S. AURELII AUGUSTINI HIPPONENSIS EPISCOPI CONFESSIONUM LIBRI TREDECIM .
CAPUT PRIMUM. Deum vult laudare ab ipso excitatus.
CAPUT II. Deum quem invocat in ipso esse, ipsumque in Deo.
CAPUT III. Deus sic ubique totus, ut res nulla ipsum totum capiat.
CAPUT IV. Dei majestas et perfectiones inexplicabiles.
CAPUT V. Petit amorem Dei, et delictorum veniam.
CAPUT VI. Infantiam suam describit, laudat Dei providentiam et aeternitatem.
CAPUT VII. Infantia quoque peccatis obnoxia.
CAPUT VIII. Unde puer loqui didicerit.
CAPUT IX. Odium litterarum, amor lusus, et vapulandi timor in pueris.
CAPUT X. Amore lusus et spectaculorum avocatur a litterarum studio.
CAPUT XI. Morbo pressus Baptismum flagitat, quem mater certo consilio differt.
CAPUT XII. Ad litteras cogebatur, quo tamen Deus utebatur bene.
CAPUT XIII. Quibus studiis potissimum sit delectatus.
CAPUT XIV. Litteras graecas oderat.
CAPUT XVI. Improbat modum juventutis erudiendae.
CAPUT XVII. Prosequitur contra modum exercendae juventutis in re litteraria.
CAPUT XVIII. Quod homines curant servare leges grammaticorum, et non divinorum praeceptorum.
CAPUT XIX. Pueritiae vitia quae in majores aetates transeunt.
CAPUT XX. Pro bonis sibi in pueritia collatis Deo gratias agit.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Adolescentiae aetatem et vitia recolit.
CAPUT II. Annum aetatis suae decimum sextum in ardore libidinoso consumptum.
CAPUT III. De peregrinatione studiorum causa, et de parentum proposito.
CAPUT IV. Furtum cum sodalibus perpetratum.
CAPUT V. Neminem peccare sine causa.
CAPUT VI. Omnia quae boni specie ad vitia invitant, in solo Deo esse vera et perfecta.
CAPUT VII. Gratias agit Deo pro remissione peccatorum, quodque a multis servatus sit.
CAPUT VIII. Amavit in furto consortium simul peccantium.
CAPUT IX. Contagiosa res sodales mali.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Amore quem venabatur capitur.
CAPUT II. Amavit spectacula tragica.
CAPUT III. In schola rhetoris ab Eversorum factis abhorrebat.
CAPUT IV. Hortensius Ciceronis excitavit illum ad ardorem philosophiae.
CAPUT V. Fastidiit sacras Litteras propter simplicitatem stili.
CAPUT VI. A Manichaeis quomodo captus.
CAPUT VII. Doctrina Manichaeorum absurda cui suffragabatur.
CAPUT VIII. Contra Manichaeos dicit quae flagitia semper detestanda, quae facinora.
CAPUT IX. Discrimen inter peccata, et inter Dei judicium et hominum.
CAPUT X. Nugae Manichaeorum de terrae fructibus.
CAPUT XI. Planctus et somnium matris de filio.
CAPUT XII. Quale responsum mater Augustini accepit a quodam episcopo de ipsius conversione.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Quamdiu et quomodo alios seduxerit.
CAPUT II. Rhetoricam docet, concubinam fovet, et aruspicem qui victoriam promittebat, contemnit.
CAPUT III. Ab astrologia, cui deditus erat, per senem medicinae et rerum peritum revocatur.
CAPUT V. Cur fletus dulcis miseris.
CAPUT VI. Quantus ex amici morte dolor.
CAPUT VII. Impatientia doloris mutat locum.
CAPUT VIII. Tempus et amicorum colloquia dolori medentur.
CAPUT IX. De humana amicitia. Beatus qui amat in Deo.
CAPUT X. Labiles creaturae, nec in eis potest anima requiescere.
CAPUT XI. Omnia creata sunt instabilia. Solus Deus stabilis.
CAPUT XII. Amor non improbatur, modo in his quae placent, amemus-Deum.
CAPUT XIII. Amor unde proveniat.
CAPUT XIV. Libri de Apto et Pulchro Hierio nuncupati. Unde hunc amaverat.
CAPUT XV. Quod corporalibus imaginibus contenebratus, non potuit capere spiritualia.
CAPUT XVI. Categorias Aristotelis et liberalium artium libros per se intellexit.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Excitat mentem ad Deum laudandum.
CAPUT II. Dei praesentiam iniquos non effugere: itaque ad eum debere converti.
CAPUT IV. Sola Dei cognitio beat.
CAPUT V. Manichaei de astris imperitia indignum eum fide in caeteris faciebat.
CAPUT VI. Faustus eloquens, sed liberalium disciplinarum expers.
CAPUT VII. Alienatur a secta Manichaeorum.
CAPUT VIII. Proficiscitur Romam contra matris voluntatem.
CAPUT IX. Febri correptus periculose laborat.
CAPUT X. Errores ante susceptam Evangelii doctrinam.
CAPUT XI. Qualiter Augustinus contulerit cum catholicis.
CAPUT XII. Fraus discipulorum Romae in praeceptores.
CAPUT XIII. Docturus rhetoricam mittitur Mediolanum ab Ambrosio suscipitur.
CAPUT XIV. Audito Ambrosio paulatim ab erroribus resipiscit.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Augustinus nec manichaeus nec catholicus.
CAPUT II. Epulae et synaxis apud sepulcra martyrum.
CAPUT III. Occupationes et studia Ambrosii.
CAPUT IV. Doctrinam Ecclesiae Ambrosio concionante intelligit.
CAPUT V. De sacrorum Librorum auctoritate et necessario usu.
CAPUT VI. De miseria ambitiosorum, adducto exemplo mendici laetantis.
CAPUT VII. Alypium a Circensium insania convertit.
CAPUT VIII. Alypius capitur insania ludorum gladiatoriorum, a quibus antea abhorruerat.
CAPUT IX. Alypius ut fur apprehenditur.
CAPUT X. De integritate Alypii et adventu Nebridii.
CAPUT XI. Anxius Augustinus de instituenda vita deliberat.
CAPUT XII. Contentio inter Alypium et Augustinum de matrimonio et caelibatu.
CAPUT XIII. Uxor quaeritur Augustino.
CAPUT XIV. De vita communi agenda cum amicis deliberat.
CAPUT XV. In locum discedentis concubinae alia succedit.
CAPUT XVI. Mortis et judicii metum nunquam deposuit.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Deum cogitat tanquam aliquid corporeum per infinita spatia diffusum.
CAPUT II. Momentum quo Nebridius confutarat Manichaeos.
CAPUT III. Liberum arbitrium causa peccati.
CAPUT IV. Deum incorruptibilem esse oportet.
CAPUT V. Quaerit iterum unde malum, et quae radix ejus.
CAPUT VI. Mathematicorum divinationes rejicit.
CAPUT VII. Misere torquetur inquirens unde sit malum.
CAPUT VIII. Quomodo divina misericordia subvenerit Augustino.
CAPUT IX. In Platonicorum libris Verbi aeterni divinitatem, non incarnati humilitatem invenit.
CAPUT X. Clarius innotescunt jam Augustino divina.
CAPUT XI. Quomodo creaturae sunt et non sunt.
CAPUT XII. Omnia bona, quaecumque sunt.
CAPUT XIII. Omnia condita laudant Deum.
CAPUT XIV. Sanae mentis homini nihil displicet inter creaturas Dei.
CAPUT XV. Quomodo veritas et falsitas in creaturis.
CAPUT XVI. Omnia bona, licet quibusdam non apta.
CAPUT XVII. Quae retardent a cognitione divinorum.
CAPUT XVIII. Solus Christus via ad salutem.
CAPUT XIX. Quid senserit de Christi incarnatione.
CAPUT XX. Ex Platonicis libris peritior, sed inflatior evaserat.
CAPUT XXI. Quid in sacris Libris invenerit, non inventum in Platonicis.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Studio vitae melius instituendae ad Simplicianum ire statuit.
CAPUT II. De Victorino rhetore ad fidem converso.
CAPUT III. Quod Deus et Angeli magis gaudent in peccatorum conversione.
CAPUT IV. Quare plus laetandum sit in conversione nobilium.
CAPUT V. Quae remorabantur eum a conversione.
CAPUT VI. Pontitianus narrat Antonii vitam.
CAPUT VII. Rodebatur intus audito Pontitiano.
CAPUT VIII. In hortum secedit, quid ibi egerit.
CAPUT IX. Unde fit ut animus imperet sibi et resistatur.
CAPUT XI. Lucta spiritus et carnis in Augustino.
CAPUT XII. Vocis admonitu quomodo totus conversus.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Laudat Dei bonitatem, agnoscens suam miseriam.
CAPUT II. Deserere rhetorices professionem differt usque ad vindemiales ferias.
CAPUT III. Verecundus concedit illi rus suum.
CAPUT V Ambrosium consulit quid legendum.
CAPUT VI. Mediolani baptizatur cum Alypio et Adeodato.
CAPUT VII. Ecclesiastici cantus institutio Mediolani. Inventio corporum SS. Protasii et Gervasii.
CAPUT VIII. Evodii conversio. Matris obitus, ejusque a teneris educatio.
CAPUT IX. Laudabiles matris suae mores prosequitur.
CAPUT X. Colloquium cum matre de regno coelorum.
CAPUT XI. De ecstasi et morte matris.
CAPUT XII. Quomodo luxerit mortem matris. Sacrificium pro defunctis.
CAPUT XIII. Orat pro matre defuncta.
CAPUT PRIMUM. In Deo solo spes et gaudium.
CAPUT II. Cum Deo nota sint arcana, quid est confiteri illi.
CAPUT III. Quo fructu confitebitur deinceps quis sit, non quis fuerit.
CAPUT IV. Quod magni sint fructus hujusmodi confessionis.
CAPUT V. Homo sese totum non novit.
CAPUT VI. Quid amat, cum Deum amat: et quomodo ex creaturis Deus cognoscitur.
CAPUT VII. Corporea aut sensitiva virtute Deus non invenitur.
CAPUT IX. Memoria disciplinarum.
CAPUT X. Disciplinae in memoriam non introducuntur per sensus, sed ex ejus abditiore sinu eruuntur.
CAPUT XII. Rerum Mathematicarum memoria.
CAPUT XIII. Memoria meminisse nos meminimus.
CAPUT XIV. Quomodo memoria continet affectus animi. Laeta non laeti quomodo recordamur.
CAPUT XV. Etiam quae absunt meminimus.
CAPUT XVI. Et oblivionis memoria est.
CAPUT XVII. Magna memoriae vis, sed ultra progrediendum ut attingatur Deus.
CAPUT XVIII. Non inveniretur ea res quae excidit, nisi memoria teneretur.
CAPUT XIX. Quid sit reminisci.
CAPUT XX. Ut beatitudinem omnes appetant, oportet eam noverint.
CAPUT XXI. Quomodo memoria beatam vitam continet.
CAPUT XXII. Beata vita quae, et ubi.
CAPUT XXIII. Item prosequitur quae sit beata vita, et ubi.
CAPUT XXIV. Gratulatur quod sua in memoria Deus locum habeat.
CAPUT XXV. In quo memoriae gradu reperiatur Deus.
CAPUT XXVI. Ubi invenitur Deus.
CAPUT XXVII. Quomodo hominem rapiat Dei pulchritudo.
CAPUT XXVIII. Miseriae hujus vitae.
CAPUT XXX. Confitetur ut se habet ad tentationes carnalis libidinis.
CAPUT XXXI. Ut se gerit ad tentationes gulae.
CAPUT XXXII. Ut se gerit ad odorum illecebras.
CAPUT XXXIII. Ut se gerit ad voluptates aurium.
CAPUT XXXIV. Ut se gerit ad oculorum illecebras.
CAPUT XXXV. Ut se habet ad secundum tentationis genus, quod est curiositatis.
CAPUT XXXVI. Ut se habet ad tertium tentationis genus, quod est superbiae.
CAPUT XXXVII. Ut movetur laudibus humanis.
CAPUT XXXVIII. Et virtuti periculum a vana gloria.
CAPUT XXXIX. Amoris proprii vis et natura.
CAPUT XL. Quod in se et caeteris rebus Deum investigavit.
CAPUT XLII. Nonnulli ad daemones tanquam redeundi ad Deum mediatores infeliciter recurrerunt.
CAPUT XLIII. Christus verus mediator.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Cur confitemur Deo scienti.
CAPUT II. Petit a Deo Scripturarum sanctarum intelligentiam.
CAPUT IV. Creatura clamat creatorem Deum.
CAPUT V. Ex nihilo conditus mundus.
CAPUT VI. Quomodo Deus dixit, ut fieret mundus.
CAPUT VII. Verbum Dei coaeternum Deo.
CAPUT VIII. Verbum Dei ipsum est principium quo docemur omnem veritatem.
CAPUT IX. Quomodo Verbum Dei loquatur cordi.
CAPUT X. Obtrectantes quid faceret Deus antequam coelum et terram conderet.
CAPUT XI. Objectioni respondet quod aeternitas Dei nescit tempora.
CAPUT XII. Quid Deus fecerit ante mundi creationem.
CAPUT XIII. Quod ante tempora a Deo creata nullum tempus fuerit.
CAPUT XIV. Temporis differentiae tres.
CAPUT XV. Mensura temporis in quo.
CAPUT XVI. Quale tempus metiri liceat, et quale non.
CAPUT XVII. Ubi tempus praeteritum et futurum.
CAPUT XVIII. Quomodo praeterita et futura tempora sint praesentia.
CAPUT XIX. Non capit modum, quo Deus docet futura.
CAPUT XX. Differentiae temporis quomodo nominandae.
CAPUT XXI. Quomodo tempus liceat metiri.
CAPUT XXII. Petit aenigmatis istius solutionem a Deo.
CAPUT XXIV. Tempus est quo metimur motum corporis.
CAPUT XXV. Rursus Deum interpellat.
CAPUT XXVI. Quomodo tempus metimur.
CAPUT XXVII. Quomodo metimur tempus permanens in animo.
CAPUT XXVIII. Animo metimur tempora.
CAPUT XXIX. Se in temporalia distentum cupit in Deum colligi.
CAPUT XXX. Coarguit rursum obtrectantes, quid fecerit Deus ante mundi creationem.
CAPUT XXXI. Quomodo cognoscit Deus, quomodo creatura.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Difficilis inquisitio veri.
CAPUT II. De duplici coelo et terra.
CAPUT III. Quid tenebrae super faciem abyssi.
CAPUT IV. Quid terra invisibilis et incomposita.
CAPUT V. Cur sic appellata videtur materia informis.
CAPUT VI. Quid olim cum Manichaeis senserit de materia informi, quid modo.
CAPUT VII. Deus fecit de nihilo coelum, id est Angelos et terram, id est informem materiam.
CAPUT VIII. Materia informis ex nihilo: ex hac omnia visibilia.
CAPUT IX. Cur absque dierum mentione scriptum est Deum fecisse in principio coelum et terram.
CAPUT XI. Quid a Deo didicerit.
CAPUT XII. Creatura duplex carens tempore.
CAPUT XIV. Scripturae profunditas.
CAPUT XVI. Rem habere non vult cum iis, qui contradicunt veritati divinae.
CAPUT XVII. Ut coeli et terrae nominibus aliud et aliud intelligi potest.
CAPUT XVIII. Quis error innoxius in Scripturis.
CAPUT XX. In principio creavit, etc., varie intellectum.
CAPUT XXI. Terra erat invisibilis, etc., varie intellectum.
CAPUT XXII. Aliquid esse a Deo conditum, de quo sileat liber Genesis, nihil repugnat.
CAPUT XXIII. Duo dissensionum genera in Scripturis interpretandis.
CAPUT XXIV. Ex multis veris non debet fidenter asseri hoc aut illud sensisse Moysen.
CAPUT XXV. Adversus eos qui aliorum interpretandi rationem temere rejiciunt.
CAPUT XXVI. Qui sermo deceat Scripturam.
CAPUT XXVII. Scripturam decet humile simplexque verborum genus.
CAPUT XXVIII. Ut varie intelligitur ab eruditis Scriptura.
CAPUT XXIX. Quot modis dicitur aliquid prius.
CAPUT XXXI. Sensisse putandus est Moyses quidquid veri potest in ipsius verbis inveniri.
CAPUT XXXII. Veri Scripturae sensus a Spiritu sancto revelantur.
CAPUT PRIMUM. Invocat Deum, cujus bonitate se praeventum agnoscit.
CAPUT II. Creaturae ex Dei bonitate subsistunt et perficiuntur.
CAPUT III. Ex Dei gratia omnia.
CAPUT IV. Deus non eget rebus conditis.
CAPUT V. Trinitas qui Deus est ex primis verbis Geneseos intelligitur.
CAPUT VI. Cur dictus est Spiritus superferri super aquas.
CAPUT VII. Effectus Spiritus sancti.
CAPUT VIII. Intellectuali creaturae ad beatam requiem non sufficit quidquid Deo minus est.
CAPUT IX. Cur solus Spiritus sanctus superferebatur super aquas.
CAPUT XI. Symbola Trinitatis in homine.
CAPUT XII. Mundi creatio formationem Ecclesiae praefigurat.
CAPUT XIII. Renovatio hominis dum hic vivit nondum perfecta.
CAPUT XIV. Fide et spe corroboramur.
CAPUT XV. Fiat firmamentum, etc., Gen. 1, 6. Quid firmamentum, quid superiores aquae.
CAPUT XVI. Solus Deus se scit omnino sicuti est.
CAPUT XVIII. Fiant luminaria, etc. Gen. 1, 14. Quae luminaria dividentia inter diem et noctem.
CAPUT XIX. Tractat eumdem versiculum, Fiant luminaria, etc.
CAPUT XX. Producant aquae, etc., Gen. 1, 20. Quae reptilia, quae volatilia.
CAPUT XXI. Producat terra animam vivam, etc., Gen. 1, 24.
CAPUT XXII. Faciamus hominem ad imaginem, etc., Gen. 1, 26. Renovatio mentis.
CAPUT XXIII. Et praesit piscibus maris, etc., Gen. 1, 26. De quibus christianus judicet.
CAPUT XXIV. Et benedixit eos Deus dicens, Crescite, etc., Gen. 81, 2.
CAPUT XXV. Ecce dedi vobis omnem herbam . . . . in escam, etc., Gen. 1, 29.
CAPUT XXVI. Voluptas et utilitas ex beneficio in proximum collato.
CAPUT XXVII. Quid per pisces et cetos significetur.
CAPUT XXVIII. Et vidit Deus omnia quae fecit, et ecce bona valde, etc., Gen. 1, 31.
CAPUT XXIX. Quomodo intelligendum quod Deus octies vidit bona esse opera sua.
CAPUT XXX. Manichaeorum deliria.
CAPUT XXXI. Piis idem probatur quod Deo placuit.
CAPUT XXXII. Compendio enarrat opera Dei.
CAPUT XXXIII. Omnia de nihilo sive de concreata materia.
CAPUT XXXIV. Totius creationis mundi allegorica expositio.
CAPUT XXXVI. Diem septimum vespera quare non sequatur.
Chapter VI.—Pontitianus’ Account of Antony, the Founder of Monachism, and of Some Who Imitated Him.
13. And how, then, Thou didst deliver me out of the bonds of carnal desire, wherewith I was most firmly fettered, and out of the drudgery of worldly business, will I now declare and confess unto Thy name, “O Lord, my strength and my Redeemer.”532 Ps. xix. 14. Amid increasing anxiety, I was transacting my usual affairs, and daily sighing unto Thee. I resorted as frequently to Thy church as the business, under the burden of which I groaned, left me free to do. Alypius was with me, being after the third sitting disengaged from his legal occupation, and awaiting further opportunity of selling his counsel, as I was wont to sell the power of speaking, if it can be supplied by teaching. But Nebridius had, on account of our friendship, consented to teach under Verecundus, a citizen and a grammarian of Milan, and a very intimate friend of us all; who vehemently desired, and by the right of friendship demanded from our company, the faithful aid he greatly stood in need of. Nebridius, then, was not drawn to this by any desire of gain (for he could have made much more of his learning had he been so inclined), but, as a most sweet and kindly friend, he would not be wanting in an office of friendliness, and slight our request. But in this he acted very discreetly, taking care not to become known to those personages whom the world esteems great; thus avoiding distraction of mind, which he desired to have free and at leisure as many hours as possible, to search, or read, or hear something concerning wisdom.
14. Upon a certain day, then, Nebridius being away (why, I do not remember), lo, there came to the house to see Alypius and me, Pontitianus, a countryman of ours, in so far as he was an African, who held high office in the emperor’s court. What he wanted with us I know not, but we sat down to talk together, and it fell out that upon a table before us, used for games, he noticed a book; he took it up, opened it, and, contrary to his expectation, found it to be the Apostle Paul,—for he imagined it to be one of those books which I was wearing myself out in teaching. At this he looked up at me smilingly, and expressed his delight and wonder that he had so unexpectedly found this book, and this only, before my eyes. For he was both a Christian and baptized, and often prostrated himself before Thee our God in the church, in constant and daily prayers. When, then, I had told him that I bestowed much pains upon these writings, a conversation ensued on his speaking of Antony,533 It may be well here to say a few words in regard to Monachism and Antony’s relation to it:—(1) There is much in the later Platonism, with its austerities and bodily mortifications (see vii. sec. 13, note 2, above), which is in common with the asceticism of the early Church. The Therapeutæ of Philo, indeed, of whom there were numbers in the neighbourhood of Alexandria in the first century, may be considered as the natural forerunners of the Egyptian monks. (2) Monachism, according to Sozomen (i. 12), had its origin in a desire to escape persecution by retirement into the wilderness. It is probable, however, that, as in the case of Paul the hermit of Thebais, the desire for freedom from the cares of life, so that by contemplation and mortification of the body, the λόγος or inner reason (which was held to be an emanation of God) might be purified, had as much to do with the hermit life as a fear of persecution. Mosheim, indeed (Ecc. Hist. i. part 2, c. 3), supposes Paul to have been influenced entirely by these Platonic notions. (3) Antony was born in the district of Thebes, A.D. 251, and visited Paul in the Egyptian desert a little before his death. To Antony is the world indebted for establishing communities of monks, as distinguished from the solitary asceticism of Paul; he therefore is rightly viewed as the founder of Monachism. He appears to have known little more than how to speak his native Coptic, yet during his long life (said to have been 100 years) he by his fervent enthusiasm made for himself a name little inferior to that of the “king of men,” Athanasius, whom in the time of the Arian troubles he stedfastly supported, and by whom his life has been handed down to us. Augustin, in his De Doctr. Christ. (Prol. sec. 4), speaks of him as “a just and holy man, who, not being able to read himself, is said to have committed the Scriptures to memory through hearing them read by others, and by dint of wise meditation to have arrived at a thorough understanding of them.” (4) According to Sozomen (iii. 14), monasteries had not been established in Europe A.D. 340. They were, Baronius tells us, introduced into Rome about that date by Athanasius, during a visit to that city. Athanasius mentions “ascetics” as dwelling at Rome A.D. 355. Ambrose, Bishop of Milan, Martin, Bishop of Tours, and Jerome were enthusiastic suppporters of the system. (5) Monachism in Europe presented more of its practical and less of its contemplative side, than in its cradle in the East. An example of how the monks of the East did work for the good of others is seen in the instance of the monks of Pachomius; still in this respect, as in matters of doctrine, the West has generally shown itself more practical than the East. Probably climate and the style of living consequent thereon have much to do with this. Sulpicius Severus (dial. i. 2, De Vita Martini) may be taken to give a quaint illustration of this, when he makes one of his characters say, as he hears of the mode of living of the Eastern monks, that their diet was only suited to angels. However mistaken we may think the monkish systems to be, it cannot be concealed that in the days of anarchy and semi-barbarism they were oftentimes centres of civilisation. Certainly in its originating idea of meditative seclusion, there is much that is worthy of commendation; for, as Farindon has it (Works, iv. 130), “This has been the practice not only of holy men, but of heathen men. Thus did Tully, and Antony, and Crassus make way to that honour and renown which they afterwards purchased in eloquence (Cicero, De Officiis, ii. 13, viii. 7); thus did they pass a solitudine in scholas, a scholis in forum,—‘from their secret retirement into the schools, and from the schools into the pleading-place.’” the Egyptian monk, whose name was in high repute among Thy servants, though up to that time not familiar to us. When he came to know this, he lingered on that topic, imparting to us a knowledge of this man so eminent, and marvelling at our ignorance. But we were amazed, hearing Thy wonderful works most fully manifested in times so recent, and almost in our own, wrought in the true faith and the Catholic Church. We all wondered—we, that they were so great, and he, that we had never heard of them.
15. From this his conversation turned to the companies in the monasteries, and their manners so fragrant unto Thee, and of the fruitful deserts of the wilderness, of which we knew nothing. And there was a monastery at Milan534 Augustin, when comparing Christian with Manichæan asceticism, says in his De Mor. Eccl. Cath. (sec. 70), “I saw at Milan a lodging-house of saints, in number not a few, presided over by one presbyter, a man of great excellence and learning.” In the previous note we have given the generally received opinion, that the first monastery in Europe was established at Rome. It may be mentioned here that Muratori maintains that the institution was transplanted from the East first to Milan; others contend that the first European society was at Aquileia. full of good brethren, without the walls of the city, under the fostering care of Ambrose, and we were ignorant of it. He went on with his relation, and we listened intently and in silence. He then related to us how on a certain afternoon, at Triers, when the emperor was taken up with seeing the Circensian games,535 See vi. sec. 12, note 1, above. he and three others, his comrades, went out for a walk in the gardens close to the city walls, and there, as they chanced to walk two and two, one strolled away with him, while the other two went by themselves; and these, in their rambling, came upon a certain cottage inhabited by some of Thy servants, “poor in spirit,” of whom “is the kingdom of heaven,”536 Matt. v. 3. Roman commentators are ever ready to use this text of Scripture as an argument in favour of monastic poverty, and some may feel disposed from its context to imagine such an interpretation to be implied in this place. This, however, can hardly be so. Augustin constantly points out in his sermons, etc. in what the poverty that is pleasing to God consists. “Pauper Dei,” he says (in Ps. cxxxi. 15), “in animo est, non in sacculo;” and his interpretation of this passage in his Exposition of the Sermon on the Mount (i. 3) is entirely opposed to the Roman view. We there read: “The poor in spirit are rightly understood here as meaning the humble and God-fearing, i.e. those who have not a spirit which puffeth up. Nor ought blessedness to begin at any other point whatever, if indeed it is to reach the highest wisdom. ‘The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom’ (Ps. cxi. 10); whereas, on the other hand also, ‘pride’ is entitled ‘the beginning of all sin’ (Ecclus. x. 13). Let the proud, therefore, seek after and love the kingdoms of the earth, but ‘blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.’” where they found a book in which was written the life of Antony. This one of them began to read, marvel at, and be inflamed by it; and in the reading, to meditate on embracing such a life, and giving up his worldly employments to serve Thee. And these were of the body called “Agents for Public Affairs.”537 “Agentes in rebus. There was a society of them still about the court. Their militia or employments were to gather in the emperor’s tributes; to fetch in offenders; to do Palatini obsequia, offices of court provide corn, etc., ride on errands like messengers of the chamber, lie abroad as spies and intelligencers. They were often preferred to places of magistracy in the provinces; such were called Principes or Magistriani. St. Hierome upon Abdias, c. 1, calls them messengers. They succeeded the Frumentarii, between which two and the Curiosi and the Speculatores there was not much difference.”—W. W. Then, suddenly being overwhelmed with a holy love and a sober sense of shame, in anger with himself, he cast his eyes upon his friend, exclaiming, “Tell me, I entreat thee, what end we are striving for by all these labours of ours. What is our aim? What is our motive in doing service? Can our hopes in court rise higher than to be ministers of the emperor? And in such a position, what is there not brittle, and fraught with danger, and by how many dangers arrive we at greater danger? And when arrive we thither? But if I desire to become a friend of God, behold, I am even now made it.” Thus spake he, and in the pangs of the travail of the new life, he turned his eyes again upon the page and continued reading, and was inwardly changed where Thou sawest, and his mind was divested of the world, as soon became evident; for as he read, and the surging of his heart rolled along, he raged awhile, discerned and resolved on a better course, and now, having become Thine, he said to his friend, “Now have I broken loose from those hopes of ours, and am determined to serve God; and this, from this hour, in this place, I enter upon. If thou art reluctant to imitate me, hinder me not.” The other replied that he would cleave to him, to share in so great a reward and so great a service. Thus both of them, being now Thine, were building a tower at the necessary cost,538 Luke xiv. 26–35.—of forsaking all that they had and following Thee. Then Pontitianus, and he that had walked with him through other parts of the garden, came in search of them to the same place, and having found them, reminded them to return as the day had declined. But they, making known to him their resolution and purpose, and how such a resolve had sprung up and become confirmed in them, entreated them not to molest them, if they refused to join themselves unto them. But the others, no whit changed from their former selves, did yet (as he said) bewail themselves, and piously congratulated them, recommending themselves to their prayers; and with their hearts inclining towards earthly things, returned to the palace. But the other two, setting their affections upon heavenly things, remained in the cottage. And both of them had affianced brides, who, when they heard of this, dedicated also their virginity unto God.
CAPUT VI. Pontitianus narrat Antonii vitam.
13. Et de vinculo quidem desiderii concubitus quo arctissimo tenebar, et saecularium negotiorum servitute, quemadmodum me exemeris narrabo, et confitebor nomini tuo, Domine, adjutor meus et redemptor meus. Agebam solita, crescente anxietudine, et quotidie suspirabam tibi; frequentabam ecclesiam tuam, quantum vacabat ab eis negotiis sub quorum pondere gemebam . Mecum erat Alypius otiosus ab opere jurisperitorum post assessionem tertiam, exspectans quibus iterum consilia venderet, sicut ego vendebam dicendi facultatem, si qua docendo praestari potest. Nebridius autem amicitiae nostrae cesserat, ut omnium 0755 nostrum familiarissimo Verecundo, Mediolanensi civi et grammatico subdoceret, vehementer desideranti et familiaritatis jure flagitanti de numero nostro fidele adjutorium, quo indigebat nimis. Non itaque Nebridium cupiditas commodorum eo traxit: majora enim posset si vellet de litteris agere; sed officio benevolentiae petitionem nostram contemnere noluit amicus dulcissimus et mitissimus. Agebat autem illud prudentissime, cavens innotescere personis secundum hoc saeculum majoribus, devitans in eis omnem inquietudinem animi, quem volebat habere liberum et quam multis posset horis feriatum, ad quaerendum aliquid, vel legendum vel audiendum de sapientia.
14. Quodam igitur die, non recolo causam qua erat absens Nebridius, cum ecce ad nos domum venit ad me et Alypium Pontitianus quidam civis noster in quantum Afer, praeclare in palatio militans: nescio quid a nobis volebat. Et consedimus ut colloqueremur; et forte supra mensam lusoriam quae ante nos erat, attendit codicem, tulit, aperuit, invenit apostolum Paulum, inopinate sane: putaverat enim aliquid de libris quorum professio me conterebat. Tum vero arridens, meque intuens, gratulatorie miratus est quod eas et solas prae oculis meis litteras repente comperisset. Christianus quippe et fidelis erat, et saepe tibi Deo nostro prosternebatur in ecclesia crebris et diuturnis orationibus. Cui ego cum indicassem illis me Scripturis curam maximam impendere, ortus est sermo, ipso narrante, de Antonio Aegyptio monacho, cujus nomen excellenter clarebat apud servos tuos; nos autem usque in illam horam latebat. Quod ille ubi comperit, immoratus est in eo sermone, insinuans tantum virum ignorantibus, et admirans eamdem nostram ignorantiam. Stupebamus autem audientes tam recenti memoria, et prope nostris temporibus testatissima mirabilia tua in fide recta et catholica Ecclesia. Omnes mirabamur, et nos quia tam magna erant, et ille quia inaudita nobis erant.
15. Inde sermo ejus devolutus est ad monasteriorum greges, et mores suaveolentiae tuae, et ubera deserta eremi quorum nos nihil sciebamus. Et erat monasterium Mediolani plenum bonis fratribus, extra urbis moenia, sub Ambrosio nutritore; et non noveramus. Pertendebat ille et loquebatur adhuc, et nos intenti tacebamus. Unde incidit ut diceret nescio quando se et tres alios contubernales suos, nimirum apud Treveros, cum imperator pomeridiano Circensium spectaculo teneretur, exisse deambulatum in hortos muris contiguos; atque illic ut forte combinati spatiabantur, unum secum seorsum, et alios duos itidem seorsum pariterque digressos: sed illos vagabundos irruisse in quamdam casam, ubi habitabant quidam servi tui, spiritu pauperes, qualium est regnum coelorum (Matth. V, 3), et invenisse ibi codicem in quo scripta erat vita Antonii. Quam legere coepit unus eorum, et mirari, et accendi, et inter legendum meditari arripere talem vitam, et relicta militia saeculari 0756 servire tibi: erant autem ex eis quos dicunt agentes in rebus. Tunc subito repletus amore sancto et sobrio pudore, iratus sibi conjecit oculos in amicum, et ait illi: Dic, quaeso te, omnibus istis laboribus nostris quo ambimus pervenire? quid quaerimus? cujus rei causa militamus? Majorne esse poterit spes nostra in palatio, quam ut amici Imperatoris simus? Et ibi quid non fragile, plenumque periculis? Et per quot pericula pervenitur ad grandius periculum? Et quando istuc erit? Amicus autem Dei, si voluero, ecce nunc fio. Dixit hoc, et turbidus parturitione novae vitae, reddidit oculos paginis; et legebat, et mutabatur intus ubi tu videbas, et exuebatur mundo mens ejus, ut mox apparuit. Namque dum legit et volvit fluctus cordis sui, infremuit aliquando et discrevit, decrevitque meliora; jamque tuus, ait amico suo: Ego jam abrupi me ab illa spe nostra, et Deo servire statui; et hoc ex hora hac, in hoc loco aggredior. Te si piget imitari, noli adversari. Respondit ille, adhaerere se socium tantae mercedis tantaeque militiae. Et ambo jam tui, aedificabant turrim sumptu idoneo relinquendi omnia sua et sequendi te (Luc. XIV, 26-35). Tum Pontitianus et qui cum eo per alias horti partes deambulabant, quaerentes eos devenerunt in cumdem locum, et invenientes admonuerunt ut redirent, quod declinasset dies. At illi narrato placito et proposito suo, quoque modo in eis talis voluntas orta esset atque firmata, petiverunt ne sibi molesti essent si adjungi recusarent. Isti autem nihilo mutati a pristinis, fleverunt se tamen, ut dicebat , atque illis pie congratulati sunt, et commendaverunt se orationibus eorum, et trahentes cor in terra abierunt in palatium; illi autem affigentes cor coelo manserunt in casa. Et ambo habebant sponsas: quae posteaquam hoc audierunt, dicaverunt etiam ipsae virginitatem tibi.