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can one number, and for all these things to give thanks to him, and let us all consider the things that have happened to each of us, and let us reflect on them each day. Since, therefore, these things have great power, let each one of us reflect within himself, and search with accuracy, if ever, having fallen into dangers, he escaped the hands of his enemies, and just as in a book, let him keep the benefactions of God recorded; for instance, if ever, having set out on a journey at an unseasonable hour, he escaped danger; if ever, having encountered wicked men, he got the better of them; if ever, having fallen into sickness, when all had despaired, he recovered; for this has great power for making us familiar with God. For if Mordecai, when the good deeds done by him came to the king’s memory, had them so stand for him that he returned again to that splendor; much more shall we, if we call to mind, and make an accurate examination of these two matters, what we have sinned against God, and what good he has done for us; thus we shall also be thank 60.274 ful, and we shall give up all things. But no one remembers any of these things; but just as we say concerning sins, that we are sinners, without examining them in detail, so also concerning the benefactions of God, we say, "God has been good to us," not examining them in detail, we do not say, where and how many and at what time. But from now on let us use great accuracy. For if one can also recall past things, let him reflect on everything accurately, as he will find a great treasure. This is also useful for us so as not to despair. For when we see that He has often protected us, we will not despair nor think that we have been cast off; but we will receive a great pledge of His care for us, when we consider that though we sin, we are not punished, but even enjoy His protection. 5. Let me also tell you something which I have heard from someone: There was once a boy, and it happened that he was in the country with his mother, not yet fifteen years old. Then indeed, when some harsh weather occurred, a fever fell upon both; for it was autumn. Then indeed the mother managed to get into the city; but the boy, with the doctors there ordering him to remain, and the fever burning, began to gargle, forsooth philosophizing, thinking rather to extinguish the fire, if he took nothing at all. So then, being a boy, because of an ill-timed contentiousness, he did not consent. And when he arrived in the city, his tongue was paralyzed, and he was speechless for a long time, uttering nothing articulate; but he would read, and he attended teachers for a long time, but simply and indistinctly. All his hopes, therefore, were cut off, and his mother was full of grief; and doctors devised many things, and many others many other things, but no one had any success, until the time when the man-loving God healed the bond of his tongue, and then he recovered, and brought him back to his former eloquence and clarity. And his mother related that when he was a very small child, he had a condition around his nose, which they call a polyp; and again the doctors had given up hope, and his mother prayed for him to die, and his father cursed him (for he happened to still be alive), and again everything was in a state of despair. But he, immediately coughing, from a snort expelled that beast from his nostrils with the force of his breath, and all the terrible things were resolved. And when this was extinguished, a sharp and sticky discharge, constantly flowing down from his eyes, produced so many rheums and so thick, as to become a screen for the pupil, and the terrible thing, it threatened blindness, and all were saying this would happen. But from this too, by the grace of God, he was quickly delivered from the affliction. And these are the things I have heard; but what I myself know, I will tell you: There was once a suspicion of tyrants aroused in our city (and at that time I was still a youth); and with all the soldiers encamped outside the city, they were searching for books of sorcery and magic, perhaps without pretense. And the one who had written the book, having thrown it unfinished into a river, was caught, and being required to produce it, he could not give it, but was led around the city

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