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a prison in heaven. Whatever, he says, you bind on the earth, will be bound in heaven. Let us pray at night, and we shall loose these bonds. For that prayers loose sins, let the widow persuade us, let that friend who persists and knocks at an unseasonable hour of the night persuade us, let Cornelius persuade us; For your prayers, he says, and your alms have ascended before God; let Paul persuade us, saying: She who is truly a widow and left desolate has hoped in God and continues in supplications night and day. If he says these things about a widow, a weak woman, how much more so about men. And I have already spoken to you, and now I will speak: Let us be roused in the night; even if you do not make many prayers, make one with sobriety, and it is enough; I require nothing more; even if not at midnight, at least toward the dawn. Show that the night is not only for the body, but also for the soul; do not endure to let it pass idly, but repay the Master with this repayment; or rather, it itself comes back to you. Tell me, if we should fall into a difficult situation, whom do we not entreat? and if we quickly obtain our request, we breathe again. Who might grant you that the one entreated be ready to thank you because you entreat him? who might grant you not to go about and seek whom you will entreat, but to find one ready? not to need others, that through them you might entreat? What is greater than this? For He does this most of all, when we do not need others; just as a true friend then most of all reproaches us as not trusting his friendship, when we need others to entreat him. So also we do in the case of those who entreat us; we are most gracious to them then, when they approach us by themselves, and not through others. What then, he says, if I have given offense? Cease from offending and weep, and so approach, and you will quickly make him merciful concerning your former deeds. Say only, "I have offended;" say it from the soul and a genuine mind, and all is loosed. You do not so 60.262 desire your sins to be forgiven, as he desires to forgive your sins. For that you do not desire it, consider that you do not deign to keep vigil nor to give away money; but he, in order to forgive our sins, did not spare the Only-begotten, his true Son, who sits on the same throne. Do you see that he desires more to forgive you your sins? Let us not then hesitate, nor procrastinate. He is a lover of mankind and good; only let us give him occasion, and this, so that we may not become useless, since even without this he would have forgiven; but just as we, in the case of our servants, devise and arrange countless things, so also he does for our salvation. Let us come before his face with confession, for he is gracious and merciful. But if one does not call upon him in truth, and you do not wish to say from the heart, "Forgive," but only from the mouth, what will he do? What is it to call in truth? With purpose, with eagerness, with a sincere mind; just as they say of myrrhs, it is genuine, it has nothing counterfeit; so also there. He who truly calls upon him, and who truly asks of him, attends constantly, he does not depart until he receives; but he who is simply being pious, and by this very thing fulfilling a law, does not call in truth. Whoever you may be, do not say only, "I am a sinner," but also be earnest to deliver yourself from this reputation; do not say it, but also feel pain. If you feel pain, you are earnest; if you are not earnest, you do not feel pain; if you do not feel pain, you are mocking. Who, saying "I am sick," does not do everything so as to be delivered? A great weapon is prayer. If you know, he says, how to give good gifts to your children, how much more your Father? Why do you not wish to approach? He loves you, he is more powerful than all; and he both wishes and is able, what is to prevent it? Nothing. Therefore let us approach with faith, let us approach offering the gifts which he desires: forgiveness of injuries, kindness, gentleness; And if you are a sinner, you will with boldness demand from him the forgiveness of sins, being able to show that this has been done by you; but if you are righteous, and you do not have this forgiveness of injuries, you have profited nothing. It is not possible for a person who has forgiven his neighbor not to receive precise forgiveness;
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