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As for the text, *And from among you yourselves men will arise, speaking perverse things*. What then, one might say, do you think so much of yourself, that if you depart, we die? I am not saying, he says, that my absence causes this; but what? That some will rise up against you. He did not say, “Because of my departure,” but “After my departure,” that is, my going away. And yet this has already happened; and if it has happened, much more will it happen after this. Then also the reason, *To draw away the disciples after them*. So for no other reason are there heresies, than for this. Then also a consolation: *Which He purchased*, he says, *with His own blood*. And if He purchased it with His own blood, He will surely protect it. *Night*, he says, *and day I did not cease admonishing with tears*. These things might well be said to us; and the word seems to be specifically for the teachers, but it is common also to the disciples. For what if I speak and exhort and weep night and day, but the disciple does not obey? For so that no one might think this sufficient for a defense—to be a disciple and not submit—for this reason, after saying, *I testify*, he added, *For I did not shrink from declaring to you*. Therefore this alone is the teacher's part, to declare, to preach, to teach, not to shrink, to exhort night and day; but when these things are done 60.312 and nothing more comes of it, you know what remains. Then also another defense: that *I am innocent of the blood of all*. Do not then think that these things are said to us alone; for this word is also for you, so that you should pay attention to what is said, so that you should not leap away from the hearing. What shall I do? Behold, every day I burst myself shouting: Keep away from the theaters; and many laugh at us. Keep away from swearing oaths, from greed; we give countless exhortations, and no one listens. But do I not discourse at night? I would wish to do this at night too, and at your tables, if indeed it were possible, having been split into ten thousand pieces, to be present with you and discourse; but if we call you once a week, and you are hesitant, and some do not even come, while those who do come depart having gained nothing more; what would you not have done, if we did this constantly? What shall we do? I know that many even slander us, for always discoursing on the same subjects; so tiresome have we become. And the cause of this is not you, but the hearers themselves. For the one who is doing right always rejoices to hear the same things, as if praises of him were being spoken; but the one who does not want to do right seems to be annoyed, and if he hears it only a second time, he thinks he hears it many times. *I am innocent of the blood of all*, he says. 4. This it was fitting for Paul to say, but we do not dare to say this, being conscious of countless things in ourselves. Therefore it was fitting for him to say this, who was always vigilant and attentive, who endured all things for the salvation of his disciples; but we will say what Moses said, that *The Lord was angry with me on your account*, because you lead us also into many sins. For when we lose heart seeing you not making progress, does not the greater part of our strength fail? For what, tell me, has happened? Behold, by the grace of God, we too have now had three years, not exhorting night and day, but doing this often every three or seven days. What more has happened? We accuse, we rebuke, we weep, we are in pain, if not openly, yet in our heart. And those tears are much lighter than these; for while these bring some comfort to the despondent, those intensify and constrict it. So also when someone is in despondency, and cannot bring forth the pain, so as not to seem vainglorious, he suffers something greater, then, than if he had brought it forth. If someone did not judge me of excessive ambition, you would see me shedding fountains of tears every day; but of these my little house and the wilderness are my witnesses. For believe me, I have despaired of my own salvation, and while mourning your affairs, I do not even have leisure to grieve for my own evils; so much are you everything to me. And if I perceive you making progress, I am not sensible of my own evils because of the pleasure; and if I see you not making progress, again because of despondency I disregard my own affairs; cheerful indeed

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Τὸ, Καὶ ἐξ ὑμῶν αὐτῶν ἀναστήσονται ἄνδρες λαλοῦντες διεστραμμένα. Τί οὖν, εἴποι τις ἂν, τοσοῦτον σαυτὸν ἡγῇ, καὶ, ἂν ἀπέλθῃς, ἀποθνήσκομεν; Οὐ τοῦτο λέγω, φησὶν, ὅτι ἡ ἐμὴ ἀπουσία τοῦτο ποιεῖ· ἀλλὰ τί; Ὅτι ἐπαναστήσονταί τινες ὑμῖν. Οὐκ εἶπε, ∆ιὰ τὴν ἄφιξίν μου· ἀλλὰ, Μετὰ τὴν ἄφιξίν μου· τουτέστι, τὴν ἀποδημίαν· καίτοι καὶ ἤδη γέγονε τοῦτο· εἰ δὲ γέγονε, πολλῷ μᾶλλον μετὰ ταῦτα γενήσεται. Εἶτα καὶ ἡ αἰτία, Τοῦ ἀποσπᾷν τοὺς μαθητὰς ὀπίσω αὐτῶν. Ὥστε δι' οὐδὲν ἕτερον αἱ αἱρέσεις, ἢ διὰ τοῦτο. Εἶτα καὶ παραμυθία· Ἣν περιεποιήσατο, φησὶ, διὰ τοῦ ἰδίου αἵματος. Εἰ δὲ τῷ ἰδίῳ αἵματι περιεποιήσατο, προστήσεται πάντως. Νύκτα, φησὶ, καὶ ἡμέραν οὐκ ἐπαυσάμην μετὰ δακρύων νουθετῶν. Ταῦτα πρὸς ἡμᾶς εἰκότως ἂν λέγοιτο· καὶ δοκεῖ μὲν εἶναι ἰδικῶς πρὸς τοὺς διδασκάλους ὁ λόγος, ἔστι δὲ κοινὸς καὶ πρὸς τοὺς μαθητάς. Τί γὰρ, ἂν ἐγὼ μὲν λέγω καὶ παρακαλῶ καὶ δακρύω νύκτα καὶ ἡμέραν, ὁ δὲ μαθητὴς μὴ πείθηται; Ἵνα γὰρ μὴ νομίσῃ τις τοῦτο ἀρκεῖν εἰς ἀπολογίαν, τὸ εἶναι μαθητὴν, καὶ μὴ ὑπείκειν, διὰ τοῦτο, ∆ιαμαρτύρομαι, εἰπὼν, ἐπήγαγεν· Οὐ γὰρ ὑπεστειλάμην τοῦ μὴ ἀναγγεῖλαι ὑμῖν. Ἄρα τοῦτο διδασκάλου μόνον, ἀναγγεῖλαι, κηρῦξαι, διδάξαι, μὴ ὑποστείλασθαι, νύκτα καὶ ἡμέραν παρακαλεῖν· ὅταν δὲ τούτων γινομένων 60.312 μηδὲν πλέον γένηται, ἴστε τὸ λειπόμενον. Εἶτα καὶ ἑτέρα ἀπολογία· ὅτι Καθαρὸς ἐγὼ ἀπὸ τοῦ αἵματος πάντων. Μὴ δὴ νομίσητε πρὸς ἡμᾶς ταῦτα λέγεσθαι μόνον· καὶ γὰρ καὶ πρὸς ὑμᾶς ὁ λόγος οὗτός ἐστιν, ὥστε προσέχειν τοῖς λεγομένοις, ὥστε μὴ ἀποπηδᾷν τῆς ἀκροάσεως. Τί ποιήσω; Ἰδοὺ καθ' ἑκάστην ἡμέραν διαῤῥήγνυμαι βοῶν· ἀπόστητε τῶν θεάτρων· καὶ πολλοὶ γελῶσιν ἡμᾶς· ἀπόστητε τοῦ ὀμνύειν, τοῦ πλεονεκτεῖν· μυρία παραινοῦμεν, καὶ οὐδεὶς ὁ ἀκούων. Ἀλλ' ἐν νυκτὶ οὐ διαλέγομαι; Ἐβουλόμην καὶ ἐν νυκτὶ τοῦτο ποιεῖν, καὶ ἐν ταῖς τραπέζαις ταῖς ὑμετέραις, εἴ γε ἐνῆν καὶ εἰς μυρία σχισθέντα παραγίνεσθαι ὑμῖν καὶ διαλέγεσθαι· ἀλλ' εἰ τῆς ἑβδομάδος ἅπαξ καλοῦμεν ὑμᾶς, καὶ ὀκνεῖτε, καὶ οἱ μὲν οὐδὲ παραγίνεσθε, οἱ δὲ παραγινόμενοι οὐδὲν πλέον κερδάναντες ἄπιτε· τί οὐκ ἂν ἐποιήσατε, εἰ συνεχῶς τοῦτο ἐπράττομεν; Τί ποιήσομεν; Πολλοὶ οἶδ' ὅτι καὶ διασύρουσιν ἡμᾶς, διὰ τὸ περὶ τῶν αὐτῶν ἀεὶ διαλέγεσθαι· οὕτω γεγόναμεν προσκορεῖς. Αἴτιοι δὲ τούτου οὐχ ὑμεῖς, ἀλλ' αὐτοὶ οἱ ἀκούοντες. Ὁ μὲν γὰρ κατορθῶν, ἀεὶ χαίρει τὰ αὐτὰ ἀκούων, ὥσπερ ἐγκωμίων αὐτοῦ λεγομένων· ὁ δὲ μὴ βουλόμενος κατορθοῦν, καὶ ἐνοχλεῖσθαι δοκεῖ, κἂν δεύτερον ἀκούσῃ μόνον, πολλάκις δοκεῖ ἀκούειν. Καθαρὸς ἐγὼ ἀπὸ τοῦ αἵματος πάντων, φησί. δʹ. Τοῦτο Παύλῳ μὲν ἥρμοττεν εἰπεῖν, ἡμεῖς δὲ οὐ τολμῶμεν τοῦτο εἰπεῖν, μυρία συνειδότες ἑαυτοῖς. ∆ιόπερ ἐκείνῳ τῷ διαπαντὸς ἀγρυπνοῦντι καὶ ἐφεστῶτι, τῷ πάντα ὑπὲρ τῆς σωτηρίας τῶν μαθητευομένων ὑπομένοντι, ἥρμοττε λέγειν· ἡμεῖς δὲ τὸ Μωσέως ἐροῦμεν, ὅτι Ὠργίσθη μοι Κύριος δι' ὑμᾶς, ὅτι εἰς πολλὰ ἁμαρτήματα προάγετε καὶ ἡμᾶς. Ὅταν γὰρ ἀθυμῶμεν ὁρῶντες ὑμᾶς οὐ προκόπτοντας, οὐ τὸ πλέον ἡμῖν τῆς ἰσχύος καταπίπτει; Τί γὰρ, εἰπέ μοι, γέγονεν; Ἰδοὺ τῇ χάριτι τοῦ Θεοῦ καὶ ἡμεῖς λοιπὸν τριετίαν ἔχομεν, νύκτα μὲν καὶ ἡμέραν οὐ παρακαλοῦντες, διὰ τριῶν δὲ πολλάκις ἡμερῶν ἢ δι' ἑπτὰ τοῦτο ποιοῦντες. Τί γέγονε πλέον; Ἐγκαλοῦμεν, ἐπιτιμῶμεν, δακρύομεν, ὀδυνώμεθα, εἰ καὶ μὴ φανερῶς, ἀλλὰ κατὰ καρδίαν. Ἐκεῖνα δὲ πολὺ τούτων τὰ δάκρυα κουφότερα· ταῦτα μὲν γὰρ φέρει τινὰ τοῖς ἀθυμοῦσι παραμυθίαν, ἐκεῖνα δὲ αὐτὴν ἐπιτείνει καὶ συσφίγγει. Οὕτω καὶ ὅταν ἐν ἀθυμίᾳ τις ᾖ, καὶ μὴ δύνηται ἐξενεγκεῖν τὴν ἀλγηδόνα, ὥστε μὴ δόξαι κενόδοξος εἶναι, μείζονα ἄρα πάσχει, ἢ ἂν ταύτην ἐξήνεγκεν. Εἰ μή μέ τις ἔκρινε φιλοτιμίας περιττῆς, εἶδες ἂν καθ' ἑκάστην ἡμέραν πηγὰς δακρύων ἀφιέντα· ταύτας δέ μοι σύνοιδεν ὁ οἰκίσκος καὶ ἡ ἐρημία. Πιστεύσατε γάρ μοι, τῆς μὲν ἐμαυτοῦ σωτηρίας ἀπέγνων, τὰ δὲ ὑμέτερα θρηνῶν, οὐδὲ σχολὴν ἔχω τὰ ἐμαυτοῦ κακὰ πενθεῖν· οὕτω μοι πάντα ὑμεῖς ἐστε. Κἂν αἴσθωμαι ἐπιδιδόντας ὑμᾶς, οὐκ αἰσθάνομαι τῶν ἐμαυτοῦ κακῶν ὑπὸ τῆς ἡδονῆς· κἂν ἴδω μὴ ἐπιδιδόντας, ὑπὸ τῆς ἀθυμίας πάλιν παραπέμπομαι τὰ ἐμά· φαιδρὸς μὲν