυχικὸν, “soulish”] body, it is raised a spiritual [πνευματικόν] body” (1 Cor. xv. 44); “for,” as Augustin says in his Enchiridion (c. xci.), “just as now the body is called animate (or, using the Greek term, as above, instead of the Latin, “soulish”), though it is a body and not a soul, so then the body shall be called spiritual, though it shall be a body, not a spirit.…No part of our nature shall be in discord with another; but as we shall be free from enemies without, so we shall not have ourselves for enemies within.” For further information on this most interesting subject, see Delitzsch, Biblical Psychology, ii. 4 (“The True and False Trichotomy”); Olshausen, Opuscula Theologica, iv. (“De Trichotomia”) and cc. 2, 17, and 18 of R. W. Evans’ Ministry of the Body, where the subject is discussed with thoughtfulness and spiritual insight. This matter is also treated of in the introductory chapters of Schlegel’s Philosophy of Life. unto which whatever is received from the senses of the body is referred to be judged, which also, finding itself to be variable in me, raised itself up to its own intelligence, and from habit drew away my thoughts, withdrawing itself from the crowds of contradictory phantasms; that so it might find out that light429 That light which illumines the soul, he tells us in his De Gen. ad Lit. (xii. 31), is God Himself, from whom all light cometh; and, though created in His image and likeness, when it tries to discover Him, palpitat infirmitate, et minus valet. In sec. 13, above, speaking of Platonism, he describes it as holding “that the soul of man, though it ‘bears witness of the Light,’ yet itself ‘is not that Light.’” In his De Civ. Dei, x. 2, he quotes from Plotinus (mentioned in note 2, sec. 13, above) in regard to the Platonic doctrine as to enlightenment from on high. He says: “Plotinus, commenting on Plato, repeatedly and strongly asserts that not even the soul, which they believe to be the soul of the world, derives its blessedness from any other source than we do, viz. from that Light which is distinct from it and created it, and by whose intelligible illumination it enjoys light in things intelligible. He also compares those spiritual things to the vast and conspicuous heavenly bodies, as if God were the sun, and the soul the moon; for they suppose that the moon derives its light from the sun. That great Platonist, therefore, says that the rational soul, or rather the intellectual soul,—in which class he comprehends the souls of the blessed immortal who inhabit heaven,—has no nature superior to it save God, the Creator of the world and the soul itself, and that these heavenly spirits derive their blessed life, and the light of truth, from the same source as ourselves, agreeing with the gospel where we read, ‘There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. The same came for a witness, to bear witness of that Light, that through Him all might believe. He was not that Light, but that he might bear witness of the Light. That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world’ (John i. 6-9);—a distinction which sufficiently proves that the rational or intellectual soul, such as John had, cannot be its own light, but needs to receive illumination from another, the true Light. This John himself avows when he delivers his witness (ibid. 16): ‘We have all received of His fulness.’” Comp. Tertullian, De Testim. Anim., and the note to iv. sec. 25, above, where other references to God’s being the Father of Lights are given. by which it was besprinkled, when, without all doubting, it cried out, “that the unchangeable was to be preferred before the changeable;” whence also it knew that unchangeable, which, unless it had in some way known, it could have had no sure ground for preferring it to the changeable. And thus, with the flash of a trembling glance, it arrived at that which is. And then I saw Thy invisible things understood by the things that are made.430 Rom. i. 20. But I was not able to fix my gaze thereon; and my infirmity being beaten back, I was thrown again on my accustomed habits, carrying along with me naught but a loving memory thereof, and an appetite for what I had, as it were, smelt the odour of, but was not yet able to eat.
CAPUT XVII. Quae retardent a cognitione divinorum.
23. Et mirabar quod jam te amabam, non pro te phantasma. Et non stabam frui Deo meo, sed rapiebar ad te decore tuo; moxque deripiebar abs te pondere meo, et ruebam in ista cum gemitu: et pondus hoc, consuetudo carnalis. Sed mecum erat memoria 0745 tui, neque ullo modo dubitabam esse cui cohaererem, sed nondum esse me qui cohaererem: quoniam corpus quod corrumpitur, aggravat animam; et deprimit terrena inhabitatio sensum multa cogitantem (Sap. IX, 15). Eramque certissimus quod invisibilia tua, a constitutione mundi, per ea quae facta sunt, intellecta conspiciuntur; sempiterna quoque virtus et divinitas tua (Rom. I, 20). Quaerens enim unde approbarem pulchritudinem corporum, sive coelestium, sive terrestrium; et quid mihi praesto esset integre de mutabilibus judicanti, et dicenti: Hoc ita esse debet, illud non ita: hoc ergo quaerens unde judicarem, cum ita judicarem, inveneram incommutabilem et veram veritatis aeternitatem, supra mentem meam commutabilem. Atque ita gradatim a corporibus ad sentientem per corpus animam; atque inde ad ejus interiorem vim, cui sensus corporis exteriora annuntiaret; et quousque possunt bestiae: atque inde rursus ad ratiocinantem potentiam ad quam refertur judicandum quod sumitur a sensibus corporis. Quae se quoque in me comperiens mutabilem, erexit se ad intelligentiam suam; et abduxit cogitationem a consuetudine, subtrahens se contradicentibus turbis phantasmatum, ut inveniret quo lumine aspergeretur, cum sine ulla dubitatione clamaret incommutabile praeferendum esse mutabili; unde nosset ipsum incommutabile, quod nisi aliquo modo nosset, nullo modo illud mutabili certo praeponeret. Et pervenit ad id quod est, in ictu trepidantis aspectus. Tunc vero invisibilia tua, per ea quae facta sunt, intellecta conspexi; sed aciem figere non evalui : et repercussa infirmitate redditus solitis, non mecum ferebam nisi amantem memoriam, et quasi olfacta desiderantem quae comedere nondum possem.