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he brings forward the prophets, Moses; "that the Christ must suffer," he says, "and that, being the first to rise from the dead, he would proclaim light both to the people and to the Gentiles." Festus said in a loud voice. So full of anger and wrath was his voice. 4. What then of Paul? "For this was not done in a corner," he says. Here he says this concerning the cross, concerning the resurrection; and that the doctrine has spread throughout the whole world, "King Agrippa, do you believe," he says? He did not say, "in the resurrection," but, "in the prophets." Then he anticipates him, and says: "I know that you believe." To which Agrippa also: "In a short time you persuade me to be a Christian." Paul did not understand what "In a short time" is, but thought that it was "With little effort"; therefore he answers to this; so unskilled was he. And he did not say, "I do not wish it," but "I would pray, not only you, but also all who hear." See how his speech is free from flattery. "I would pray," he says, "that all might this day become such as I am, except for these chains." See; he who boasts in his chains, who bears them like a golden chain, now prays for them to be without these. And do not be surprised; for they were still weaker, and his speech to them was more condescending. For that he considered the 60.364 chains a better thing, hear how he always puts them before all other things in his epistles, saying: "Paul, a prisoner of Jesus Christ;" and again, "For this reason I am bound with this chain, but the word of God is not bound;" and, "to the point of chains as a criminal." See; not only "of chains," but he also added, "as a criminal," increasing the glory from the chains. The punishment was double, both that he was bound, and that it was as a criminal. For if he had been bound as for a good cause, the matter would have brought some consolation; but now it was as a criminal, and as one caught in terrible acts; and yet he cared for none of these things. Such is a soul winged by heavenly love. For if those who love this shameful love consider nothing either glorious or honorable, but those things which contribute to their desire, these are judged both glorious and honorable, and the beloved is everything to them, much more do those who are captured by this love consider punishments as nothing. But if we do not understand what is said, it is not surprising; for we are inexperienced in this philosophy. For if anyone is captured by the fire of Christ, he becomes such as a man would be who dwells alone upon the earth; so he cares nothing for glory and dishonor; but just as if he were dwelling alone he would have cared for no one, so neither then does such a one care. He so despises temptations and scourgings and prisons, as if he were suffering these things in another's body, or as if he possessed a body of adamant; and he so scoffs at the pleasures of life, and is insensible to them, as we are to dead bodies, or as if we ourselves were dead. And he is as far from being captured by any passion, as pure gold being fired would be from a stain. For just as flies would not fall into the middle of a flame, but flee, so too the passions dare not even come near him. And of these things I would wish to be able to bring forward examples from ourselves; but since we are at a loss, it is necessary to take refuge in this man himself. See, then, how he was disposed toward the whole world. "The world has been crucified to me," he says, "and I to the world;" that is, "I am dead to the world, and it is dead to me." And again: "It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me." This is for Paul alone to say, but for us who fall so far short of him as the earth from heaven, we should be covered in shame, so as not to dare even to open our mouth. And that he was as in a desert, and thus saw the present things, hear him saying: "while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen." What do you say? And yet the opposite of what you say is the case; for we do not see the invisible things, but we see the visible things. What kind of eyes you had, such are those given by Christ; for just as these see the things that are seen, but do not see the things that are not seen; so those do the opposite; no one who sees the invisible things, sees the visible things; no one who sees the visible things, sees the invisible things.

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ἐπάγει τοὺς προφήτας, τὸν Μωσέα· Εἰ παθητὸς, φησὶν, ὁ Χριστὸς, εἰ πρῶτος ἐξ ἀναστάσεως νεκρῶν φῶς μέλλει καταγγέλλειν τῷ τε λαῷ καὶ τοῖς ἔθνεσιν. Ὁ Φῆστος μεγάλῃ τῇ φωνῇ ἔφη. Οὕτω θυμοῦ ἦν καὶ ὀργῆς ἡ φωνή. δʹ. Τί οὖν ὁ Παῦλος; Οὐ γάρ ἐστι, φησὶν, ἐν γωνίᾳ πεπραγμένον τοῦτο. Ἐνταῦθα περὶ τοῦ σταυροῦ λέγει τοῦτο, περὶ τῆς ἀναστάσεως· καὶ ὅτι πανταχοῦ τῆς οἰκουμένης γέγονε τὸ δόγμα, Πιστεύεις, βασιλεῦ, φησὶν, Ἀγρίππα; Οὐκ εἶπε, Τῇ ἀναστάσει, ἀλλὰ, Τοῖς προφήταις. Εἶτα προκαταλαμβάνει αὐτὸν, καί φησιν· Οἶδα, ὅτι πιστεύεις. Πρὸς ὃν καὶ ὁ Ἀγρίππας· Ἐν ὀλίγῳ με πείθεις Χριστιανὸν γενέσθαι. Οὐκ ἐνόησεν ὁ Παῦλος τί ἐστιν, Ἐν ὀλίγῳ, ἀλλ' ἐνόμισεν, ὅτι Ἐξ ὀλίγου· διὸ καὶ πρὸς τοῦτο ἀποκρίνεται· οὕτως ἰδιώτης ἦν. Καὶ οὐκ εἶπεν, Οὐ βούλομαι, ἀλλ' Εὔχομαι, οὐ μόνον σὲ, ἀλλὰ καὶ πάντας τοὺς ἀκούοντας. Ὅρα κολακείας ἀπηλλαγμένον τὸν λόγον. Εὔχομαι, φησὶ, σήμερον γενέσθαι πάντας τοιούτους, ὁποῖος καὶ ἐγώ εἰμι, παρεκτὸς τῶν δεσμῶν τούτων, Ὅρα· ὁ καυχώμενος ἐπὶ τοῖς δεσμοῖς, ὁ προφέρων αὐτοὺς καθάπερ ἅλυσιν χρυσῆν, τούτοις ἀπεύχεται νῦν. Καὶ μὴ θαυμάσῃς· ἔτι γὰρ ἀσθενέστερον διέκειντο, καὶ συγκαταβατικώτερος ἦν ὁ λόγος αὐτῷ. Ἐπεὶ, ὅτι τὰ δε 60.364 σμὰ βέλτιον ἡγεῖτο, ἄκουε πῶς ἀεὶ ἐν ταῖς ἐπιστολαῖς πάντων προτίθησι τῶν ἄλλων, λέγων· Παῦλος δέσμιος Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ· καὶ πάλιν, Τούτου χάριν τὴν ἅλυσιν περίκειμαι, ἀλλ' ὁ λόγος τοῦ Θεοῦ οὐ δέδεται· καὶ, Ἄχρι δεσμῶν ὡς κακοῦργος. Ὅρα· οὐχὶ, ∆εσμῶν, μόνον, ἀλλὰ καὶ, Ὡς κακοῦργος, προσέθηκεν, αὔξων τὴν ἀπὸ τῶν δεσμῶν δόξαν. ∆ιπλῆ δὲ ἡ τιμωρία, καὶ ὅτι ἐδέδετο, καὶ ὅτι ὡς κακοῦργος. Εἰ μὲν γὰρ οὕτως ἐδέδετο ὡς ἐπ' ἀγαθῷ, ἔφερέ τινα ἂν παραμυθίαν τὸ πρᾶγμα· νῦν δὲ καὶ ὡς κακοῦργος, καὶ ὡς ἐπὶ τοῖς δεινοῖς ἁλούς· καὶ ὅμως οὐδενὸς τούτων ἐφρόντιζε. Τοιοῦτον ψυχὴ πτερωθεῖσα τῷ οὐρανίῳ ἔρωτι. Εἰ γὰρ οἱ τὸν αἰσχρὸν τοῦτον ἐρῶντες ἔρωτα, οὐδὲν ἡγοῦνται οὔτε ἔνδοξον οὔτε τίμιον, ἀλλ' ἐκεῖνα, ὅσα ἂν αὐτοῖς πρὸς τὴν ἐπιθυμίαν συντείνῃ, ταῦτα κρίνεται καὶ ἔνδοξα καὶ ἔντιμα, καὶ τοῦτο πάντα αὐτοῖς ἐστιν ἡ ἐρωμένη, πολλῷ μᾶλλον οἱ τούτῳ ἁλόντες τῷ ἔρωτι, οὐδὲν ἡγοῦνται τὰ ἐπιτίμια. Εἰ δὲ οὐ νοοῦμεν τὰ λεγόμενα, οὐ θαυμαστόν· ἄπειροι γάρ ἐσμεν τῆς φιλοσοφίας ταύτης. Εἰ γάρ τις ἁλῷ τῷ πυρὶ τοῦ Χριστοῦ, τοιοῦτος γίνεται, οἷος ἂν γένηται ἄνθρωπος μόνος ἐπὶ τῆς γῆς οἰκῶν· οὕτως οὐδενὸς αὐτῷ μέλει δόξης καὶ ἀτιμίας· ἀλλ' ὥσπερ ἂν εἰ μόνος οἰκῶν οὐδενὸς ἂν ἐφρόντισεν, οὕτως οὐδὲ τότε ὁ τοιοῦτος φροντίζει. Πειρασμῶν δὲ οὕτω καταφρονεῖ καὶ μαστίγων καὶ δεσμωτηρίων, ὥσπερ ἂν εἰ ἐν ἀλλοτρίῳ σώματι ταῦτα ἔπασχεν, ἢ ὥσπερ ἂν εἰ ἀδαμάντινον ἐκέκτητο σῶμα· τῶν δὲ ἡδέων τῶν ἐν τῷ βίῳ οὕτω καταγελᾷ, καὶ ἀνεπαίσθητος αὐτῶν ἐστιν, ὥσπερ τῶν νεκρῶν σωμάτων ἡμεῖς, ἢ αὐτοὶ ὄντες νεκροί. Τοσοῦτον δὲ ἀπέχει ἁλῶναι πάθει τινὶ, ὅσον χρυσὸς πυρούμενος ὁ καθαρὸς ἂν ἀπόσχοιτο κηλῖδος. Ὥσπερ γὰρ μυῖαι εἰς μέσην φλόγα οὐκ ἂν ἐμπέσοιεν, ἀλλὰ φεύγουσιν, οὕτω καὶ τὰ πάθη οὐδὲ ἐγγὺς γενέσθαι τούτου τολμᾷ. Καὶ τούτων ἐβουλόμην μὲν ἀφ' ἡμῶν τὰ παραδείγματα παραγαγεῖν δύνασθαι· ἐπειδὴ δὲ ἀποροῦμεν, ἀνάγκη πρὸς αὐτὸν τοῦτον καταφυγεῖν. Ὅρα γοῦν αὐτὸν πρὸς πάντα τὸν κόσμον πῶς διέκειτο. Ἐμοὶ κόσμος ἐσταύρωται, φησὶ, κἀγὼ τῷ κόσμῳ· τουτέστι, Νεκρός εἰμι τῷ κόσμῳ, κἀκεῖνος ἐμοὶ νεκρός. Καὶ πάλιν· Ζῶ δὲ οὐκέτι ἐγὼ, ζῇ δὲ ἐν ἐμοὶ Χριστός. Τοῦτο μόνου Παύλου λέγειν ἐστιν, ἡμῶν δὲ τῶν ἐκείνου τοσοῦτον ἀπολειπομένων, ὅσον τῆς γῆς ὁ οὐρανὸς, ἐγκαλύπτεσθαι, ὡς μηδὲ τὸ στόμα διᾶραι τολμᾷν. Ὅτι δὲ ὡς ἐν ἐρημίᾳ ἦν, καὶ οὕτως ἑώρα τὰ παρόντα, ἄκουε αὐτοῦ λέγοντος· Μὴ σκοπούντων ἡμῶν τὰ βλεπόμενα, ἀλλὰ τὰ μὴ βλεπόμενα. Τί λέγεις; Καὶ μὴν τὸ ἐναντίον οὗ λέγεις ἐστί· τὰ μὲν γὰρ ἀόρατα οὐ βλέπομεν, τὰ δὲ ὁρατὰ βλέπομεν. Ὁποίους ἔσχες ὀφθαλμοὺς, τοιοῦτοί εἰσιν οἱ παρὰ τοῦ Χριστοῦ δεδομένοι· καθάπερ γὰρ οὗτοι τὰ μὲν ὁρώμενα ὁρῶσι, τὰ δὲ οὐχ ὁρώμενα οὐχ ὁρῶσιν· οὕτως ἐκεῖνοι τοὐναντίον· οὐδεὶς τὰ ἀόρατα βλέπων, τὰ ὁρατὰ βλέπει· οὐδεὶς τὰ ὁρώμενα βλέπων, τὰ ἀόρατα βλέπει.